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 Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 10:00 am
       =============== ☠ =============== ► Sam turned around when Roxanne asked if he saw anything. That's when he was about to attack out of pure startle. When his arm swung around, luckily, Roxanne caught it. "Damn, you startled me," Sam said before takinghis arm away. "Nothing yet," he said looking around again. When she asked him the next question, Sam's gaze automaticly went to Dean and Bianca and then to Roxanne's. His head shake meant no. "I don't know how I could," he whispered to her. When Sam opened a closet, inside was a severed doll head. It looked a bit torn up and had barely any hair with an eye crooked. "Well that's creepy," said Sam.
Dean blinked again when Bianca came over, hearing her saying that he looked like he saw a ghost. "No, I didn't see a ghost," he said, chuckling softly. "So, I've been gone for 6 months. Seemed like everyone haven't changed." Dean was a tad bit upset that he was gone and they didn't really look like they missed him. A little flash scene came in his head, him in hell. Dean paid no attention to it until it happened again. Dean shook his head slightly, blinking a few times before looking out the window. A mover's car came in along with another car. "Uh, guys, we got company," said Dean.
Occ: Dean suit & Sam suit || Dean Outfit || Sam Outfit ◄ =============== ☠ ===============     
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 10:16 am
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Bianca shook her head."On the outside? sure.On the inside? we're all different.No one's givin anything off though" she looked at him.Subtle hints about hell."6 months.....that's a lot of time for people to change".Well,it was."You don't seem different but we're all smarter than that,you know." she looked around."You're not all there.It's in your eyes,I can tell." she wasnt trying to get into his head,it was just teh way she spoke to people at times.Walking around them,letting her words sink in.Seeing if they'd crack.Bianca didnt even look out the window because Roxanne and Sam came into the room.Roxanne tapped Bianca's shoulder and held the doll head up.It scared Bianca but the girl didnt scream,she took a switch blade out her pocket and stabbed the thing."My dude,you do not bring creepy things infront of me like that" Roxanne grinned."Doesnt it look familiar?" "Looks like every doll we ever had once we were done with them" Bianca grabbed the head from the floor and pulled her knife out of it,throwing the head across the room and putting the knife back into her pocket."I could have stabbed you" "But you didnt so it's okay" Roxanne looked out the window again."So,we can lie and say that we're house inspectors or we can run.Your choice,i'm fully prepared to lie my a** off".
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 1:24 pm
=============== ☠ =============== ► Before the others came in the room, Bianca was circling him as she was trying to get in his head. "What are you doing," he asked but she kept talking. Dean only just kept his gaze to hers until she was startled. "Let's lie our asses off," said Dean as he took out his badge, replacing it with house inspectors. Sam did the same and tossed the girls their's. "Your first badge," said Sam with a smile as he put his own into the slot, "How does it feel?"
Dean looked at his name and arched a brow, "I got Kendal Parsons. What do you have?"
"Uh, Jeydon Adkins."
"Alright, let's do this."
When they were all walking down the stairs, Dean heard a girl ask who they were. The father told the family that he got this while he walked up to them. "Yes, what's going on," the father asked as he crossed his arms. After flashing him their badge, Sam said how there was a gas leak and how it's unhabitat. The mother asked, "What are we supposed to do? We came all the way down here."
Dean offered, "Well, there's a hotel in town that could be useful."
The teenager scoffed while she asked, "Another hotel? Great, I hope this one don't have hooker sheets, dad," before slamming her car door shut when she got in. Dean arched a brow at this obnoxious behavior before watching them drive off. "Research time," said Dean, walking to the driver's side.
Occ: Dean suit & Sam suit || Dean Outfit || Sam Outfit ◄ =============== ☠ ===============
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 2:22 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 3:00 pm
=============== ☠ =============== ► Dean got in the car but heard a faint voice, "You're not on Earth, Dean. You're still in hell." Dean just shrugged it off, thinking it was the girls that was messing with him. "Nice try, girls," said Dean with a smirk. Sam's expression was different. "What are you talking about," Sam asked. Dean turned to Sam but then turned around, seeing that they weren't saying anything. Dean furrowed his brows together and said softly, "Never mind," before turning the engine over.
