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 Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2015 7:13 pm
Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine a shower is all you'll get out of me for now. < u < until i post, anyway. yeah. :c tomorrow i won't be getting home until 10 or 11. from schoolugh he's a cheater and Aberdeen will have none of it Alright, fine. I won't force you to more school work after being trapped a school that long. Oh good lord why? D: That's dreadful! Eh, well she'll have to deal with it emotion_dealwithit I'm hosting a fund raiser for my school. Bands are severely underfunded so I'm hosting a concert tomorrow at 6. It'll last about an hour, and then there's the reception, give that half an hour. And then the Marching band has a practice meet since we got a cool new uniform and we need to break it in and practice, plus we have props that require darkness to use. That'll be taped and sent into state for a competition. If we make it, we go out of state to perform it. Regionalssss. so fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. i guesssss. emotion_zombie Oh my, well at least that's good on you for helping out with that! ^^ Oh, well good luck with band practice and the entrance to the competition! ^^ I knew a few people who used to go about that sort of thing a while back. Oh my, I didn't expect a post so soon... I'll have to get on that. i don't even know anymore. take it away, Markus. do whatever it is you do.
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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2015 4:55 am
Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine a shower is all you'll get out of me for now. < u < until i post, anyway. yeah. :c tomorrow i won't be getting home until 10 or 11. from schoolugh he's a cheater and Aberdeen will have none of it Alright, fine. I won't force you to more school work after being trapped a school that long. Oh good lord why? D: That's dreadful! Eh, well she'll have to deal with it emotion_dealwithit I'm hosting a fund raiser for my school. Bands are severely underfunded so I'm hosting a concert tomorrow at 6. It'll last about an hour, and then there's the reception, give that half an hour. And then the Marching band has a practice meet since we got a cool new uniform and we need to break it in and practice, plus we have props that require darkness to use. That'll be taped and sent into state for a competition. If we make it, we go out of state to perform it. Regionalssss. so fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. i guesssss. emotion_zombie Oh my, well at least that's good on you for helping out with that! ^^ Oh, well good luck with band practice and the entrance to the competition! ^^ I knew a few people who used to go about that sort of thing a while back. Oh my, I didn't expect a post so soon... I'll have to get on that. i don't even know anymore. take it away, Markus. do whatever it is you do. Well... good luck with everything. Markus doesn't really do much. xD But he tries. I'll be working on that now.
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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2015 6:17 am
Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine a shower is all you'll get out of me for now. < u < until i post, anyway. yeah. :c tomorrow i won't be getting home until 10 or 11. from schoolugh he's a cheater and Aberdeen will have none of it Alright, fine. I won't force you to more school work after being trapped a school that long. Oh good lord why? D: That's dreadful! Eh, well she'll have to deal with it emotion_dealwithit I'm hosting a fund raiser for my school. Bands are severely underfunded so I'm hosting a concert tomorrow at 6. It'll last about an hour, and then there's the reception, give that half an hour. And then the Marching band has a practice meet since we got a cool new uniform and we need to break it in and practice, plus we have props that require darkness to use. That'll be taped and sent into state for a competition. If we make it, we go out of state to perform it. Regionalssss. so fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. i guesssss. emotion_zombie Oh my, well at least that's good on you for helping out with that! ^^ Oh, well good luck with band practice and the entrance to the competition! ^^ I knew a few people who used to go about that sort of thing a while back. Oh my, I didn't expect a post so soon... I'll have to get on that. i don't even know anymore. take it away, Markus. do whatever it is you do. Well... good luck with everything. Markus doesn't really do much. xD But he tries. I'll be working on that now. Well. Aberdeen has run out of ideas so it's sort of up to him to get the convo moving. ninja World history is boring, yo.
