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 Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 7:53 am
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Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 3:49 pm
She lives! eek How are you, Melody?
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Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 4:31 pm
I'm fine now. I really am sorry for my dissapearance. My fiance...kind of ended it with me. I needed time alone. But I'm back and I wish to drown the painful loss of love with the newly found love of writing. I do hope I'm forgiven for dissapearing without word.
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Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 4:36 pm
Aw, love is a sad thing, indeed. I completely understand why you needed time away from people for a while. That's harsh, girl.
We were worried about where you'd gone to. But it was a slow month, so you didn't miss much.
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Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 4:39 pm
Yes, 'tis sad, but true. Love is nothing but a thing that comes and goes in the most painful of ways. It's sad how evrey relationship that ends takes a piece of your heart along with it, is it not? I feel sorry for the souls who search desperately for the thing called 'love' but I feel even more sorry for those who find it.
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Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 5:09 pm
At least you do now. Don't give up hope. You're a very talented individual who'll be sure to find real love later in life. See, humans are very strange creatures. We'd rather live a life of big ups and downs than a life with only mild joys. Love is part of the reason why life is so beautiful, provided of course that one finds that real love. But, it's out there.
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Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 6:04 pm
Yes, well, in my eyes I'm nothing more than an amature at everything I do or try at. Sorry if that dashes your compliment but it is as I see it. "Real Love" is something very few people find on this earth due to it's defiled nature. The percent of unwed teen mothers have sky rocketted, divorces as well. Basically the only reason people still tolorate each other any more in this world is because of it's economical events that force them to live under the same roof. Sometimes I wonder if it is worth looking for. They say there is only one person in this world for another. What's the point in looking then? What's the chance you would find that person? Next to absolute zero. Love is nothing but half a chapter of a year. People grow tired of eachother in about that time and just move on to the next. People these days are dispicable in that way. I'm not saying everyone is, but when is the last time you heard someone say 'I'm not going to date absolutely anyone, I'm waiting for my true love to come along, and until then, I'm going to be completely pure.' For me, never. I've never heard of anyone willingly waiting for the perfect person for them. I'm sorry, I'm rambling. Do forgive.
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Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 9:17 pm
XchaoticXmelodyX Yes, well, in my eyes I'm nothing more than an amature at everything I do or try at. Sorry if that dashes your compliment but it is as I see it. "Real Love" is something very few people find on this earth due to it's defiled nature. The percent of unwed teen mothers have sky rocketted, divorces as well. Basically the only reason people still tolorate each other any more in this world is because of it's economical events that force them to live under the same roof. Sometimes I wonder if it is worth looking for. They say there is only one person in this world for another. What's the point in looking then? What's the chance you would find that person? Next to absolute zero. Love is nothing but half a chapter of a year. People grow tired of eachother in about that time and just move on to the next. People these days are dispicable in that way. I'm not saying everyone is, but when is the last time you heard someone say 'I'm not going to date absolutely anyone, I'm waiting for my true love to come along, and until then, I'm going to be completely pure.' For me, never. I've never heard of anyone willingly waiting for the perfect person for them. I'm sorry, I'm rambling. Do forgive.
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Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 9:23 pm
Ah, but Katz the Nine Lives, do remember, needles are sharp and in the darkness of the haystack there is almost 100% chance you'll p***k yourself. Love is bloody in a way.
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Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 3:38 am
You may be pricked, but then you have something to make new clothes for yourself and your next beloved. Or you could be smart and use a metal detector. ^^
I loved somebody once and his rejection, along with other circumstances, threw me down a hill so that I feared for my life. I didn't want to love anyone again because what was the trade off, but long months of depression? But time heals all wounds and even I'm searching for love again.
Ain't that right, Kitty?
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Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 6:10 am
Ah, then the mystery has been solved. Aznka must surely be a woman. Only a woman could have a view such as that. And word it in such a way. Either that or you are a very feminine minded homo/bisexual. But I'm almost 100% sure you're a woman. Have I guessed correctly?
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Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 3:00 pm
Heh. Putting me on the spot Azy? It is true do though. You've been doing well in your search. Just got to keep going with it ^_^.
Well Chaotic love is bloody cause it's like a battle or a war. At least that's some ways I've heard it described. Love always has to get messy and mangled before it gets better.
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Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 3:28 pm
I'd prefer to be called Melody, seeing as that is my real name anyways lol. But I prefer not to use such cliche` things such as 'love and war'. Love is it be something pure, strong, something that will never hurt you or the other person. Anything else but that, is not love, but merely a falsehood of it. People want to find love, so they do what they can and delude themselves into thinking they have it.
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Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 4:40 pm
XchaoticXmelodyX Ah, then the mystery has been solved. Aznka must surely be a woman. Only a woman could have a view such as that. And word it in such a way. Either that or you are a very feminine minded homo/bisexual. But I'm almost 100% sure you're a woman. Have I guessed correctly?
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Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 4:50 pm
Hooray! Do I get a prize for catching the white rabbit?
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