Sam was talking to the maid of the person who died while Dean was at the hotel. Dean saw Roxanne in the kitchen, Bianca going to Sam so she could see how the undercover thing works. Dean looked to the laptop that was on his lap. One ebow was resting on the couch's arm so that the hand could cold Dean's head up. His pinky was softly stroking his lips as he was concentrating on the laptop. Soon, he heard a voice say, "Who are you kidding yourself, Dean?" Dean jerked his head up and saw himself. Himself again but with black eyes. "Don't even bother to try to get Roxanne to see me. She can't. Only you, Dean. I have to say, you thinking that you are out of hell is the greatest thing. I can't wait until I'm strong enough to gain full control," said Dean, walking back and forth in front of the couch. Dean gripped the laptop with his free hand, not even moving the position he was in just in case Roxanne would turn around and see his startled look, getting more and more suspicious. "What do you mean," he asked softly, trying to not let Roxanne turn around and see that he was looking at the air. "I'm talking about the fact that once I gain ful control of your body, I'm gonna stir things up."
"My body?"
"You never left hell, Dean. Okay, the first time you did. But there's a little part of you still down there." Dean just quickly looked to his laptop, trying to block him out of his head.
Sam stood there as the maid explained how the man had a wife and a kid but the wife and kid died. Kid hanged herself in attic. Then she said how they're both cremated when Sam asked where they were. After a heavy sigh, Sam thanked the woman with the information and walked off to the Impala, getting in the driver's side.
Occ: Dean suit & Sam suit || Dean Outfit || Sam Outfit ◄ =============== ☠ ===============
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 3:36 pm
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Bianca followed Sam.It was always awkward to start conversations with him.She never really knew why.She just got in the passenger's side awkwardly and played with her thumbs."Have you noticed that Dean seems a bit.....off lately? Roxanne never goes into much when i mention it but i just want to know if i'm going crazy or not."
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 3:56 pm
=============== ☠ =============== ► Dean sighed when Roxanne took the laptop away from him, like how Bianca did last night. Then she talked in that same tone as Bianca did, telling him that there's something inside him that needs help. All that talk about how he needs to talk to someone and open up. Dean opened his mouth but then closed it as he looked away. He was trying to find the words. Plus, Roxanne wasn't done talking. She was now telling him thathe can't expect for her to believe that he's fine. He was in hell for 6 months and for a few minutes, of course he's not fine! "Roxanne..," he looked down at his hands, his eyes getting a bit of a sparkle to them, "You have to understand that I-I can't talk about hell. Okay? Yes, I remember it. You can't tell anyone. But you also have to understand that it's not what you should know. It's not what you should hear. All those nightmares you had? Forget about them. Cause it's not what happened. What happened was unexplainable. I'm fine, honest, I'm just trying to forget what happened.." Dean looked over at her, strands of tears rolling down his cheeks.
Sam looked over at Bianca and nodded his head. "Yeah, I think he gotten weaker. I know, harsh, but it's just that.. I don't know. It's like the second time he came back, he just lost himself. Like he still have a part of him in the pit somewhere. That he's just a hopeless boy wandering around in his head. I just wish Dean would tell us what happened in hell. I don't want to force it out of him. I know he says he doesn't remember anything in hell but I don't want him to keep this bottled inside. You know?"
Occ: Dean suit & Sam suit || Dean Outfit || Sam Outfit ◄ =============== ☠ ===============
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 4:14 pm
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Bianca nodded."Funny....i told Roxanne the same thing.He's not all there.I asked her to talk to him since he seems to let her in the most". she sighed,pulling her legs into her chest and resting her chin on her knees."Roxy told me that i don't want to know what goes on in hell.That she could only imagine and it's enough to give her nightmares." She didnt really want to get on the topic of Roxanne since she and Sam were dating but....Roxanne was another person that was on her mind."She's another one.She seems to know so much and doesnt tell anyone unless the moment presents itself.It's like there's a random moment of questions and then she just has answers to them right out of the blue" she looked at him."Have you noticed that too? Maybe it's just me cuz i havent been around as much but...you've been with her the whole time.She seems different also." Pft,yeah,the amount of demon heads that she severed but Bianca didnt know about that yet.