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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2015 6:25 am
Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine I'm hosting a fund raiser for my school. Bands are severely underfunded so I'm hosting a concert tomorrow at 6. It'll last about an hour, and then there's the reception, give that half an hour. And then the Marching band has a practice meet since we got a cool new uniform and we need to break it in and practice, plus we have props that require darkness to use. That'll be taped and sent into state for a competition. If we make it, we go out of state to perform it. Regionalssss. so fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. i guesssss. emotion_zombie Oh my, well at least that's good on you for helping out with that! ^^ Oh, well good luck with band practice and the entrance to the competition! ^^ I knew a few people who used to go about that sort of thing a while back. Oh my, I didn't expect a post so soon... I'll have to get on that. i don't even know anymore. take it away, Markus. do whatever it is you do. Well... good luck with everything. Markus doesn't really do much. xD But he tries. I'll be working on that now. Well. Aberdeen has run out of ideas so it's sort of up to him to get the convo moving. ninja World history is boring, yo. Absolutely, and he will- as soon as I can think of something gonk Oh gosh yeah history is soooo boring
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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2015 6:31 am
Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine I'm hosting a fund raiser for my school. Bands are severely underfunded so I'm hosting a concert tomorrow at 6. It'll last about an hour, and then there's the reception, give that half an hour. And then the Marching band has a practice meet since we got a cool new uniform and we need to break it in and practice, plus we have props that require darkness to use. That'll be taped and sent into state for a competition. If we make it, we go out of state to perform it. Regionalssss. so fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. i guesssss. emotion_zombie Oh my, well at least that's good on you for helping out with that! ^^ Oh, well good luck with band practice and the entrance to the competition! ^^ I knew a few people who used to go about that sort of thing a while back. Oh my, I didn't expect a post so soon... I'll have to get on that. i don't even know anymore. take it away, Markus. do whatever it is you do. Well... good luck with everything. Markus doesn't really do much. xD But he tries. I'll be working on that now. Well. Aberdeen has run out of ideas so it's sort of up to him to get the convo moving. ninja World history is boring, yo. Absolutely, and he will- as soon as I can think of something gonk Oh gosh yeah history is soooo boring Take your time. Worst part is that it's AP World. We're learning about Imperial China. I wanna kill myself, i'm so bored. ; ^ ;
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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2015 6:24 pm
Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine i don't even know anymore. take it away, Markus. do whatever it is you do. Well... good luck with everything. Markus doesn't really do much. xD But he tries. I'll be working on that now. Well. Aberdeen has run out of ideas so it's sort of up to him to get the convo moving. ninja World history is boring, yo. Absolutely, and he will- as soon as I can think of something gonk Oh gosh yeah history is soooo boring Take your time. Worst part is that it's AP World. We're learning about Imperial China. I wanna kill myself, i'm so bored. ; ^ ; c: I did, and I think it came out a lot better than how it was. Ugh yeah I didn't take AP WH because I knew it would be torture. I mean, I'm interested in that stuff, but leisurely.
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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2015 9:11 pm
Yoshielite c: I did, and I think it came out a lot better than how it was. Ugh yeah I didn't take AP WH because I knew it would be torture. I mean, I'm interested in that stuff, but leisurely. ye AP WH sucks. the concert was a success. We raised about a thousand and three hundred or so dollars. People were really generous and wrote checks and it made my little heart sing so muuuuchh ; u ; and the marching band thing didn't go so well. it was COLD. :c but. i had fun. and i'm not dead of sleep deprivation. wo. o u o ALSO: HNNGAA I LOVE YOUR POST N' ABERDEEN AIN'T TRYNA' BE DEPRESSING BUT SHE'S GONNA BE A LITTLE. and what is the question he knows Aberdeen will ask but he won't answer is it if she loves him
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Posted: Thu Feb 12, 2015 8:50 am
Laudanine Yoshielite c: I did, and I think it came out a lot better than how it was. Ugh yeah I didn't take AP WH because I knew it would be torture. I mean, I'm interested in that stuff, but leisurely. ye AP WH sucks. the concert was a success. We raised about a thousand and three hundred or so dollars. People were really generous and wrote checks and it made my little heart sing so muuuuchh ; u ; and the marching band thing didn't go so well. it was COLD. :c but. i had fun. and i'm not dead of sleep deprivation. wo. o u o ALSO: HNNGAA I LOVE YOUR POST N' ABERDEEN AIN'T TRYNA' BE DEPRESSING BUT SHE'S GONNA BE A LITTLE. and what is the question he knows Aberdeen will ask but he won't answer is it if she loves him Awesome! ^^ That's so wonderful to have people giving their support to the arts and music. c: Oi, well I'm sorry to hear that the marching band was trumped by the weather, but I'm glad you had fun. Yeah, please don't get all wonky from sleep deprivation. xD haha I'm glad you like the post, I felt like it would be a good bit to go on. Also, the question would be about what happened to his sister. If she asked if he loved him, he'd probably think it was a joke since they've only known each other about a week, right?
