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 Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:14 pm
In The Kitchen If not the full family, at least talk with your cousin about her racism. I have to. It is really just disgraceful for me, and it must have been mortifying for those girls, though I am pretty sure they were otherwise occupied. Still, I am pretty sure I will never be able to respect her again.
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:15 pm
In The Kitchen J of The Wind l-Kathulu-l In The Kitchen Go away Bidoof! You don't even add to the conversation!   Emo-doof
I lol'd. :3I want to add emo hair and wrist cuts, but i think that would be too much
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:16 pm
In The Kitchen J of The Wind Harusame Mizukishi In The Kitchen Harusame Mizukishi J of The Wind Well why dont you do us all a favor and go touch yourself 
See?
It was made up to--
Oh.
I see what you did there...
Don't be mean Shuppet.
  At least I have a job...
...deadbeat...OY! I HEARD THAT! I AM NOT A DEADBEAT!
Yeah, you are. I know it was you. Something small poking me woke me up, and I saw you, not Banette.
 *pfft*
Owned.
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:18 pm
In The Kitchen J of The Wind Harusame Mizukishi In The Kitchen Harusame Mizukishi J of The Wind Well why dont you do us all a favor and go touch yourself
See?
It was made up to--
Oh.
I see what you did there...
Don't be mean Shuppet.
...deadbeat...OY! I HEARD THAT! I AM NOT A DEADBEAT!
Yeah, you are. I know it was you. Something small poking me woke me up, and I saw you, not Banette.
LITTLE? IM BIGGER THAN TH-
I mean...
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:24 pm
You know what Owwin, I like you, I have no problems with you, but that was pretty shitty of you. My family is a bunch of douchebags. All of them. If you got my whole family in one place, it would end MUCH worse than yours did.
- I hate to rant, cause Dessy just did too, but >_<
- My whole family on my dad's side hates my father for being such a screw-up. In and out of rehab, (in now) and just generally ******** up his life.
- My uncle hates me because I'm not a Super-Christian. He thinks I'm the devil, cause I'm agnostic.
- My deceased grandmother was the most horrible person I've known. She hated all her children and grandchildren, and to top it all off, she DIDN'T EVEN TELL any of us when my grandfather died, we found out weeks later.
But I love and respect every member of my family. My whole family lives in South Carolina. They are the most racist bunch of individuals I know. And that's who they are.
*shrug*
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:26 pm
My mother is somebody I will always respect, and I will always stand by my dad's decisions. But I can't forgive his side of the family. I lost a father and my mom lost a husband, we went through a tremendous loss. He was the pin that held the whole family together, and then we watched him lose his mind, and then die. I lost him twice.
I don't think that is fair that happened to me, and I know it isn't fair of them to blame me, or my mother. She was the only person he would even let see him in the end. they didn't live with him. They didn't know. And then they turned against us, and worse they turned the kids against us. My cousins all think it was my mom's fault.
Addiction is something people can work through with willpower and help. But turning your children against your own brother's wife and son just because you don't want to explain weirdness from your childhood? That is something evil and hateful. Racism is evil ,hateful and on top of that, ignorant. I can't stand for that. I will never stop loving them, but I will not respect them. I can not respect that. Call me shitty if you want, but that behavior is wrong. It is wrong to deny me love and to tell me that my father is dead because of me. I will offer them my love but also my pity.
He was my father for Christ's sake.
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:33 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:35 pm
Bleargh. Stupid tornado and it being calm now and us getting another storm in a few minutes. Stupid laptop almost being dead. Stupid stupid. Gonna sleep, I hope I dont die
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:36 pm
I guess it's true what they say, there's one in every family.
My family doesn't really talk much anymore since the murder. I can't remember much about them, good or bad, but I will say that very few of them had my respect.
Love is unconditional between family members, but respect is something you still have to earn.
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:38 pm
l-Kathulu-l Bleargh. Stupid tornado and it being calm now and us getting another storm in a few minutes. Stupid laptop almost being dead. Stupid stupid. Gonna sleep, I hope I dont die KATH STOP IT. Your gonna be fine! D: I swear it!
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:46 pm
I want a Duskull mask now...
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:49 pm
Don't worry Kath. You'll be fine. Whenever anxiety takes control it isn't the fear of the storm that makes you like that, but the fear of being afraid of the storm. Just tell yourself that you may inevitably be afraid, but it will come when it is needed and useful, and the fear of fear is a waste of energy. Just tell yourself. "I don't have time for this s**t." Make it a sort of mantra, and let the fear come when it is useful, but not when you are busy doing other stuff in the mean time.
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problematic briefcase Crew
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 10:04 pm
I find it impossible to love my family. I never will.
I can't forgive any of them.
I am embarrassed by them.
I've never lost anyone, but they've never been a true family to me. I can't find it in myself to love any of them. I've come close to losing family members, and I never cared.
The only one I can love, is my brother. I'm not even fully related to him, his father isn't my father. His father, he was awesome. He wasn't a part of the family.
I hate the others. All of them.
ALL my family talks about me behind my back. Every single one of them.
I've lost the entirety of my father's side. Racism keeps them away, and ever since I found out, I've distanced myself from them. For a year my dad's friend request has been sitting there. I haven't declined or accepted. I can't tell him off, he IS my father, but I barely know him. I hate my dad's mother. I don't know my dad's father. I hate his sisters. I hate his niece and nephews.
See, I can lie at least. I can pretend to like them, I can pretend to respect. They earn that from me, but that's all they get. Fraudulence. It's all they deserve.
At least you guys love your family, no matter what.
Little known fact about me. Neither my mother or my father wanted me and my brother. We passed between them every year or so. When I was nine we lived with my aunt for four years before moving back to my mom.
We were unwanted since birth. I deserve to hate my family.
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 10:09 pm
Umuu...
I... am an unconditional lover...
Hell, I am pretty much capable of loving complete strangers. xd
In a platonic way of course...
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