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 Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 1:45 am
Haha, with the amount of stress I already have, it's wonder I haven't just popped like a bubble.
...I should go blow bubbles.
But the projects aren't so bad, since they're all things like my comic, my script, and my Starcraft campaign. All complex things, but they're fun to do...most of the time.
But yeah, I work at work, I work at home, and I work with friends (I help a friend with a four-hour paper route almost every night...all I can say is that I'd damn well better get something out of this for helping her at two in the morning <_<).
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Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 4:36 am
Ew. I'm in a dress.
Again.
HOW THE HELL DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING?! -spazz- gonk
I HATE DRESSES.
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Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 4:53 am
For the record telling me not to worry is like... telling an earthquake not to shake things... it's my nature to be an obsessive worrier.
If you need someone to talk to, I am oh so here to listen.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 1:11 pm
A few people have already offered.. actually alot of people have already offered and when I go to them it's like they don't even care. So.. what's the point?
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 2:57 pm
AkureiKnight A few people have already offered.. actually alot of people have already offered and when I go to them it's like they don't even care. So.. what's the point? I care. When have I not cared?
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Posted: Sat Jun 23, 2007 5:52 am
BakaTulip AkureiKnight A few people have already offered.. actually alot of people have already offered and when I go to them it's like they don't even care. So.. what's the point? I care. When have I not cared? *Appears from nowhere* Hey, I care too! Don't be like that big sis. confused
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Posted: Sat Jun 23, 2007 10:36 am
neoncode BakaTulip AkureiKnight A few people have already offered.. actually alot of people have already offered and when I go to them it's like they don't even care. So.. what's the point? I care. When have I not cared? *Appears from nowhere* Hey, I care too! Don't be like that big sis. confused I slap you for your siggy.
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Posted: Sat Jun 23, 2007 5:31 pm
sadasdkjkdsjakjjkdsjksakdsoipasoipsa
Gahhh.
I want a relationship with a girl so badly. Not the physical element. I just want an emotional soul-mate. But alas, there are no out ladies in my community. x.X;;;
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Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2007 1:52 am
Er.. Neon your sig better be a joke.. I haven't read that yet. >____<
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Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2007 7:56 am
-screech-
I'm a jackaaaaaass.
-sigh-
As you all know, I'm a ******** loser.
Lana recently thought her and her girlfriend were broken up... And they both dragged me down with it.
So, I've been comforting Lana as best I could up until last night, until they started talking again.
Of course, since I'm a human being, I had the slightest hope that she'd see which ******** ******** cared about her enough to be there for her.
Haha, bullshit.
So, yeah, by now things are peachy with her girlfriend, and most likely, she'll tell me to go to hell, again, today, and then block the hell out of me like it always happens.
Whether she wants to admit it or not, I know I ******** helped her, or atleast I ******** tried to.
She does s**t for me, and this is all out of love. And maybe if I keep this s**t up I'll either ******** myself up and put a bullet in my brain, or actually get her to notice.
I most likely will ******** shoot myself from this s**t, 'cause she's a blind b***h, isn't she?
So, yeah, go ahead, scream at me. Go ahead, tell me how dissapointed you are in me.
S'not like I haven't heard it before from EVERYONE else I ******** know.
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Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2007 10:34 am
Please, get the hell over it already.
I know, i'm a b***h.
But everything I say to you goes in one ear and out the other. So I might as well give my two cents, bitchy as they are.
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2007 12:57 am
Everything you told me about Lana doing is nothing knew.. and she's not worth the s**t that floats thru the sewage tunnels under our feet. She's not worth you shooting yourself.
And.. I know you're hurting but you didn't have to bring up me going to see Sara. For one, Sara didn't tell me to go to hell. For two, when I got my a** hurt the second time I knew to stop.
By staying around Lana, whether you love her or not, is keeping you down and will cause getting over her to take longer than it should have to. You know she's a b***h, you just said so in your post, and by staying around her you create your own problems.
Please, don't take this as yelling. Take this as the truth from someone who's always cared and who's always tried to help you out. I trust that one day, you'll get tired of her s**t and will move on. I trust you Imoto-san.
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2007 1:51 am
Moo, I konw you're young, and I'll spare you any "oh, you'll get over it" type of remarks, but seriously? You need to just get away from that girl. She's bringing you down. If you truly want to be happy, then that's what you need to do. Chances are that, in doing so, you'll run into someone much better, who will treat you well. Okay? Okay.
In other news, I could really use a dang massage. :<
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2007 8:03 pm
-sigh- I'm sorry, Onee-san...
I was hurting, and I knew I shouldn't have gone there... I'm really sorry...
;-; I could give you a massage. My mommy makes me give her them. >>;
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 12:12 am
Don't crush on your friends. Just don't, it's not worth it.
Gahh. I've had a crush on her since like seventh grade. I knew it wouldn't happen. I knew it from the start. So I tried to push the crush in the back of my mind, tried to pass it off as admiration. And it worked, for a bit. But now, two years later, it's back.
Gah. I love that girl.
Blehhh.
Silly teenage "love."
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