Damien! Stop it, alright?! God, Satan, or whoever the ******** anybody believes in hasn't came up yet and spoke to me and told me to lose all faith in Van! I will not just give the ******** up on Van! I believe he is strong and will make it through! I believe that my God will not allow such a good man to die so young! He is in his early twenties! He hasn't lived yet! He doesn't deserve to die, Damion, quit ******** wishing it on him! As I see it, that's what you're doing! He will NOT DIE! He will come back to us! He'll live till he's an old man with his husband and he'll die after he's lived! God didn't put Van on this planet to whisk him away again! Believe whatever the ******** you'd like to believe Damion, but keep that s**t to yourself if you can't stop trying to cram it in everyone's head! KEEP THAT ******** BULLSHIT TO YOURSELF!