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 Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2005 11:44 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2005 2:23 pm
"Hatred that....that is passion..
Revenge, that is passion..."
"I've failed..
I've failed completely......"
"I used to believe you would get over it-that when the pain of all of it left you, you would grow warm again and filled with love, and filled with that wild and insatiable curiosity with which you first came to me, that inverterate conscince, and that hunger for knowledge that brought you all the way to Paris to my cell. I thought it was a part of you that couldn't die. And I thought that when the pain was gone you would forgive me for what part I played in her death. She never loved you, you know. Not in the way that I loved you, and the way that you loved us both. I know this! I understood it! And I believed I would gather you to me and hold you. And time would open to us, and we would be the teachers of one another. All the things that gave you happiness would give me happiness: and I would be the protector of your pain. My power would be your power. My strength the same. But you're dead inside to me, you're cold and beyond my reach! It is as if I'm not here, bside you. And, not being here with you, I have the dreadful feeling that I don't exist at all. And you are as cold and distant from me as those strange modern paintings of lines and hard forms that I cannot love or comprehend, as alien as those hard mechanical sculptures of this age which have no human form. I shudder when I'm near you I took into your eyes and my reflection isn't there....'
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2005 3:39 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2005 9:30 pm
*sneaks in*...hello?...anyone here who recgnizes me?
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 1:28 am
*yawns and sticks head out* I'm gone..not like I was really here anyway. Ta! *sticks head back in* Cramps suck xp
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 12:07 pm
It's christmas in hollywood
Santas back up in the hood
So meet me under the mistletoe lets ********
It's chanukah in inglewood
the dradles spinnin in the hood
so meet me by the manura lets get drunk
J J J Just alittle story about last christmas
About some bad kids who were full of wishes
We gave some gifts and then we gave some lovin
The weird kind of love that you give to your cousin
Little timmy stole from 7-11
So we stopped by his house with a pair of sevens
We drank in his room with some dude named kevin
But there was still some bad kids who deserved some presents
Zack got caught with a bottle of jack
So we slipped down his chimney with an 18 pack
He didnt leave cookies but we needed a snack
So we took the beer back and I ******** HIM IN THE a**!!!
It's Charlie Scene got egg nog in my flask
The holidays are back and all my presents are wrapped
Like oh my god is that saint nick
Kids give me your list like its the 25th
Been accused of bein a bad kid
But i get presents as is
Cause MRS. Clause just myspace'd me
I blew off a date on christmas eve.
So i dont give a ******** if your naughty or nice
You might still get a Rolly (rolex) and a gang on ice
So write your list and never have no fear
Have a Hollywood christmas and an Undead new ******** YEAH!!!
bout to serve it up for for all you boys and girls.
good kids, bad and even da kurlz.
we were chillin at home and deckin the halls.
so i checked my phone and Santa had called.
he said he'd swing by at a quarter to twelve.
he said that his jolly a** needed some help.
he said christmas aint a gang but a way of life.
"if you guide my sleigh, i'll let you ******** my wife."
so we jumped in his sleigh and it started to jingle,
funnier than ******** you can ask chris kringle.
so we all took flight but something was fishy.
he asked for road head and started to kiss me.
underneath his suit was just a bunch of pillows.
insted of bags of presents, he had bags of d***o's.
i pulled down his beard and it was a monster.
it wasnt saint nicl it was a ******** imposter.
when we found out he started to pout.
i took my bandana and i choked him out.
i pulled off his beard and i ******** his mouth.
hi-jacked his sleigh and headed down south.
i had alot of wild nights but tonight was the craziest,
met alot of jeffs but this one was shadiest.
when it comes to cheer that ******** a grinch.
so if you dont like christmas ******** YOU b***h!!! just for the Christmas spirit...
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 12:15 pm
Just wanted to let everyone know I'm not dead, nor have I been kidnapped against my will or any other such nonsense.....
I've been sucked into the xmas season, getting gifts and preparring for our trip.....Also horribly addicted to The Sims 2 again AND trying to get a net shop going to make some money....
So I've been quite busy and just haven't had the time for Gaia....After the holidays and the beginning fo the new year things will hopefully slowdown and I'll be around here more often. I'm sure you guys will all just LOVE that idea wink mrgreen
Laters heart
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 12:40 pm
I'm not doing anything for Christmas, I don't really celebrate holidays at all...
I do somethings with Peagan holidays like the Winter Solstice is coming up, all I really do is burn a peice of paper with things I want lifted from me...
The things I want to go away in my life or things I want to come back to together...
Doesn't really do anything but it makes me feel somewhat better... For a time being at least...
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 2:38 pm
~ NIHL ~ Just wanted to let everyone know I'm not dead, nor have I been kidnapped against my will or any other such nonsense.....
I've been sucked into the xmas season, getting gifts and preparring for our trip.....Also horribly addicted to The Sims 2 again AND trying to get a net shop going to make some money....
So I've been quite busy and just haven't had the time for Gaia....After the holidays and the beginning fo the new year things will hopefully slowdown and I'll be around here more often. I'm sure you guys will all just LOVE that idea wink mrgreen
Laters heart well i sure miss you and i guess i will leave ya a pm sometime soon......*hugs*
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 7:11 pm
I'm well...
I'm in two clubs (one of which meets in the evenings three times a week)
I'm trying to get my grades up
I've gotten back into Furcadia and I've started reading CSI fanfiction
And I'm trying to deal with a dozen other things that I really cant and wont and aint going to say what they are.
So yeah...much with the not being on gaia much
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 8:08 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 8:31 pm
*walks out and sits in a chair with a notepad* I have nothing to say... eek
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Posted: Tue Dec 13, 2005 10:13 pm
*looks around again before poofing out of sight... a note falls to the floor where she once stood* On the note, she I'll be back tomorrow... Signed, ~Ky heart
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Posted: Wed Dec 14, 2005 12:57 am
*gets up and walks back into dark corner* I go night night now. Ta!
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Posted: Wed Dec 14, 2005 3:37 pm
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