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Posted: Thu Feb 12, 2015 12:44 pm
Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite c: I did, and I think it came out a lot better than how it was. Ugh yeah I didn't take AP WH because I knew it would be torture. I mean, I'm interested in that stuff, but leisurely. ye AP WH sucks. the concert was a success. We raised about a thousand and three hundred or so dollars. People were really generous and wrote checks and it made my little heart sing so muuuuchh ; u ; and the marching band thing didn't go so well. it was COLD. :c but. i had fun. and i'm not dead of sleep deprivation. wo. o u o ALSO: HNNGAA I LOVE YOUR POST N' ABERDEEN AIN'T TRYNA' BE DEPRESSING BUT SHE'S GONNA BE A LITTLE. and what is the question he knows Aberdeen will ask but he won't answer is it if she loves him Awesome! ^^ That's so wonderful to have people giving their support to the arts and music. c: Oi, well I'm sorry to hear that the marching band was trumped by the weather, but I'm glad you had fun. Yeah, please don't get all wonky from sleep deprivation. xD haha I'm glad you like the post, I felt like it would be a good bit to go on. Also, the question would be about what happened to his sister. If she asked if he loved him, he'd probably think it was a joke since they've only known each other about a week, right? It was so amazing. Totally worth the work. Even though I was freezing to death, the extra work he had us do was enough to not induce hypothermia. So it was all okay in the long run. Aberdeen wouldn't ask if he loves her, or what happened to his sister because that's no man's zone, so to speak. I seriously think the worst truth she'll ask the entire night would just be something mildly perverse. Like, I dunno, if he'd ever imagined someone in their underwear or something.
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Posted: Thu Feb 12, 2015 1:55 pm
Laudanine It was so amazing. Totally worth the work. Even though I was freezing to death, the extra work he had us do was enough to not induce hypothermia. So it was all okay in the long run. Aberdeen wouldn't ask if he loves her, or what happened to his sister because that's no man's zone, so to speak. I seriously think the worst truth she'll ask the entire night would just be something mildly perverse. Like, I dunno, if he'd ever imagined someone in their underwear or something. Wonderful! ^^ Job well done and no hypothermia. Sounds god to me. Ah, well then there will be no worries. Perhaps that game will come later. Also, that'd probably throw him for a loop. I'll be most likely working on a post for this tonight.
