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 Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2015 3:44 am
Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine So I took your advice. Things didn't turn out so well. And I'm not really that popular. At least, not in the way you'd expect. People just know me for my band accomplishments, really. Moreover, I've come out to all of my close friends. They know. Don't really spread it around. They just know. These dudes, like I said, are merely acquaintances. They don't know. So today I kindly approached them and told them I wasn't interested, and that it was really nice for them to get me roses. They seemed pretty chill with it AND THEN THIS GANG OF CHICKS APPROACHED ME TELLING ME TO NOT TALK TO THEM??? I'm like, "I'm okay with that just go away" and they kept making accusations until finally i had to practically shout at them that guys and dicks are gross and i don't want anything to do with them they kind of just stared at me for a little bit then ran off talking and now i think everyone in the grade is aware of the fact that i'm a lesbian ffs. gonk I don't care, really, I don't, but I don't see why it had to be made such a big deal. bleh. Worst Friday ever. Well, it seemed like the guys took it well and didn't mind; and that's wonderful. I think that that part worked out. However, girls can be cruel. And snarky. Especially in high school with their moronic cliques. Yup, sounds like a typical high school girl group that doesn't know how to properly express how they feel and/or say things correctly. Kinda sucks, sorry that happened. Well, I am truly sorry that it turned out that way, but hell. There's probably something good that came out of all this. Besides, having them make accusations (although I have no idea what they are and will not ask for elaboration) is just merely childish and a way of trying to get information and relieve insecurities on their part. Also, it tends to be a displacement of their shortcomings or feelings as well. adolescents tend to be really goddamn awkward. As for it being a big deal, well- they sound like snooty bitches. Everything is a big deal to snooty bitches because they think everything revolves around them. Was going to think up a nice, gentle way to say that. Oh well. Also, sorry that this Markus post will probably take even... a few more days. I know it's a long while to wait but- I think that I may be about to get some of the worst news of my life tomorrow and I've been constantly stressing about it. On top of that, I'm in a toxic environment that I can't seem to escape and may ( may) have found a couple of ways to get me removed into a less toxic state by sacrificing my pride for a couple of years. However, it has proven quite difficult in just finding their contact information. Hooboy. Oh, and speaking of romantic issues, I've had this one person flirting with me for a while but I think I may have led her on by accident (trying to be friendly) because I'm not interested in her. I also am in no position to be in a relationship. Yeah. Fun s**t. Oh and one of my coworkers that I've worked with in another job keeps trying to either figure out my interests or something and/or keeps trying to find meaning in my actions towards my other female co-workers. Kinda pissing me off a bit. Well, a lot. Egh. OH WELL. Looks like it's everywhere this season. Better get the cannon and blast these frilly lovey-dovey pos things. emotion_puke Pretty much hit the nail on the head. People have been texting me with surprised and understanding reactions. I haven't gotten any hate yet - which uinely surprises me. That's not to say I'm not happy about it, though. Ah, highschool. You and your torturous ways. That sounds like a huge toll on mental health, all the things you're going through. I really can't even begin to imagine how stressed you are, and the worry/irritation/whateveryuckystuff you might be feeling. If I could offer you any advice, it would be that things will always get better! look at me, a 17 year old tryna' give a guy like 5 years older than her life adviceAnyway, being down in the dumps doesn't solve any problems. Continuing to have hope, even when it seems like your life is a mess, it can help. I'm really not trying to patronize you in any way(I hope that's not how it's coming across), I just want you to know that life is hard but you just gotta keep trucking... I'm horrible at advice like this. I tried. emotion_facepalm Take your absolute time with whatever you wanna do! I'm fine with you not posting, your situation seems way more important. Thank you for letting me know, by the way. Also: aaayyyyyy yoshi puttin' the moves on them ladies cool lady luck must've sent her at the wrong place and time, damn! I joke. o u o Yup, well I s'pose it's easier to understand when you've been through the wringer. Anyhow, if you receive any hatred for it, just ignore it. People are bound to be jerks about something or other, and sexuality is definitely one of those things. I can't remember what else I was going to say because of the brain mush. Nah it's cool, you basically got it right anyhow. There's nothing I can do but try to move forward. Been doing that, but you know- some things just take time. I've been trying to figure out a post for this mixed-up b*****d and all, but it seems kinda DOA at the moment. Anyhow, update is that I got a sentence done.
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2015 4:01 pm
Meh, I've gotten more than enough hate for it over the years. It's sort of something to be expectant of, especially on the topic of sexuality. Also: If you need me to change the post in any way to make it more easier for you to respond, I can! It seems like you're really having some trouble trying to post, sorry for that. :c And take your time with it, too. I don't mind if the reply comes tomorrow, or a week from now. It's all good.
