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 Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 12:51 pm
~ NIHL ~ Koujirou even though some would think otherwise....*shrugs* awww....why haven't you been sleeping? why so stressed? are things gonna be ok?
Well, ever since we were a part of my fiances wedding we've been getting started on our own. Which basically means I'm doing practically all of it, hence the stress. My mind has been so scattered lately that I really can't think straight and I forget things much easier now than before. So with all this on my mind I toss and turn most of the night and I wake up quite tired still.
But things will be ok so no worries. As the saying goes, "I can sleep when I'm dead". At least I'm pretty sure that's the way it goes wink well i would say that but i see them all the time and its hard to avoid them evil yeah.....my friend was like that when her and her husband got married......wish i could help ya out more..*hugs* but at least things will be ok
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 12:54 pm
Koujirou well i would say that but i see them all the time and its hard to avoid them evil yeah.....my friend was like that when her and her husband got married......wish i could help ya out more..*hugs* but at least things will be ok
Oh wow. Seems like you work so hard to get to the marriage point, then you bust a** and stress to make it happen. Then it's suddenly all over and you wonder what happened??? xp
*hugs*
Thanks. I needed it smile
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 12:57 pm
~ NIHL ~ Koujirou well i would say that but i see them all the time and its hard to avoid them evil yeah.....my friend was like that when her and her husband got married......wish i could help ya out more..*hugs* but at least things will be ok
Oh wow. Seems like you work so hard to get to the marriage point, then you bust a** and stress to make it happen. Then it's suddenly all over and you wonder what happened??? xp
*hugs*
Thanks. I needed it smile whh not your fault people are......nvm i wouldn't know i haven't been through it........yet sweatdrop and np hun...always here to give hugs when ya need them 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:01 pm
Koujirou whh not your fault people are......nvm i wouldn't know i haven't been through it........yet sweatdrop and np hun...always here to give hugs when ya need them 3nodding
You'll go through it one day I'm sure. And you'll hate everything but then afterwards love it 3nodding
See, that's why I like you so much. You actually care about the other person 3nodding
*hugs*
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:02 pm
~ NIHL ~ Koujirou whh not your fault people are......nvm i wouldn't know i haven't been through it........yet sweatdrop and np hun...always here to give hugs when ya need them 3nodding
You'll go through it one day I'm sure. And you'll hate everything but then afterwards love it 3nodding
See, that's why I like you so much. You actually care about the other person 3nodding
*hugs* yes....you can say all you want about them yeah i know i will go through it..... well i try hun.....*hugs again* heart
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:07 pm
Koujirou yes....you can say all you want about them yeah i know i will go through it..... well i try hun.....*hugs again* heart
Well you do good 3nodding ......You're a pretty cool dude and I'm happy to know you. I just feel wretched for not keeping in better contact with you neutral
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:09 pm
~ NIHL ~ Koujirou yes....you can say all you want about them yeah i know i will go through it..... well i try hun.....*hugs again* heart
Well you do good 3nodding ......You're a pretty cool dude and I'm happy to know you. I just feel wretched for not keeping in better contact with you neutral it ok...you have other things to do
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:12 pm
I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied
Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes
I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
I can't hide the monster anymore
One can only feel desolate for so long
Until one starts to change
Into something the mirror doesn't recognize
I metamorphasize
The darkness has been biding its time
To claim its latest victim
Fresh meat for carnal desires
To become what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips
My heart is dead and so are you
And it pulses through, the desire to change
The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints without them
Reflecting their jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day
And all I have is hope, and all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope, I won't give in
Just live and breathe and try not to die again
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:13 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:14 pm
Koujirou it ok...you have other things to do
And unfortunately speaking of being busy, I'm going to have to cut my time on here short. I've got to go do something about this headache and get something to eat. I hope you understand and don't get upset at all..... neutral
*waves* Hey Naru
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:15 pm
~ NIHL ~ Koujirou it ok...you have other things to do
And unfortunately speaking of being busy, I'm going to have to cut my time on here short. I've got to go do something about this headache and get something to eat. I hope you understand and don't get upset at all..... neutral its ok nihlits nopt entirly your fault i could have done better talk to you too...but oh well we will talk again one day....have fun and feel better....bye
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:18 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:19 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:20 pm
Koujirou its ok nihlits nopt entirly your fault i could have done better talk to you too...but oh well we will talk again one day....have fun and feel better....bye
And yes, I do hope to talk to you again soon. Take care of yourself and have a nice weekend ok? Oh, and thanks. I'll try to get better 3nodding
*hugs*
Bye heart
Bye Naru
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 1:21 pm
~ NIHL ~ Koujirou its ok nihlits nopt entirly your fault i could have done better talk to you too...but oh well we will talk again one day....have fun and feel better....bye
And yes, I do hope to talk to you again soon. Take care of yourself and have a nice weekend ok? Oh, and thanks. I'll try to get better 3nodding
*hugs*
Bye heart
Bye Naru *hugs back* bye hun...i will take care
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