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Posted: Thu Feb 12, 2015 2:10 pm
Yoshielite Laudanine It was so amazing. Totally worth the work. Even though I was freezing to death, the extra work he had us do was enough to not induce hypothermia. So it was all okay in the long run. Aberdeen wouldn't ask if he loves her, or what happened to his sister because that's no man's zone, so to speak. I seriously think the worst truth she'll ask the entire night would just be something mildly perverse. Like, I dunno, if he'd ever imagined someone in their underwear or something. Wonderful! ^^ Job well done and no hypothermia. Sounds god to me. Ah, well then there will be no worries. Perhaps that game will come later. Also, that'd probably throw him for a loop. I'll be most likely working on a post for this tonight. Indeedy! Mhm. With Aberdeen, always expect to be thrown into a loop. Today was the day where roses are passed out and stuff in school, and I got a lot from a bunch of guys that I know. i don't want to get their hopes up because they spent like 10 bucks each to get me 10 or so EACH should i tell them i'm gay halp
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Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2015 8:06 am
Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine It was so amazing. Totally worth the work. Even though I was freezing to death, the extra work he had us do was enough to not induce hypothermia. So it was all okay in the long run. Aberdeen wouldn't ask if he loves her, or what happened to his sister because that's no man's zone, so to speak. I seriously think the worst truth she'll ask the entire night would just be something mildly perverse. Like, I dunno, if he'd ever imagined someone in their underwear or something. Wonderful! ^^ Job well done and no hypothermia. Sounds god to me. Ah, well then there will be no worries. Perhaps that game will come later. Also, that'd probably throw him for a loop. I'll be most likely working on a post for this tonight. Indeedy! Mhm. With Aberdeen, always expect to be thrown into a loop. Today was the day where roses are passed out and stuff in school, and I got a lot from a bunch of guys that I know. i don't want to get their hopes up because they spent like 10 bucks each to get me 10 or so EACH should i tell them i'm gay halp Aye, never a dull moment with these two. Post is coming; brain's been caught up in other problems. Still gotta do a Varyn post. But I have yet to have any activity from the people in the group and it's really starting to worry me. only 2/4 posted last round before the force posts, and now none have. I believe it's been several days as well, but I can't remember. I think I'll just have to wait it out. I forgot schools did that. And look at you miss popular! ^^ It seems that you have a lot of admirers. Well, I can't tell you what you should do, but I will say this: If you're not ready to come out with the whole reveal, then simply politely tell them you aren't interested. Or you could do nothing. It's all up to you. Honestly I don't really see the big deal with just telling them you aren't interested so that their hopes aren't lingering. *shrugs* honestly I'd prefer it if an interest of mine told me if they weren't interested. Saves me the time of day and the burden of trying to understand and convey emotions. (I'm kinda tweaked in that emotional department, if you didn't know.)
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Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2015 1:49 pm
Yoshielite Laudanine Yoshielite Laudanine It was so amazing. Totally worth the work. Even though I was freezing to death, the extra work he had us do was enough to not induce hypothermia. So it was all okay in the long run. Aberdeen wouldn't ask if he loves her, or what happened to his sister because that's no man's zone, so to speak. I seriously think the worst truth she'll ask the entire night would just be something mildly perverse. Like, I dunno, if he'd ever imagined someone in their underwear or something. Wonderful! ^^ Job well done and no hypothermia. Sounds god to me. Ah, well then there will be no worries. Perhaps that game will come later. Also, that'd probably throw him for a loop. I'll be most likely working on a post for this tonight. Indeedy! Mhm. With Aberdeen, always expect to be thrown into a loop. Today was the day where roses are passed out and stuff in school, and I got a lot from a bunch of guys that I know. i don't want to get their hopes up because they spent like 10 bucks each to get me 10 or so EACH should i tell them i'm gay halp Aye, never a dull moment with these two. Post is coming; brain's been caught up in other problems. Still gotta do a Varyn post. But I have yet to have any activity from the people in the group and it's really starting to worry me. only 2/4 posted last round before the force posts, and now none have. I believe it's been several days as well, but I can't remember. I think I'll just have to wait it out. I forgot schools did that. And look at you miss popular! ^^ It seems that you have a lot of admirers. Well, I can't tell you what you should do, but I will say this: If you're not ready to come out with the whole reveal, then simply politely tell them you aren't interested. Or you could do nothing. It's all up to you. Honestly I don't really see the big deal with just telling them you aren't interested so that their hopes aren't lingering. *shrugs* honestly I'd prefer it if an interest of mine told me if they weren't interested. Saves me the time of day and the burden of trying to understand and convey emotions. (I'm kinda tweaked in that emotional department, if you didn't know.) So I took your advice. Things didn't turn out so well. And I'm not really that popular. At least, not in the way you'd expect. People just know me for my band accomplishments, really. Moreover, I've come out to all of my close friends. They know. Don't really spread it around. They just know. These dudes, like I said, are merely acquaintances. They don't know. So today I kindly approached them and told them I wasn't interested, and that it was really nice for them to get me roses. They seemed pretty chill with it AND THEN THIS GANG OF CHICKS APPROACHED ME TELLING ME TO NOT TALK TO THEM??? I'm like, "I'm okay with that just go away" and they kept making accusations until finally i had to practically shout at them that guys and dicks are gross and i don't want anything to do with them they kind of just stared at me for a little bit then ran off talking and now i think everyone in the grade is aware of the fact that i'm a lesbian ffs. gonk I don't care, really, I don't, but I don't see why it had to be made such a big deal. bleh. Worst Friday ever.
