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 Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2004 6:01 pm
Hello everyone. I hope everyone is doing well.
Luna I hear Salmonella is really makes you feel bad. Hope Tommy gets to feeling better.
antonio_baka_guy.... Check out your new look! xd
You look a lot like my male avi now... whee
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Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2004 7:41 pm
Hey... guys.. not sure where else to put this, but i just wanted to mention it on a general basis. I'll give a link when there's a sign up for it... but my gaia family and friends of my coffee shop are putting on a huge halloween thing on oct 30th. if any of you can make the time to come, i'd really appreciate the support and company. It's gonna be an all day thing with an avatar costume contest, a raffle, haunted house... and i'm running a crappy bad art contests. a few of my judges are from this guild, but i have to keep who they are a secret. wink
I know it's still a few weeks away.. but i wanted to mention it early enough so some of you can make plans for it.
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Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2004 7:45 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2004 7:47 pm
Well... my gaia daughters claim to have some tricks up their sleeves. They refuse to tell any of us their details about some stuff they are doing for part of the event. and, me and my sweetie are going together as jailbirds of love. xd heart
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Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2004 7:47 pm
postin this here to keep everyone updated..... i have a doctor appointment next friday (blah as soon as i could get, wish it were sooner) and ive been seeing the school coucelor (managed to get in today and i have an appointment tomarrow) just keeping everyone informed.....
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Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2004 8:18 pm
Mairead postin this here to keep everyone updated..... i have a doctor appointment next friday (blah as soon as i could get, wish it were sooner) and ive been seeing the school coucelor (managed to get in today and i have an appointment tomarrow) just keeping everyone informed..... good girl mai... I really think the more you do for yourself.. you'll FEEL a lot better in general. I mean... I'm 29 and don't know how to drive. and i'm trying to learn now.. but i cannot tell you how limited my life has been having to depend on others cuz of that one thing... if i knew how to drive.. the quality of my life would improve soo much.. not to mention the great deal of independance i'd have... actually... this learning to drive is me also facing and overcoming a huge fear i've had for a long time. GO GIRL POWER! whee
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Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2004 8:41 pm
^^ i wish you good luck with that graceangel, i hate to drive personally but i did learn, course now i need something to drive but thats a different story, i do feel a bit better about myself but theres still alot of self improvement to be done.
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2004 11:18 am
For those who are interested, I have started a mini-contest for the top bumper in my art shop (linked in my sig). It will last from now until Oct. 10th. Check it out if you'd like. The winner gets one free single avatar head shot lineart from me!
[/spamvertising!]
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2004 12:20 pm
[todays little tidbit] just got done with the councelor, sick as all hell and just plain pittying myself. But thats wearing off and just the sick is sticking around.......hope it leaves soon sweatdrop over all though im feeling beeter about myself and my outlook on life is changing day by day. things are looking up and im having a chat with my ex later to discuss further future plans [/todays little tidbit]
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2004 8:06 pm
That's good you finally got an appointment set up. I hope you get whatever you want to ge ttalked about with your ex/hubby/boyfriend.
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2004 8:34 pm
Mairead [todays little tidbit] just got done with the councelor, sick as all hell and just plain pittying myself. But thats wearing off and just the sick is sticking around.......hope it leaves soon sweatdrop over all though im feeling beeter about myself and my outlook on life is changing day by day. things are looking up and im having a chat with my ex later to discuss further future plans [/todays little tidbit] Well, I hope you see a counselor who will both comfort you; but at teh same time tell you the truth and things you NEED to hear. And.. try not to hang out at pity parties too long .. they are parties of only one and get mighty lonesome. And.. when you do that, you are liable to allow worse negative thoughts to take over. I encourage you to just continue to try and do what's best for yourself. When you talk to your " mr. ex", try to approach it from the stand point of not trying to keep him if he wants out. making a man stay who doesn't want to be there will only bring you extraordinary heartache in teh long run.
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2004 9:29 pm
*noddles* we're just trying to work out expenses and visits if i am or renewing our old friendship if im not, its a long bumpy road ahead but it seems a little easier now.
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2004 9:56 pm
A bit of advice, I wouldn't be working out details of whether or not you are pregnant. It would be pressuring towards him on whether he should stick with you just because you are pregnant or not. I'd wuld just cross the bridge when you get there, especially with you not been to the doctor yet and with inconclusive tests.
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2004 10:26 pm
yea, things are just tough with wanting to move on yet that being in the back of everyones minds... we kinda just want to be friends and move on with our lives.
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2004 9:18 am
I had another weird dream last night. This time it was a boy instead of Lily. But no blanket like last time. He was older than she had been, too. He had a lot of curly brown hair. He could have been about a year old. Anyhow, the dream took place, again, at my grandmother's house. (Don't know what that could mean...) And all I remember besides that the place was oddly dark, was that I had the baby boy on my lap and I was breastfeeding him.
And, like last time, it felt real. (Although last time it was childbirth). Any idea what any of this could mean? In the last dream with Lily, my milk hadn't come in, but this time it did. Odd....it's like a continuation.... Perhaps I'll have twins! XD
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