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Suicidal Tendencies - "Institutionalized"



Sometimes I try to do things and they just don't turn out the way I want it to and I get real frustrated and it's like I take my time and I try real hard and no matter what I do and no matter what I try it never works out. It's like I concentrate on it real hard but it never works out. It's like I need some time to figure these things out, but there's always someone there going, hey Mike, you know we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately. You know, like, maybe you should talk about it and you'll feel a lot better and I go: No it's okay, I'm having some problems, I'll figure it out myself, just leave me alone, I'll figure it out and they go, why don't you talk about it, you'll feel a lot better and I go, no I don't want to, just leave me alone, I'll figure it out myself and they keep on bugging me and it builds up inside, builds up inside.
So you're gonna be institutionalized. You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes.
You won't have any say. They'll brainwash you until you see their way.

I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one that's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized
They stuck me in an institution, said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help to protect me from the enemy, myself.

I was sitting in my room and I was like staring at the walls thinking about everything. But then again I was thinking about nothing. And then my mom came in and I didn't even know she was there and she called my name and I didn't hear her, and then she started screaming: MIKE! MIKE! And I go: What, what's the matter? And she goes: What's the matter with you? I said: Nothing Mom. She goes: Don't tell me nothing, you're on drugs! I go: No mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was just thinking you know why don't you get me a Pepsi? And she goes: No you're on drugs! You're crazy! Normal people don't be acting that way! I go: Mom, I'm alright, I'm just thinking, you know? So why don't you, like, give me a Pepsi and she goes no, you're crazy! All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me. Just one Pepsi!
They give you a white shirt with long sleeves! Tied around your back, you're treated like thieves!
Drug you up because they're lazy! It's too much work to help a crazy!

I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized
They stuck me in an institution, said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help, to protect me from the enemy, myself.

I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and they pulled up a chair and they sat down, they go: Mike, we need to talk to you. And I said: Okay what's the matter? They go: Me and your mom we've been noticing lately that you've been having a lot of problems, and you haven't been acting like yourself and we're afraid that you're gonna hurt somebody and we're afraid that you're gonna hurt yourself. So we decided that it would be in your best interest if we put you somewhere where you could get the help that you need. And I said: Wait, what are we talking about, we decided!? My best interest?! How could you know, how could you say what MY best interest is? What are you trying to say, I'm crazy? Well, I went to your schools, I went to your churches, I went to your institutional learning facilities! So how can you say that I'm crazy?
They say they're gonna fix my brain. Alleviate my suffering and my pain.
But by the time they fix my head. Mentally I'll be dead.

I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized
They stuck me in an institution, said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help, to protect me from the enemy, myself

It doesn't matter, the insurance money's about to run out anyway (laughs)

VAST - Thrown Away