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 4:37 pm
=============== ☠ =============== ► Dean let her hug him, rubbin ghis back and then wiping his tears away. When she pinched his cheeks, that when he pulled away, groaning. He never liked that. Dean grabbed the laptop and ran his hang down his face, getting ride of the stalty water.
Sam looked over at her and sighed softly. "I know, they're becoming weird. But it'll all blow over and we'll be back to.. how we were before." Sam was about to say normal but then he stopped himself. After all, they never lived normally. Well, maybe the girls have but not Sam and Dean. They have been fighting monsters their whole lives.
When they got to the hotel, Sam told Dean about what the maid told them. Dean groaned and asked, "Give that place one good clean over? If we can't find anything then it's most likely that it was just a sicko who waited until the guy was home and killed him. God, humans. They're so gross." Dean put his laptop away and got up to get a whiskey. He didn't even look at Roxanne on the way, the whole giving the fact that he remembers everything from hell away to Roxanne wasn't comforting because, even if he trusts her, he still believes they might find out/
Occ: Dean suit & Sam suit || Dean Outfit || Sam Outfit ◄ =============== ☠ ===============
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 4:47 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 5:28 pm
=============== ☠ =============== ► Sam laughed at the fact that Roxanne was shopping for shoes.
Later that night, when they went back to the house, they groaned at the sight of the family inside of the house. "Damn it," said Dean, whispering it. Sam put a hand to his temple before hearing a girl scream. The boys exchanged looks before rushing to the house. When they were inside, the girl was in her robe, almost in tears as she explained about something was licking her hand when Buster was across the room. When the boys entered the room, the father turned around, his hands on his hips as he asked, "What are you playing at? Writing on my walls. Going in my daughter's room."
Dean shook his head, saying, "No. There's a ghost. A girl hung herself in the attic years ago. You have to get out of here now."
Then a soft whine was coming outside. "That's Buster," said the young boy. The father, the uncle, Sam and Dean rushed outside. Sam told Roxanne to keep the others inside and protect them. Right now they didn't have a gun. Just salt. When they were outside, they saw a trail of blood and more whimpering until it went to a stop. When they saw where it went, they saw on the moving truck in blood, "Too Late." The boys didn't want the girls to see this, not even the little boy, but they all rushed outside and saw this. "Get them inside," said the father.
Occ: Dean suit & Sam suit || Dean Outfit || Sam Outfit ◄ =============== ☠ ===============
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 5:47 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 6:17 pm
=============== ☠ =============== ► Sam grabbed the father's shirt, telling him, "We got to get out of here. Come on!" Dean ran over to his car and looked at the wheels, seeing them flat. When the uncle saw this, he ran to the van, seeing them flat as well. Dean growled slightly, looking up and seeing Sam slam down the trunk. "She took all the.. The frigging.. Basically, everything is gone." Dean shouted out, "What kind of a person messes with a man's wheels?!" Sam grabbed the two men and said, "Get inside, now." Dean and Sam followed up the steps, being the last one. When they saw the salt line, Dean pushed the two men inside it. "She's a ghost. Ghosts don't pass the salt line," said Dean as he looked over at Sam. Sam was reading the diary, reading about how she was raped. "So, what this whole thing is about isn't the girl who hung herself. Maybe it's the daughter. Maybe it's the ghost of the daughter," said Sam as he was in the circle. Dean was standing outside of the circle.
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 6:28 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2012 3:31 am
=============== ☠ =============== ► Dean watched as the girl was walking out of the closest, creeping up to them. Dean stepped behind the salt, telling everyone else to do so as well. When she was getting closer, the uncle told Dean, "Shoot her!"