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2015 6:05 pm
Laudanine Meh, I've gotten more than enough hate for it over the years. It's sort of something to be expectant of, especially on the topic of sexuality. Also: If you need me to change the post in any way to make it more easier for you to respond, I can! It seems like you're really having some trouble trying to post, sorry for that. :c And take your time with it, too. I don't mind if the reply comes tomorrow, or a week from now. It's all good. That doesn't surprise me, and I'm sorry. People suck. Well, not as much as me. But yeah, pretty much people suck. I do not need you to change things in your post, it's lovely. It's not at all your fault, it's simply me and my brain. I'm actually taking a crack at the post again now. Finished with pretty much everything for the day, but I've been staring at my post for like 3+ hours now.
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2015 7:00 pm
Yoshielite Laudanine Meh, I've gotten more than enough hate for it over the years. It's sort of something to be expectant of, especially on the topic of sexuality. Also: If you need me to change the post in any way to make it more easier for you to respond, I can! It seems like you're really having some trouble trying to post, sorry for that. :c And take your time with it, too. I don't mind if the reply comes tomorrow, or a week from now. It's all good. That doesn't surprise me, and I'm sorry. People suck. Well, not as much as me. But yeah, pretty much people suck. I do not need you to change things in your post, it's lovely. It's not at all your fault, it's simply me and my brain. I'm actually taking a crack at the post again now. Finished with pretty much everything for the day, but I've been staring at my post for like 3+ hours now. yeah yoshi. you totally suck. you suck so hard, man. not really though yer cool HNGAAAAA THEY'RE SO CUTE. UGH I LOVE IT. I want them to hold each other forever and just talk about sad stuff, and dumb stuff, and happy stuff. and i want them to kiss and just... they're so cute q u q the post was so perfect molto buene
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2015 7:08 pm
Laudanine yeah yoshi. you totally suck. you suck so hard, man. not really though yer cool HNGAAAAA THEY'RE SO CUTE. UGH I LOVE IT. I want them to hold each other forever and just talk about sad stuff, and dumb stuff, and happy stuff. and i want them to kiss and just... they're so cute q u q the post was so perfect molto buene Weird, thought we were on the same page fr a second. Yeah, they do make a lovely little depressing couple. Well thanks I guess. Didn't think it was the best, but I know it was the best I could do.
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2015 7:09 pm
Yoshielite Laudanine yeah yoshi. you totally suck. you suck so hard, man. not really though yer cool HNGAAAAA THEY'RE SO CUTE. UGH I LOVE IT. I want them to hold each other forever and just talk about sad stuff, and dumb stuff, and happy stuff. and i want them to kiss and just... they're so cute q u q the post was so perfect molto buene Weird, thought we were on the same page fr a second. Yeah, they do make a lovely little depressing couple. Well thanks I guess. Didn't think it was the best, but I know it was the best I could do. naaah you're cool, really. Smart, and silly, and old. Yeah. I'm pretty sure those are endearing qualities. suggestion: as they play this game in the roleplay, we can roll a dice. Even number, truth, odd number, dare. Meaning I'll roll in my post and ask truth or dare, giving two options. If I rolled an even number, Markus would choose truth. Odd, dare. OR, They can do all truths until they come across one they don't want to answer, in which case the consequence will be dare.
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2015 7:38 pm
Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine yeah yoshi. you totally suck. you suck so hard, man. not really though yer cool HNGAAAAA THEY'RE SO CUTE. UGH I LOVE IT. I want them to hold each other forever and just talk about sad stuff, and dumb stuff, and happy stuff. and i want them to kiss and just... they're so cute q u q the post was so perfect molto buene Weird, thought we were on the same page fr a second. Yeah, they do make a lovely little depressing couple. Well thanks I guess. Didn't think it was the best, but I know it was the best I could do. naaah you're cool, really. Smart, and silly, and old. Yeah. I'm pretty sure those are endearing qualities. suggestion: as they play this game in the roleplay, we can roll a dice. Even number, truth, odd number, dare. Meaning I'll roll in my post and ask truth or dare, giving two options. If I rolled an even number, Markus would choose truth. Odd, dare. OR, They can do all truths until they come across one they don't want to answer, in which case the consequence will be dare. Uh. I doubt this. Also, I'm NOT OLD. x-x These are both possibilities. I dunno if you want to roll a die each time to determine it, but either way is fine with me. Lead on, master of ToD.
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2015 7:47 pm
Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine yeah yoshi. you totally suck. you suck so hard, man. not really though yer cool HNGAAAAA THEY'RE SO CUTE. UGH I LOVE IT. I want them to hold each other forever and just talk about sad stuff, and dumb stuff, and happy stuff. and i want them to kiss and just... they're so cute q u q the post was so perfect molto buene Weird, thought we were on the same page fr a second. Yeah, they do make a lovely little depressing couple. Well thanks I guess. Didn't think it was the best, but I know it was the best I could do. naaah you're cool, really. Smart, and silly, and old. Yeah. I'm pretty sure those are endearing qualities. suggestion: as they play this game in the roleplay, we can roll a dice. Even number, truth, odd number, dare. Meaning I'll roll in my post and ask truth or dare, giving two options. If I rolled an even number, Markus would choose truth. Odd, dare. OR, They can do all truths until they come across one they don't want to answer, in which case the consequence will be dare. Uh. I doubt this. Also, I'm NOT OLD. x-x These are both possibilities. I dunno if you want to roll a die each time to determine it, but either way is fine with me. Lead on, master of ToD. BWAHAHA HE HAS TO SERENADE HER. I rolled a 5 - odd numbers are dares. In your post you can just automatically have her ask it since you know the choices. This would be the point in which I'd consult google for your Truth or Dare needs. Or me.
