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I always thought it was 'Exorcism', but that doesn't make any sense. It's probably 'Extra _____' or something.

Maybe. It's just strange that it's the only worded part of the song... It's probably going to bug me until I figure it out

It's probably in another language. razz Don't stress too much over it.

@Jarrod: Sometimes I can hear Axis too, but I can usually hear four syllables.

I just realized how boring my life is. I'm in a rut, doing the same thing over and over and over and over and over again. School is a waste of time. I have nothing valuable to learn from there. Band is just a time I use to practice and get angry at people. After this weekend, I realized how shitty everything is. I need change. I need to move out, meet different people, and hang out with people who actually give a s**t. I am bored with my life. Not in any suicidal way, but I just hate how it is now. I have absolutely no motivation to go to school and sit through the same s**t. Even band. I love band and want it to be my life, but I am superior to everyone else in there. I never talk highly of myself, but after this weekend, everyone else is s**t compared to them. I can't compare myself to them, I am better than any of them. I have records, rewards, and opportunities to prove that. But now that I was in a band that everyone was good, there were only people who were exceptional. So now, I don't know what I want to do. If I didn't have to drive my sisters to school, I'd start skipping a lot more. That, and my mom wants to make me share a room with my pigsty brothers. Two of them. I will ******** move out. I am sick of the people in my house too. I am the only mature one, and I hate my school and people in it. I love my family, but I need to get away. This weekend just changed my outlook on everything.

I am incredibly cold, yet feeling feverish. If I am getting sick again right as school starts back up then I am going to be pissed.

I like to put unrelated things in the same post. Hence this:
I finally started using my own MSN, what a shock! So if you want to talk to me: dessynea@hotmail.com

I peeled a grand total of FOUR oranges today. And I don't even eat oranges! The girls I was babysitting like to eat them as a snack. I didn't squirt myself in the eye, maybe it was beginner's luck since I had never peeled an orange prior to today.