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 Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:41 pm
RiRi: Yeah, I sometimes feel the same on the "I posted, not quoted, killed thread" type of feel, but as for my case, I sometimes feel that I can't word out things worthy of posting or quoting since I feel incapable in having a definite opinion/argument on an issue.
If that crap-style post confused you (my posts are always jumble up, so it's a bit hard to find a main idea, english is my weakness):
- I see a quote
- I attempt to respond
- I feel that my words would have no effect on the issue and be looked past though
- The result is I don't post at all.
Other than that, I'm busy IRl w/ school, homework, quizzes, tests... etc...
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:44 pm
There's a secret that I cannot tell........Oh wait...saying that I just got into SCAS wouldn't hurt, would it? xd
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:46 pm
eek How do you get in?! gonk
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:51 pm
SCAS sounds pretty lame to be honest. It's not "OMG we get to test zOMG before anyone else!!" it's testing buggy s**t. Yay?
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:52 pm
Secret: Doesn't know what SCAS is redface
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:53 pm
Be that as it may, I've always wanted to be one ever since I first learned about it, and this was like...ages before I turned 18. xp I still have no idea how to apply or whatever though.
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:54 pm
Vajapocalypse Secret: Doesn't know what SCAS is redface "Super Cool and Secret" The name zOMg testers gave themself then wouldn't let non-SCASer know what it meant because it made them feel cool.
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:56 pm
Kestin Sha i feel the same way. its like i always need everything to be about me. and i always manage to transform everything to be that way. everything i say, no matter how ******** i try to be, it always sounds impossibly selfish. at least thats how it seems from my end. ive been accused of this from a few other people, but that was before i had any non-b***h friends, and i dunno how others see it... (not the reason im posting like this. just feeling down in general. off-topic though.)You, the person who attempts to draw in all the attention? Pssht. You stray from the spotlight the moment it hits. And spend the rest of the time half trying to avoid it. I really don't see how you get this idea..... Nor can I believe anybody else said it about you. Kestin Sha Nothing particularly horrible, but they may be largely responsible for her hatred of herself and general insecuri--...I think your nurture-over-nature philosophy is rubbing off on me. >> In other news, I'm sure the devs are working for NeXuS, and just because the zOMG forumgoers don't speculate quite like the GCDers, that doesn't mean I'm not gonna find the truth. mad My philosophy? If you're talking about me, then.... That's case by case. Most people who have problems attain them from stupid people saying they have problems. Though there's the occasional person who's just...... Inept. Most of the time it's the person who's running things. The higher ups usually end up losing the ability to do anything right.
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:56 pm
I like testing buggy s**t...I've always wanted to test buggy s**t. xp If nobody here will tell me how to get in, I'll just add it to my question repertoire. ninja
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 4:59 pm
tkdauronXIII There's a secret that I cannot tell........Oh wait...saying that I just got into SCAS wouldn't hurt, would it? xd *points at my feeds* you got in.
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 5:00 pm
@_@ BFTP! Anyway, erm...it's kinda weird...like, I strive for my own selfish desires, then get cold feets when I get them, partly/mostly because I feel guilty. And I've been called an attention whore a bunch of times. But as I said, so far it's only come from the assholes.
And yep, yours. I see. Yeah, that's kind of how I work too. Everything is a case-by-case basis. But I still think they messed her up worse than she was before.
Losing coherence. Going to take a shower. Be back later.
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 5:04 pm
Shiori Miko Vajapocalypse Secret: Doesn't know what SCAS is redface "Super Cool and Secret" The name zOMg testers gave themself then wouldn't let non-SCASer know what it meant because it made them feel cool. Oh... that's kinda lame.
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 5:06 pm
Secret: can't find a way to stop visualizing zCBers in my head during school. Too distracting gonk
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 5:08 pm
Kestin Sha @_@ BFTP! Anyway, erm...it's kinda weird...like, I strive for my own selfish desires, then get cold feets when I get them, partly/mostly because I feel guilty. And I've been called an attention whore a bunch of times. But as I said, so far it's only come from the assholes. And yep, yours. I see. Yeah, that's kind of how I work too. Everything is a case-by-case basis. But I still think they messed her up worse than she was before. Losing coherence. Going to take a shower. Be back later. Or perhaps you're just overly self-cautious. And the assholes are the envious type. And....... Can't really say anything else 'bout that. @.@ That's how those types of relationships work. Well...... Most. That's how most everything works, in fact. It's why the relationships I enjoy most are ones with enemies. Well.... Most of the time. ^.^
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 5:16 pm
I am so mad at my best friend. She's going through a really hard time right now and has been begging me to visit her. So, I told her yesterday that today I was going to drive to Charlotte to see her, and that I would call her this morning to get directions. She talked about how wonderful it would be to have company because no one from her hometown has ever come to see her since she moved and because she misses me so much.
Ten hours ago, I called - she didn't answer. I called again an hour later just in case she didn't hear her phone ring - she didn't answer. I haven't heard from her all day. Mondays are the only days I am really free to get things done, because every other day I work or have class, or both. I am really resentful that I canceled all the other plans I had, that I probably won't have time for until NEXT Monday, just to be stood up. I won't say anything initially, but she's definitely going to get a nasty surprise next time she asks me to come over.
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