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 Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:14 pm
After finnaly catching up to nova, Sage stopped, panting in exhaustion. while he began to catch his breath, he leaned over and placed his hands on his knees, effectively leaning on them, as he did so he said, " perhaps the answer you seek is not in going back, but in continuing to move foreward. "
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:15 pm
Fenris___Fenrir Fenris got up and sat next to sir Fuji. She placed the tea down, and the plushie in front of his face. "Sir Fuji, don't be such a droopy... turn that frown upside down!" He gave her a smile and patted her head. " You are truly amazing. Once I get depressed its hard to get me out of it. Though you seem to be able to snap me right out of it! "
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:22 pm
"He's dead, no one lives that long with the sickness he had." She whispered, "I was in love! I could haved stayed, I had saved his life, and we fell in love, he was going to inherit a Dojo, and we would live there untill we died, we were going to take in student and teach them the arts that we knew, it was his family Dojo, I would stay with his family, not like I had one, we would llive there, and be happy, but he knew that I didn't want to be comfined." She was holding back tears still.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:22 pm
Fenris grinnedas she was patted, "Why wouldn't I make people feal better?" She looked around the main room, then yawned. "Now I'm sleepy..."
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:23 pm
Fenris___Fenrir Fenris grinnedas she was patted, "Why wouldn't I make people feal better?" She looked around the main room, then yawned. "Now I'm sleepy..." He smiled and he leaned foreward poking her on the forehead.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:24 pm
Fujiwara-Sai Fenris___Fenrir Fenris grinnedas she was patted, "Why wouldn't I make people feal better?" She looked around the main room, then yawned. "Now I'm sleepy..." He smiled and he leaned foreward poking her on the forehead. Fenris blinked, then poked him on the nose. "Hah!"
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:25 pm
Fenris___Fenrir Fujiwara-Sai Fenris___Fenrir Fenris grinnedas she was patted, "Why wouldn't I make people feal better?" She looked around the main room, then yawned. "Now I'm sleepy..." He smiled and he leaned foreward poking her on the forehead. Fenris blinked, then poked him on the nose. "Hah!" "oh? " Poked her in the belleh.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:27 pm
Fujiwara-Sai Fenris___Fenrir Fujiwara-Sai Fenris___Fenrir Fenris grinnedas she was patted, "Why wouldn't I make people feal better?" She looked around the main room, then yawned. "Now I'm sleepy..." He smiled and he leaned foreward poking her on the forehead. Fenris blinked, then poked him on the nose. "Hah!" "oh? " Poked her in the belleh. Fenris giggled and looked into his eyes, she thought for a moment, then poked him in the middle of the chest. "Take that!"
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:28 pm
Fenris___Fenrir Fujiwara-Sai Fenris___Fenrir Fujiwara-Sai Fenris___Fenrir Fenris grinnedas she was patted, "Why wouldn't I make people feal better?" She looked around the main room, then yawned. "Now I'm sleepy..." He smiled and he leaned foreward poking her on the forehead. Fenris blinked, then poked him on the nose. "Hah!" "oh? " Poked her in the belleh. Fenris giggled and looked into his eyes, she thought for a moment, then poked him in the middle of the chest. "Take that!" He giggled slightly and then poked her in the side trying to tickle her.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:29 pm
Sage nods," yes, but you have to remember, the best laid plans of mice and men are often for naught, as well you should consider, this all happened in the past. now, since you cannot change the past, you should not fret about what could have been. if you must morn, then morn, but you should move on. it may seem cruel or cold hearted, but it will help you to cope. when you are done mourning, you will see that life now is not so bad...it may not be what you wanted oh so long ago, but it is how it is, and there is not likely to be a way of changing that."
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:39 pm
Her left eye suddenly widened, she started shaking, then stopped, her eyes went back to normal. "I cant sleep at night, I see visions ofdeath, even when awake I have visions of death. How can I enjoy life, when so many part of my life are death? I can play a fake smile, but it fades.. like it was never there." She pulled at the bandages of her right arm, her nail cut thru them as she ripped them away, her arm was covered in scars. "I fight, I kill, I die, that was and is my life. But he was... he was a light, he was pure, but he still loved me." She stood up, "But.. he would not want me to be like this."
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:41 pm
Fenris giggled again. She poked him in the side to get him back. She grinned childishly at him.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:44 pm
Fenris___Fenrir Fenris giggled again. She poked him in the side to get him back. She grinned childishly at him. He smiled and suddenly started tickling her furiously
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:45 pm
Sage smiled, "if he was as you said, than I doubt he would have wanted you moping about at his death....and it is good that you acknowledge this....now, about those scars, if you want them gone, I can try my hand, however the visions....the best advice I can think of would be to try meditation, if only to gain control over them."
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2005 5:49 pm
Fenris laughs and falls back against the couch, tears soon streaming from her eyes. She couldn't stop laughing.
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