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Posted: Sun Feb 15, 2015 9:56 am
Laudanine So I took your advice. Things didn't turn out so well. And I'm not really that popular. At least, not in the way you'd expect. People just know me for my band accomplishments, really. Moreover, I've come out to all of my close friends. They know. Don't really spread it around. They just know. These dudes, like I said, are merely acquaintances. They don't know. So today I kindly approached them and told them I wasn't interested, and that it was really nice for them to get me roses. They seemed pretty chill with it AND THEN THIS GANG OF CHICKS APPROACHED ME TELLING ME TO NOT TALK TO THEM??? I'm like, "I'm okay with that just go away" and they kept making accusations until finally i had to practically shout at them that guys and dicks are gross and i don't want anything to do with them they kind of just stared at me for a little bit then ran off talking and now i think everyone in the grade is aware of the fact that i'm a lesbian ffs. gonk I don't care, really, I don't, but I don't see why it had to be made such a big deal. bleh. Worst Friday ever. Well, it seemed like the guys took it well and didn't mind; and that's wonderful. I think that that part worked out. However, girls can be cruel. And snarky. Especially in high school with their moronic cliques. Yup, sounds like a typical high school girl group that doesn't know how to properly express how they feel and/or say things correctly. Kinda sucks, sorry that happened. Well, I am truly sorry that it turned out that way, but hell. There's probably something good that came out of all this. Besides, having them make accusations (although I have no idea what they are and will not ask for elaboration) is just merely childish and a way of trying to get information and relieve insecurities on their part. Also, it tends to be a displacement of their shortcomings or feelings as well. adolescents tend to be really goddamn awkward. As for it being a big deal, well- they sound like snooty bitches. Everything is a big deal to snooty bitches because they think everything revolves around them. Was going to think up a nice, gentle way to say that. Oh well. Also, sorry that this Markus post will probably take even... a few more days. I know it's a long while to wait but- I think that I may be about to get some of the worst news of my life tomorrow and I've been constantly stressing about it. On top of that, I'm in a toxic environment that I can't seem to escape and may ( may) have found a couple of ways to get me removed into a less toxic state by sacrificing my pride for a couple of years. However, it has proven quite difficult in just finding their contact information. Hooboy. Oh, and speaking of romantic issues, I've had this one person flirting with me for a while but I think I may have led her on by accident (trying to be friendly) because I'm not interested in her. I also am in no position to be in a relationship. Yeah. Fun s**t. Oh and one of my coworkers that I've worked with in another job keeps trying to either figure out my interests or something and/or keeps trying to find meaning in my actions towards my other female co-workers. Kinda pissing me off a bit. Well, a lot. Egh. OH WELL. Looks like it's everywhere this season. Better get the cannon and blast these frilly lovey-dovey pos things. emotion_puke
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Posted: Sun Feb 15, 2015 10:12 am