"Yeah.. About that," said Dean, stopping when he saw her step past the salt line.
"I thought you said salt works," the little boy asked, hearing his sister scream in horror.
"That's because she's not a ghost."
Dean watched as it attacked Bianca but she just stabbed it against her neck. When it collapsed on the floor, Dean asked, "So.. Job well done?"
Sam panted slightly, an arm in front of Roxanne, on her other hips, only was trying to protect her from the girl. When she went off to do her own thing, Sam was a bit amazed how easy that was. Dean saw the face and knew what Sam was thinking. "Humans," Dean said, glancing over at the family as they shuddered in horror, "They're just sick."
Dean laughed as he was outside by his car with the others, Sam laughing as well. Dean shook his head, telling Sam that he's wrong as Sam just continued to laugh. "Dude, if you were bitten by a zombie, you'd turn into one. If you get bitten by mummy, then you'd just look stupid because you have bite marks on your neck. So, no, zombies and mummies are not the same," stated Dean happily, "Come on girls, back me up."
Sam grinned and looked over at the girls, only to hear a soft, content sigh behind him. "You know," started Dean, so Sam looked back to his brother, "I like this. Just hanging around, having a few beers, reparing my damn tires that the b***h girl took out." The small joke made Sam chuckle softly, seeing Dean suck in a tightful breath of air. "Are you really curious? About me in hell," Dean asked, remembering the converstation between him and Roxanne. He gotta let someone in. Dean was leaning against the hood beside Sam but he was looking to the ground now. Sam didn't want Dean to tell him if he wasn't ready. "No, Dean, stop," Sam said softly, hating to see his brother look like he was in so much pain to tell them something. Dean nodded, just putting the end of his bottle to his lips and taking a sip of the beer. Sam did the same, hating the awkward silence. After a while, Dean spoke up, "It wasn't 6 months, you know."
"What," Sam asked when he looked over at Dean.
"It was four months up here, but down there.. I don't know, time's different. It was more like 60 years."
Sam looked at Dean ntil he moved his gaze to his beer bottle, muttering a soft, "Oh my god."
"They, uh.. sliced and carved and tore at me in ways you.." Dean shook his head slightly, gazing out in the distance as everything reeled in his head. Dean licked his lips and bit down on his bottom lip as he sucked in a breath of air from his nose. "..Until there was nothing left. And then, suddenly I would be whole again.. Like magic. Just so they could start in all over." Dean, again, sucked in a breath of air, his voice about to tremble. Sam was looking at his brother, his eyes burning for tears. Not for Sam, for Dean. What Dean was telling him.. Sam couldn't believe it -- he didn't want to.
"And Alastair at the end of every day, every single one, he would come over. And he would make me an offer to take me off the rack if I put souls on. To start the torturing. And every day I told him to stick it where the sun shines."[/collor] Dean tried to smile at his little joke until the curves of his mouth went flat again. "For 50 years, I told him. But then I couldn't do it anymore, Sammy..," said Dean, tears burning to come out of his eyes. It wasn't long until the horrid memory made tears fall down Dean's cheeks. "I couldn't do it anymore, guys. So I got right off that rack -- God help me, I got right off -- and I started ripping them apart." Dean's lip started to tremble slightly as he said, "I lost count at how many souls. The.. The things I did to them." Dean bit down on his bottom lip, tasting some of the salt water on them. Sam wiped the corner of his eyes, where the tears were about to come out. "Dean.. Look, you held out for 50 years.. That's longer than anyone would've," Sam looked at Dean, trying to not make him feel this way. Now Sam feel horrible about pushing the hell thing out of him. Dean exhaled softly, feeling more tears fall down his cheeks. After his bit his bottom lip again, Dean brought a hand up and wiped away the tears. "How I feel.. This inside me.." His lips trembled again, his face feeling like it was getting tighter as he was trying to spit out the words, only to feel more tears fall down again. "I wish I couldn't feel anything, guys. I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing.." Dean exhaled heavily, shutting his eyes and hearing the screams in his head again.
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