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 Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:50 pm
umi505 Shadow_Forged sorry *takes a piece of chicken* biggrin *eats it* tank you My chicken! gonk . .You shall pay for you're evil deeds! Where's my mallet? >> Hmmmm @Trix: Ummm . . .hungry? xD I just got back from Guard and food is really the only thing on my mind. xD Cha-chang. mallet!?!? nuu nuu nuu, nuuuuu mallet. i only took a small piece
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:50 pm
Iecur umi505 Ahh, Dark! *raises my plate high above my head, making sure I don't spill any of my food* Don't mess with a hungry Stephy >> Xp Ahaha. Good Day Trix! =D You've just reminded me that I'm hungry. >.< Buahaha, Now drain in your pain of an empty stomach. *waves my plate of now just vegetables in your face then takes a big bite* I’m so evil in such a corny way, xP
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:51 pm
lol. i just ate steak! mmmm porter house. so good.
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:52 pm
Shadow_Forged xd im not iecur. *hugs anise* iecurs right about not saying anything to help stop the crying, that you need to do on your own. but ill at least try to help you find it through exploring yourself and this all deeper. sweatdrop You're not me ? Anise_is_my_replica: Strangely enough I also had the urge to give you a at least cyber hug but I don't know how you'd feel about some guy you've never met giving you a hug. sweatdrop I just when I'm down. All two seconds of it...er..I should say when I used to get real sad I always looked for a hug for some comfort. Tis be why I almost proposed such a thing.
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:52 pm
Iecur Anise_is_my_replica Ah, well, you see.... I had this one friend, Alex. I loved him so much, in a platonic way of course. I trusted him quite a bit, and then one day he just stopped talking to me. This was after several years after a close friendship. He hadn't spoken to me for a year, and then I got in contact with his younger sister. I asked her about it and she went on about how he hated me and such, but I was never told why. She told me that he had said he didn't need me anymore, things of that nature. I mean.. I cared about him, so much. I trusted him with everything, and I would have done almost anything for him. There were four of us, him, me, Caitlin, and Blair. Blair would very much so like to kill me now, and it going around saying how much of an arrogant, tuck up b***h I am. Caitlin and I are just fine...only we aren't allowed to see each other. Alex.. won't talk to me. I saw him in April, talked to him for a bit. He told me how people grew apart and stopped caring about each other. He was the last of my friends from my childhood that I had. Or at least, my childhood in terms of age. That quite honestly crushed me. We told each other everything. If something happed to the other, or if something went wrong, the other was the first to know. We could call at three in the morning and the other wouldn't mind. So, naturally, when I heard him say that, I just sort of went blank, didn't quite comprehend it. Then I saw our friend Heather again, and started talking to her. She was the one that introduced me to him those six years ago. We talked about how we missed him and such, and she asked me to write a letter to him. So that's what I'm doing now... and crying over it. Ah. Ouch. I understand that pain all too well. I was actually in the process of writing that letter at one point or another believe it or not. It's not pretty or easy to get over. I won't try to say anything to stop you from crying. There are just times when it is needed. It's weird I was actually thinking about songs right now that could help me say something to you and I was thinking about Cold and one of their songs came up uh Cure My Tragedy (A Letter To God) I don't actually know the lyrics to it. But the fact that I was thinking of Cold and they come up with a song with the word letter in it seemed I dunno. I hope that you can at some point or another can find peace of mind. Time helps. Even if it seems like it could never do anything. I don't know if it ever goes away but hopefully you will find someone else that can bring that special something to your heart and you can find a way to let go. Sorry for you having to read the mindless blabbings of some stranger dood guy. I just couldn't stay silent. Heh, you're no stranger. I'm Celestial Burden, I know who you are. Thanks for those "mindless blabbings" They help quite a bit.
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:53 pm
Shadow_Forged umi505 Shadow_Forged sorry *takes a piece of chicken* biggrin *eats it* tank you My chicken! gonk . .You shall pay for you're evil deeds! Where's my mallet? >> Hmmmm @Trix: Ummm . . .hungry? xD I just got back from Guard and food is really the only thing on my mind. xD Cha-chang. mallet!?!? nuu nuu nuu, nuuuuu mallet. i only took a small piece God? What are you? A chicken? Take it like a man! *hands you a pretty silver mallet* Now go kill me chicken. =p then de-feather it . . and roast it.
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:53 pm
Back, my mum had to pay some bills. . .
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:55 pm
umi505 Iecur umi505 Ahh, Dark! *raises my plate high above my head, making sure I don't spill any of my food* Don't mess with a hungry Stephy >> Xp Ahaha. Good Day Trix! =D You've just reminded me that I'm hungry. >.< Buahaha, Now drain in your pain of an empty stomach. *waves my plate of now just vegetables in your face then takes a big bite* I’m so evil in such a corny way, xP You mean drown ? gonk Those poor vegetables belong in my tummy! crying Prinny would so be disgusted by such a statement xD Emo_Trix lol. i just ate steak! mmmm porter house. so good. You're all so very cruel you know ? All that's in here that's edible is soda and ice cream and candy and blah I don't like such things..
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:55 pm
sweatdrop ohhhhh *takes mallet and kills a chicken, and a pig and a cow, guts it with a spatula, and cooks it all, and hands it to her*
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:56 pm
Anise is Celest? =OOOOO Goodness, I feel like an ideot! xD
And Iecur's right of course. But always keep the good memories of you two. *thinks of Kyle* Sometimes it'll help put a smile on.
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:59 pm
Shadow_Forged sweatdrop ohhhhh *takes mallet and kills a chicken, and a pig and a cow, guts it with a spatula, and cooks it all, and hands it to her* =O I love you blaugh *takes the food without hesitation and chows down, yet slowly and savoring the taste* Cha-chang
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 6:59 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 7:00 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 7:00 pm
Anise_is_my_replica Heh, you're no stranger. I'm Celestial Burden, I know who you are. Thanks for those "mindless blabbings" They help quite a bit. How often did we talk ? I don't see you on my friendslist as "Celestial Burden" so I don't know I would say you and I weren't that close ? Maybe some acquaintance you saw from time to time ? Am I dissing myself ? If I am I must reevaluate myself. Because I am great! 3nodding lol I'm sure people will laugh at that but I try to look at myself in a positive way in life instead of just focusing on all the negatives like I did for so many years. Oh well I'm glad that I could be of some help whether it was a minute(is that spelled correctly ?) amount or a great big help. smile
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 7:00 pm
Iecur umi505 Iecur umi505 Ahh, Dark! *raises my plate high above my head, making sure I don't spill any of my food* Don't mess with a hungry Stephy >> Xp Ahaha. Good Day Trix! =D You've just reminded me that I'm hungry. >.< Buahaha, Now drain in your pain of an empty stomach. *waves my plate of now just vegetables in your face then takes a big bite* I’m so evil in such a corny way, xP You mean drown ? gonk Those poor vegetables belong in my tummy! crying Prinny would so be disgusted by such a statement xD Emo_Trix lol. i just ate steak! mmmm porter house. so good. You're all so very cruel you know ? All that's in here that's edible is soda and ice cream and candy and blah I don't like such things.. HA hi ki welcome umi...you love me?
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