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 Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 9:42 pm
*gush* I saw Les Miz today which, while being possibly the most amazing thing I've seen, really enhanced my pain. I really felt for Eponine! And her song really broke my heart:
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to go no one to turn to,
Did not want your money sir
I came out here coz i was told to
And now the night is near
Now I can make believe he's here.
Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.
On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers
I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!
I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.
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Posted: Sat May 19, 2007 9:28 pm
Karnell Sooooo...Dilema: There's a girl I met online a while ago, and we've talked a lot. She's nice...well, quite frankly she's flat-out the most awesome chick I've ever known. Last night, she told me she was in love with me. Thing is that I don't want any long distance relationships. I've tried those and they always go and/or end poorly. I don't know what to do! Honestly, I don't really know what to tell you. From personal experience, I've always been the person in love with the person that doesn't want the long distance relationships. So I can say how unfair it is to be denied just because of distance. But I can also say that it's hard to keep a long distance relationship and can understand why someone wouldn't want to put themselves through that type of trouble. There is just so many issues to deal with, including trusting this person, planning to see them, etc. So, I think you need to ask yourself: Do you like this girl? Do you like her enough to go through with a whole online deal? Do you know her enough to trust her? Do you think that eventually things will work out that you guys could find a way to be with each other irl? And I know that these things are obvious but I'm pointing them out because I'm pretty neutral on the idea. Sometimes online dating works out, and other times it just crashes and burns. Hope you figure things out guy. (huggles you)
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 9:23 am
I love 'Ponine. She's my absolute favorite. She really deserved more from her life than she got.
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 3:42 pm
Moocat I love 'Ponine. She's my absolute favorite. She really deserved more from her life than she got. I know, at least she got to die in Marius's arms though.
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 10:55 pm
AkureiKnight Karnell Sooooo...Dilema: There's a girl I met online a while ago, and we've talked a lot. She's nice...well, quite frankly she's flat-out the most awesome chick I've ever known. Last night, she told me she was in love with me. Thing is that I don't want any long distance relationships. I've tried those and they always go and/or end poorly. I don't know what to do! Honestly, I don't really know what to tell you. From personal experience, I've always been the person in love with the person that doesn't want the long distance relationships. So I can say how unfair it is to be denied just because of distance. But I can also say that it's hard to keep a long distance relationship and can understand why someone wouldn't want to put themselves through that type of trouble. There is just so many issues to deal with, including trusting this person, planning to see them, etc. So, I think you need to ask yourself: Do you like this girl? Do you like her enough to go through with a whole online deal? Do you know her enough to trust her? Do you think that eventually things will work out that you guys could find a way to be with each other irl? And I know that these things are obvious but I'm pointing them out because I'm pretty neutral on the idea. Sometimes online dating works out, and other times it just crashes and burns. Hope you figure things out guy. (huggles you) I can't do it. I just can't. It's just too stressful, and I don't need any added stress in my life.
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Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 10:56 pm
BakaTulip Moocat I love 'Ponine. She's my absolute favorite. She really deserved more from her life than she got. I know, at least she got to die in Marius's arms though. Uhm, spoiler alert? -sigh- I wish I could do that. Die in the arms of the person I love, with them genuinely caring for that moment... But, really, in all honesty, I'd go with the just dying part right now...
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Posted: Mon May 21, 2007 5:45 am
I just got the most ironic mail ever. First was a thing from a gay right's group asking for a donation, and then right beneath that was one of those "Check out the Army we're so cool" letters.
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Posted: Mon May 21, 2007 12:34 pm
Lol, Baka.
In other, Gaia news, I styled my avatar after me in real life, and I have to say... it's pretty damn close.
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Posted: Mon May 21, 2007 3:32 pm
Karnell I can't do it. I just can't. It's just too stressful, and I don't need any added stress in my life. Then don't.
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Posted: Mon May 21, 2007 7:39 pm
Guys....
Baka... Moo... Everyone....
It's over.
It's really over.
She told me today that she doesn't want to get back together. At all. She doesn't love me anymore, all of her feelings for me have completely died. Happy birthday to me (her timing is perfect. The first time she ever broke up with me, it was the weekend of our one-year anniversary. Now she's completely dumping me on my birthday).
I didn't do anything WRONG... I'm just so confused... and thinking about never kissing her again, never lying in her arms... makes me physically sick.
I'll never get her back. And I can't stop loving her.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 3:53 am
Join the club.
Lana left me on Valentine's. Well, she said she was too busy 'confessing her love to someone else' than to spend time with me, after I was so upset I couldn't find her flowers...
She, technically, left me the nineteenth of February, but I didn't read her message until the 20th.
I graduate the 4-month anniversary of her breaking up with me. Isn't that a delight?
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 11:53 am
I don't even keep track of when a relationship ended like that. I find that's best.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 12:51 pm
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 1:45 pm
I have EVERY date of our relationship branded into my mind, not even by choice. I just remember everything remotely related to her, to US.
I just don't understand; can't FATHOM. In two weeks, she went from involuntarily smiling every time she saw me, wanting to hold me and kiss me, constantly telling me how much she loved me and how much I meant to her, telling me she couldn't even express how happy she was that I loved her, that she would NEVER be able to love anyone else as much as she loved me, that she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me --
to barely wanting anything to do with me.
Nothing happened between us; nothing changed. She just... stopped. And I don't even understand how that's possible, because I can't just randomly fall out of love.
*clings to Moo*
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 2:43 pm
-clings- I know, I know...
Everything felt so secure. But it just... Seemed out of no where. I'm sorry this happened to you... I really am.
-huggle- You can PM me or IM me or something, or something, if you want to talk...
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