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 Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 9:41 pm
She trembled and shook her head "It was weakness.... I had never wanted anyone to see those breakdowns.." There was nothing she could do about it now... but it still bothered her that he had seen
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Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 9:45 pm
"I'm sorry," he repeated softly. "I didn't mean to take that from you..."
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Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 9:47 pm
She shook her head and gave a shaky smile... already pulling up her 'normal' face "its fine... just please don't do it again.."
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Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 9:49 pm
"Don't do that either..." he said quietly.
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Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 9:52 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 9:55 pm
"Lock yourself away and pretend that everything is okay..." he looked up at her. "That's what you do isn't it? You keep barriers between yourself and others..."
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Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 9:57 pm
She frowned "So? I do that to stay strong... I hate showing weakness Az you know that. What would you have me do?"
((Bedtime.. Night!))
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Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 10:20 pm
"I don't care what you do with others," he said quietly. "But I want you to trust me enough to let me in. Don't lock me out. Let me be with you, let me be there for you...at least, think about it..." He met her eyes evenly, "I will gladly give you my loyalty, my devotion...everything I have - it is yours. But I would ask the same in return."
((Night!))
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 7:33 am
She sighed "I can try.. but only if you promise not to go overboard with the protectiveness."
((I still don't have internet and I was on dial-up for about 10 mins this morning, because everything takes so long to load, and my mother flipped on me saying they need the phone during the day. I wasn't going to stay on long anyway because I KNOW that but when I told her she flipped more so I probably won't be back until tonight.. unless she manages to piss me off enough where I'll plug up her phones lines on purpose... I'm pretty close right now...))
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 9:27 am
"I'll...try..." he said quietly.
((Oh - alright - understood
Good luck getting the net back!))
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 9:48 am
"Ok.. its just... if you start changing and becoming more overprotective just because I start to show my weakness... thats going to encourage me to hide it more.." She smiled "Well.. we'll see if we're both about to succeed in trying I guess."
((Woo its back! Hope it stays this time...)
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 9:58 am
"It's a start," Az said watching her.
((*crosses fingers*))
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 11:49 am
((Well... that didn't work... crying Back on dial-up for a bit))
She grinned "Yeah... It will take some work but I think I can do that... just don't expect me to open up totally over night." She snorted "My walls have been crumbling these past few days anyway..."
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 11:53 am
((Aw - not fun! *offers internet a cookie to behave for Jez*))
"Of course not," he nuzzled her. "And that could be because you haven't been getting enough sleep."
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 11:55 am
She frowned and fidgeted.. well she said she'd open up more... "Well... thats because I keep having pretty intense nightmares every night. After around the 3rd time I usually just decide to stay up..." She sighed and glanced at him, wondering how he'll react to that.
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