Yoshielite Laudanine So I took your advice. Things didn't turn out so well. And I'm not really that popular. At least, not in the way you'd expect. People just know me for my band accomplishments, really. Moreover, I've come out to all of my close friends. They know. Don't really spread it around. They just know. These dudes, like I said, are merely acquaintances. They don't know. So today I kindly approached them and told them I wasn't interested, and that it was really nice for them to get me roses. They seemed pretty chill with it AND THEN THIS GANG OF CHICKS APPROACHED ME TELLING ME TO NOT TALK TO THEM??? I'm like, "I'm okay with that just go away" and they kept making accusations until finally i had to practically shout at them that guys and dicks are gross and i don't want anything to do with them they kind of just stared at me for a little bit then ran off talking and now i think everyone in the grade is aware of the fact that i'm a lesbian ffs. gonk I don't care, really, I don't, but I don't see why it had to be made such a big deal. bleh. Worst Friday ever. Well, it seemed like the guys took it well and didn't mind; and that's wonderful. I think that that part worked out. However, girls can be cruel. And snarky. Especially in high school with their moronic cliques. Yup, sounds like a typical high school girl group that doesn't know how to properly express how they feel and/or say things correctly. Kinda sucks, sorry that happened. Well, I am truly sorry that it turned out that way, but hell. There's probably something good that came out of all this. Besides, having them make accusations (although I have no idea what they are and will not ask for elaboration) is just merely childish and a way of trying to get information and relieve insecurities on their part. Also, it tends to be a displacement of their shortcomings or feelings as well. adolescents tend to be really goddamn awkward. As for it being a big deal, well- they sound like snooty bitches. Everything is a big deal to snooty bitches because they think everything revolves around them. Was going to think up a nice, gentle way to say that. Oh well. Also, sorry that this Markus post will probably take even... a few more days. I know it's a long while to wait but- I think that I may be about to get some of the worst news of my life tomorrow and I've been constantly stressing about it. On top of that, I'm in a toxic environment that I can't seem to escape and may ( may) have found a couple of ways to get me removed into a less toxic state by sacrificing my pride for a couple of years. However, it has proven quite difficult in just finding their contact information. Hooboy. Oh, and speaking of romantic issues, I've had this one person flirting with me for a while but I think I may have led her on by accident (trying to be friendly) because I'm not interested in her. I also am in no position to be in a relationship. Yeah. Fun s**t. Oh and one of my coworkers that I've worked with in another job keeps trying to either figure out my interests or something and/or keeps trying to find meaning in my actions towards my other female co-workers. Kinda pissing me off a bit. Well, a lot. Egh. OH WELL. Looks like it's everywhere this season. Better get the cannon and blast these frilly lovey-dovey pos things. emotion_puke Pretty much hit the nail on the head. People have been texting me with surprised and understanding reactions. I haven't gotten any hate yet - which uinely surprises me. That's not to say I'm not happy about it, though. Ah, highschool. You and your torturous ways. That sounds like a huge toll on mental health, all the things you're going through. I really can't even begin to imagine how stressed you are, and the worry/irritation/whateveryuckystuff you might be feeling. If I could offer you any advice, it would be that things will always get better! look at me, a 17 year old tryna' give a guy like 5 years older than her life adviceAnyway, being down in the dumps doesn't solve any problems. Continuing to have hope, even when it seems like your life is a mess, it can help. I'm really not trying to patronize you in any way(I hope that's not how it's coming across), I just want you to know that life is hard but you just gotta keep trucking... I'm horrible at advice like this. I tried. emotion_facepalm Take your absolute time with whatever you wanna do! I'm fine with you not posting, your situation seems way more important. Thank you for letting me know, by the way. Also: aaayyyyyy yoshi puttin' the moves on them ladies cool lady luck must've sent her at the wrong place and time, damn! I joke. o u o
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