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Posted: Tue Feb 17, 2015 5:50 am
Laudanine BWAHAHA HE HAS TO SERENADE HER. I rolled a 5 - odd numbers are dares. In your post you can just automatically have her ask it since you know the choices. This would be the point in which I'd consult google for your Truth or Dare needs. Or me. Oh good lord what have I done? Yeah, yeah. Back to da stuffs. I guess I'll have to. For real. I have literally never played this game.
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Posted: Tue Feb 17, 2015 8:24 am
Yoshielite Laudanine BWAHAHA HE HAS TO SERENADE HER. I rolled a 5 - odd numbers are dares. In your post you can just automatically have her ask it since you know the choices. This would be the point in which I'd consult google for your Truth or Dare needs. Or me. Oh good lord what have I done? Yeah, yeah. Back to da stuffs. I guess I'll have to. For real. I have literally never played this game. You must've known this was coming. C'mon now. C'mon. I am the truth or dare queen. Prepare yourself! If it's too difficult for you, you could always ask me! I don't mind giving you suggestions!
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Yoshielite rolled 1 6-sided dice:
2
Total: 2 (1-6)
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Posted: Tue Feb 17, 2015 7:38 pm
Laudanine You must've known this was coming. C'mon now. C'mon. I am the truth or dare queen. Prepare yourself! If it's too difficult for you, you could always ask me! I don't mind giving you suggestions! Yup, I did. I always did. However, that doesn't make it any more difficult for either me or him. I am mildly prepared. Don't worry, I got a thingy s'all good. EDIT: Rolled a 2- that means truth for Aberdeen. c: I think I did alright for these.
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Posted: Tue Feb 17, 2015 8:51 pm
Yoshielite Laudanine You must've known this was coming. C'mon now. C'mon. I am the truth or dare queen. Prepare yourself! If it's too difficult for you, you could always ask me! I don't mind giving you suggestions! Yup, I did. I always did. However, that doesn't make it any more difficult for either me or him. I am mildly prepared. Don't worry, I got a thingy s'all good. EDIT: Rolled a 2- that means truth for Aberdeen. c: I think I did alright for these. Rolled a six. Darn, and I really wanted him to teach her hand. Oh well. This'll be fun. o u o
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2015 7:26 pm
Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine You must've known this was coming. C'mon now. C'mon. I am the truth or dare queen. Prepare yourself! If it's too difficult for you, you could always ask me! I don't mind giving you suggestions! Yup, I did. I always did. However, that doesn't make it any more difficult for either me or him. I am mildly prepared. Don't worry, I got a thingy s'all good. EDIT: Rolled a 2- that means truth for Aberdeen. c: I think I did alright for these. Rolled a six. Darn, and I really wanted him to teach her hand. Oh well. This'll be fun. o u o Ah, Markus... predictable? Yes, probably. Genuine? You bet'cha. Well, hopefully she'll enjoy his exposition as much as she would have enjoyed 'the talk' to her hand. Oooooooops, odd number. Guess she's gotta go with a dare. Wonder what mess he could stir up.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2015 7:31 pm
Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine You must've known this was coming. C'mon now. C'mon. I am the truth or dare queen. Prepare yourself! If it's too difficult for you, you could always ask me! I don't mind giving you suggestions! Yup, I did. I always did. However, that doesn't make it any more difficult for either me or him. I am mildly prepared. Don't worry, I got a thingy s'all good. EDIT: Rolled a 2- that means truth for Aberdeen. c: I think I did alright for these. Rolled a six. Darn, and I really wanted him to teach her hand. Oh well. This'll be fun. o u o Ah, Markus... predictable? Yes, probably. Genuine? You bet'cha. Well, hopefully she'll enjoy his exposition as much as she would have enjoyed 'the talk' to her hand. Oooooooops, odd number. Guess she's gotta go with a dare. Wonder what mess he could stir up. That was the cutest thing. < u < he's so freaking predictable but it's great <3 Aberdeen has no qualms about him texting someone. She's all for stirring up trouble, lol.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2015 8:05 pm
Laudanine That was the cutest thing. < u < he's so freaking predictable but it's great <3 Aberdeen has no qualms about him texting someone. She's all for stirring up trouble, lol. Well I guess he's got an adorable bit o' charm, then. Whoops, maybe he'll do something evil with the number of that co-worker that always checks up on her. xD
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