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Posted: Sat Feb 20, 2010 6:29 pm
Letting depression catch up to me.
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Posted: Sat Feb 20, 2010 7:47 pm
my stupid ugly body,and my lack of hope for ever changing it.
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Posted: Sat Feb 20, 2010 7:55 pm
shea the anti-venom my stupid ugly body,and my lack of hope for ever changing it. no body is ugly. and don't say "mine is" it's not.
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 8:33 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 1:23 am
The most horrible dream ever. .___.
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 8:32 pm
I have a showcase on Thursday for Musical Theatre class and the person I sing my duet with is really sick. Voice gone, fever, headaches, everything. s**t.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 12:52 pm
I've recently begun letting go of a lot of my old fears and started enjoying life. It's been almost 2 months since I've felt depressed or suicidal. There's been sadness and frustration yes, but that's entirely different. I'm doing the things I want to do, not harming anyone, enjoying life. But there's one friend who won't stop telling me how unhappy and wrong and empty I "really" am. I don't know how much longer I can deal with his bullshit. Unfortunately he also knows some secrets I don't really want everyone to know. I've told myself time and time again not to trust people, so why don't I listen already?
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 2:05 pm
KaitouKunoichi I've recently begun letting go of a lot of my old fears and started enjoying life. It's been almost 2 months since I've felt depressed or suicidal. There's been sadness and frustration yes, but that's entirely different. I'm doing the things I want to do, not harming anyone, enjoying life. But there's one friend who won't stop telling me how unhappy and wrong and empty I "really" am. I don't know how much longer I can deal with his bullshit. Unfortunately he also knows some secrets I don't really want everyone to know. I've told myself time and time again not to trust people, so why don't I listen already? you should kill him.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 2:10 pm
schulte KaitouKunoichi I've recently begun letting go of a lot of my old fears and started enjoying life. It's been almost 2 months since I've felt depressed or suicidal. There's been sadness and frustration yes, but that's entirely different. I'm doing the things I want to do, not harming anyone, enjoying life. But there's one friend who won't stop telling me how unhappy and wrong and empty I "really" am. I don't know how much longer I can deal with his bullshit. Unfortunately he also knows some secrets I don't really want everyone to know. I've told myself time and time again not to trust people, so why don't I listen already? you should kill him.I can help you with that, yo.
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2010 1:58 pm
Putting a sucker in my mouth only to find that it was not strawberry, but pink lemonade.
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2010 2:07 pm
I found out the girl I've devoted the last year of my life to is engaged to some guy that she said she doesn't talk to anymore. Her explanation? She claims it was all a big joke.
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2010 4:59 pm
despite working on a weekend..
http://www.woai.com/news/local/story/San-Antonio-police-officer-charged-with-sexually/txQtBhI-lU2lqhaBjbB9Kg.cspx I really hate when s**t happens right by me that gives me even more reason to stay in the house.
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2010 6:57 pm
Had to deal with my parent's fighting and my dad being a butthole.
Then my ex IMed me and is now acting like I broke up with him cause I wanted to go out and date someone else and acting like I want to go out and hook up with lots of other people. A**hole. I broke up with you because I wanted to focus on my schooling, my family including my grandfather who is really sick, financial problems, and other problems. So stop being butt hurt about our break up. I am trying to be friends with you like you wanted and now you are being like this? Ugh. I don't have to deal with this.
I also dumped your a** cause you were trying to control me to much. So I like to hug my friends and be affectionate. I am not going to change how I am just because it makes you "uncomfortable". First you want me to stop being friends with all my guy friends , then you want me to stop being affectionate, and now your acting like I am a sl*t? Hell no. That is not cool.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 5:11 pm
J: "Hey, want to go hang out?" M: "Sure." J: "Okay. Is [insert name] coming?" M: "No, he has to study." J: "Oh. I probably should too." M: "Yeah...all right."
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 7:38 pm
Well, since I crashed my car the other day I haven't been able to do anything. D;
It's absolutely dreadful staying home all day.
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