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Last time it was a 49 year old, this time around, he''s 32. At this rate I''ll be attracting people my age or slightly older in less than half a year''s time.

This thread is sounding more and more like a can of worms that became a mountain.

Nios: That''s the reason for the funk I''m in. I want change, but I''m scared of change at the same time.

Only one more year where I can be called that, physically anyway. Mentally, I''m still stuck at 16 going on middleage.

And the book doesn''t mention that much about Willy Wonka''s past at all. I enjoyed it, but still Gene Wilder is classic. And not so hot about the vinyl dance numbers (that magically didn''t squeak).

Astri: Didn''t we go through the whole John Paul Young - Love is in the Air thing a while back? Maybe I should actually venture out and see if it''s reached Calgary yet. It''s almost a year since I saw a gay couple out in the street. Gay people, but hardly ever any gay couples. Then again, I missed Pride. sad

If it's about Jovo, you can stuff it. He has no case and he knows it.
Edit: And now he even has less of a case than before(if that's even possible), since he IP banned me from his forums.

Edit2: Er, sorry. Anyway, I'm getting on less and less. Not that the JoVo thing caused it, but rather accelerated it. Since i gave the guild to DK, I have nothing to do, now.
Premiere stopped working, so my only dream for this summer shattered, so I can't even work on that anymore.

I've been concentrating on sleep, writing, and sitting in a corner crying about how stupid I am lately(Also has nothing to do with JoVo).
Of course, SA doesn't work, so I can't even post my writing.
And school starts on wednesday. That's like. Three days from now.

Maybe if I wasn't such a stupid a*****e I'd be dead by now and I wouldn't have to put people through all this stupid s**t(Re: Not suicidal, despite how it sounds).

So you're better off PMing me instead of trying to IM me, because I probably won't be on for very long.

Supposedly a lot of people go back at this time. Bites to be them.

Join the club. But responsibility is part of life -- at least if you want to be treated with an ounce of respect. I don't really look at it as an "adult" thing, either. People should take responsibility for their actions where they are at fault; children, because they are more more malleable, because they still learning, etc., are less often truly at fault. But I've known six-year-olds more responsible than most of the adults I know.

As far as being scared...everyone's scared, Q. There isn't some magical "on-off" switch that comes with adulthood -- they're scared, too; it doesn't "go away." And being scared is nothing to be ashamed of; it's a horrible feeling. Asking for help is okay, it really is; but...you can't just hide behind it. You have to accept and learn to deal with whatever you're afraid of or you'll never be able to be properly functional.

Strange how? I'll be on AIM in a bit.

I don't want to be an attention whore, but I am one, and I don't want to fall into that whole.. "awareness" of being an attention whore thing. It makes me feel guilty all the time.
When I do something, I over-correct. Every time.

-hugs for Astri-

More hugs for Astri

*hugs*

And did you still want to talk, guy? I'm on AIM too.