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I feel all loved inside.....I actully feel like crying......

I do to but thats because I just read a book about a boy who loved his brother and helped him learn how to walk/run/etc. but one day his pride was broken so he left his brother, who was an invalid I guess you could say, and he found his brother curled up covered in blood....it was sad because I could imagine finding my bro.....well if he was littler than me and we were around 6 or 7, anyway, to find him curled up covered in blood.

Hey....its only once in a while that I do. Mostly when I sympathize with someone immensely or if I'm EXTREMELY stressed.

Crying prolongs your life. That's why women tend to live longer than men.

Heres the lyrics for Fireflyby Breaking Benjamin. I also wrote how it relates to me. Heres the link for the song:http://youtube.com/watch?v=WWP1XmAxQ-Q

The Firefly is me in 6th and 7th grade.
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(Refernce to 6th and 7th grade)

Im the only thing I got, but I only listened to myself, no matter what they said. And I would do whatever I told myself, no matter how annoying I was. I was hated by all.

You my friend
You're alot like them
but I cut your line
and you know I did
Now I'm lost in you
like I always do
And I'd die to win
'cause I'm born to lose


I looked to find out why I was hated by all, so I asked myself why. Now I know why people hated me, but it was hard to stop, because I listened to myself.

[Chorus:]
Firefly
could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
as I fall in line
and it's hard to try
when your open wide


I continued to do it.

Take my hand
We'll be off and then
We'll come back again
to a different land
Now I like this way
you could go away
If you guess the name
you could not replace

[chorus]


People hated me. Insulted me. Put me down. I just walked away, like nothing was wrong.

Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me
And walk away
Walk away
Walk away!

[chorus]

I began to realise why they hated me. I hated myself for doing this....So I stopped listening to myself. I am still hated even to this day, and I can't be with the one I love in their ******** you firefly
Have you lost your light?
Now I hate your ways
'cause they're just like mine
So you lost my friend
such a sorry end
Now I don't know why
so I choke and smile
Smile!

Sounds kinda like me, If I didn't have Cats.

Not really it makes me proud to have, minimal happiness. Besides I'm like an emotional tank, nothing hurts, but the grenade of break up thrown at my heart.

I hope I never have to experience that.......