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 Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 9:56 pm
cow of the null i wanna beat That One Night with posts ... xD just for the hell of it ninja ninja
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 3:25 pm
bout done with this s**t. ******** the world. dont belong, always knew it. never truly belong. so ******** done. just need the guts so i can tear them out. heh. made a funny.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 3:26 pm
Kestin Sha bout done with this s**t. ******** the world. dont belong, always knew it. never truly belong. so ******** done. just need the guts so i can tear them out. heh. made a funny. Don't belong? I'd tell you to move, but..... @.@ What's wrong?
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 3:32 pm
nothin specific. all this s**t builds up just from existing. hate the world so much. never belong anywhere. always feel like the reject, the tagalong, the oblivious freak people put up with for as long as they can. im just not compatible with society. and thats not even the whole problem. just mental s**t. nowadays i get random emotional buildups just from existing all ******** day long.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 3:36 pm
Kestin Sha nothin specific. all this s**t builds up just from existing. hate the world so much. never belong anywhere. always feel like the reject, the tagalong, the oblivious freak people put up with for as long as they can. im just not compatible with society. and thats not even the whole problem. just mental s**t. nowadays i get random emotional buildups just from existing all ******** day long. But you aren't a bad person. Even if you feel you don't belong IRL, we all love you here. Just stay strong. And I know this sounds bad, but I'm glad you don't have guts.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 3:42 pm
Kestin Sha nothin specific. all this s**t builds up just from existing. hate the world so much. never belong anywhere. always feel like the reject, the tagalong, the oblivious freak people put up with for as long as they can. im just not compatible with society. and thats not even the whole problem. just mental s**t. nowadays i get random emotional buildups just from existing all ******** day long. Ignoring my first thought to what the problem may be........ I'd say come meet me and find out how normal you are in comparison. Not compatible with society? That's me, myself, and I. ...... But..... Canno' do that. And if you stopped existing...... I'd have one less being keeping me from being a complete misanthropist. Being a guy has it's pitfalls, but..... After listening to my sisters, I'm glad I'm male. As a monthly hell raiser has to be worse then not.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 3:53 pm
ravenclaw- its not just irl. i lied, partly, about why i left this guild in the first place. it was because i was inactive, but i was inactive because i was unwanted. and in every online community, ive been outer circle at best. but thats way better than what i get offline. at least ive finally learned not to want offline friends.
divine- lol its so not that. but...i appreciate the sentiments...i think. mind is kinda foggy and tangley so...alls i know is, youd be surprised at how much normaler i sound on the internet...
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 4:08 pm
Kestin Sha ravenclaw- its not just irl. i lied, partly, about why i left this guild in the first place. it was because i was inactive, but i was inactive because i was unwanted. and in every online community, ive been outer circle at best. but thats way better than what i get offline. at least ive finally learned not to want offline friends. divine- lol its so not that. but...i appreciate the sentiments...i think. mind is kinda foggy and tangley so...alls i know is, youd be surprised at how much normaler i sound on the internet... You'd be surprised at how much more normal I sound on here. @.@ If we had a weird off, I'd win by a mile. This I assure ye.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 4:27 pm
Kestin Sha ravenclaw- its not just irl. i lied, partly, about why i left this guild in the first place. it was because i was inactive, but i was inactive because i was unwanted. and in every online community, ive been outer circle at best. but thats way better than what i get offline. at least ive finally learned not to want offline friends. divine- lol its so not that. but...i appreciate the sentiments...i think. mind is kinda foggy and tangley so...alls i know is, youd be surprised at how much normaler i sound on the internet... Who on earth said you were unwanted? I had a problem before, when I joined zCB, I always thought I would be in an outer circle w/ the "great zOMGers" such as CH0, Ashno, etc. would be here, and I won't feel welcomed. But hey, it's the person they're trying to find out, not your status. Step out from the dark and come into the light. I did, and I feel great!
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 4:29 pm
keito melfina Kestin Sha ravenclaw- its not just irl. i lied, partly, about why i left this guild in the first place. it was because i was inactive, but i was inactive because i was unwanted. and in every online community, ive been outer circle at best. but thats way better than what i get offline. at least ive finally learned not to want offline friends. divine- lol its so not that. but...i appreciate the sentiments...i think. mind is kinda foggy and tangley so...alls i know is, youd be surprised at how much normaler i sound on the internet... Who on earth said you were unwanted? I had a problem before, when I joined zCB, I always thought I would be in an outer circle w/ the "great zOMGers" such as CH0, Ashno, etc. would be here, and I won't feel welcomed. But hey, it's the person they're trying to find out, not your status. Step out from the dark and come into the light. I did, and I feel great! You're always welcome, I still consider myself on the "outer circle" since I soloed and didn't meet hardly anybody until I was already done with the game (didn't make 1 friend from bills to ss), just saw em around. I was kinda scared for a while myself xD but yeah, they just want to meet you o3o <3
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 4:33 pm
it wasnt my status...a lot of you seemed pretty tight-knit, and there were just so many of you, and i felt overwhelmed and excluded at the same time...besides, people who meet me dont like what they meet.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 4:34 pm
Kestin Sha it wasnt my status...a lot of you seemed pretty tight-knit, and there were just so many of you, and i felt overwhelmed and excluded at the same time...besides, people who meet me dont like what they meet. why wouldn't we? =0 heart
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 4:36 pm
Kestin Sha it wasnt my status...a lot of you seemed pretty tight-knit, and there were just so many of you, and i felt overwhelmed and excluded at the same time...besides, people who meet me dont like what they meet. "tight knit"? Well, just jump on the conversation then! I've been thinking on making a "Your Life Story" (so we get to know each other more personally) but that might defeat the purpose of an anonymous online-fantasy site. My suicide thread actually made me learn more on some zCB member's problems in their life, things that I feel people won't/aren't feel comfortable talking about.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 4:36 pm
Kestin Sha it wasnt my status...a lot of you seemed pretty tight-knit, and there were just so many of you, and i felt overwhelmed and excluded at the same time... besides, people who meet me dont like what they meet.I take that as a challenge. twisted You'd probably be the one who ended up hating me. Or taking me as a clown...... It's always one or the other........
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 4:42 pm
Secret: I WANNA SACRIFICE 2 GOGH REEDS RIGHT NAO FOR MAGICAL MENDER'S STAFF!!!!!!!!!
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