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 Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2006 10:41 am
So...thats means that you will have to re-render all my pics too?
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Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2006 1:20 pm
rolleyes
Do you know how much time and effort it would take to make you ugly? It would take me hours. Screw that s**t, I'm busy.
And knock that s**t off. No one likes it when you do that.
We all know you have this issue with your looks and you know we all disagree with you. We win. Deal with it.
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Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2006 3:54 pm
Good thing I didn't mention anything about myself!
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Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2006 8:58 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2006 9:26 pm
But I didn't (and really hadn't much of an intention to)...
I just like thinking out loud... often.
Teehee. <3
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Posted: Thu Jun 15, 2006 6:44 am
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Posted: Fri Jun 16, 2006 4:02 pm
Awh, Grypes. xD I'm iffy in full light, woo for me. <3
In other news, I think my lymph nodes are infected. Ironic how the system that fights pathogens and infections is indeed infected. I have a few enlarged ones, the doctors don't know if they're cystic and whatnot. After some blood tests, my white blood cell count is normal, same with red, but it's come to my attention I'm slightly anemic. So now I'm on a shitload of vitamins and antibiotics, the latter severely upsetting my stomach right now. Why didn't someone TELL me I actually need to eat something decent before taking this stuff?
I'm not even hungry, I just feel like crap. And I want these bumps on my neck to go away. I don't even want to think about what I have to do whenever I go back for the ultrasound [on my neck, weird, I know. XDD] and, ee, what if they have to remove it? {Never had surgery. Unless you count getting my wisdom teeth pulled.}
More rants: I'm really, really scared about college. Seems like I'm the only one who isn't piss-their-pants excited. At Orientation I was about ready to go huddle in a ball and cry. I hate change. I'm finally getting to the point where I'm comfortable here in Nashville, only to go hurl myself to the University of Tennessee in Knoxville, where I really don't know anyone, those I do I don't want to see again, and ugh. My mom is dying for me to Rush, I have no desire to. Maybe once I get back into the Bandie swing of things, I'll feel better and comfortable.
I hate UT. DD< Only 64 spots available for Spanish 323 [passed out of all the other classes, this is the highest available for frosh] - 4 classes of 18. ALL FULL. Damned upperclassmen not giving the smartass a chance. D:
... Done. <3
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Posted: Fri Jun 23, 2006 12:18 am
I'm not happy and currently I feel like my life sucks.
That is all.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 8:19 am
blue_mirror I'm not happy and currently I feel like my life sucks. That is all.
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Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2006 12:32 pm
spZ blue_mirror I'm not happy and currently I feel like my life sucks. That is all. ditto
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 12:18 pm
Honestly.. I've been trying to be nice... but the "grownup" card has been played... I've got to say this...
Youki/Trashy: You guys can blame adulthood if you like... but really being a kid has a whole other barrage of problems. I did okay as a kid. I'm doing okay as an adult.
I don't know when you guys considered it to have changed for you, but I remember 3 years back you guys where just as bad at not being grownups. Now you're not doing well at being grownups either. Blame what you want... but every person is the only true common denominator in thier own life. If you notice the same types of problems happening then it's not circumstantial... it's intrinsic to that persons ways.
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 1:35 pm
Grypesagon Honestly.. I've been trying to be nice... but the "grownup" card has been played... I've got to say this... Youki/Trashy: You guys can blame adulthood if you like... but really being a kid has a whole other barrage of problems. I did okay as a kid. I'm doing okay as an adult. I don't know when you guys considered it to have changed for you, but I remember 3 years back you guys where just as bad at not being grownups. Now you're not doing well at being grownups either. Blame what you want... but every person is the only true common denominator in thier own life. If you notice the same types of problems happening then it's not circumstantial... it's intrinsic to that persons ways. I can't talk for becka, but I know I can't blame being an adult for why I'm not good at it. I didn't develop the habits you're supposed to learn in high school, so I failed out of college when my parents weren't there to make me do schoolwork. I didn't learn how to be organized, keep up with bills, not use credit cards, save up money instead of buying unnecessary crap, et cetera. It's all crashing down on me now because I didn't have that framework built up to support the weight of my adult life. I'm not an idiot because I'm stupid; intelligence was my crutch that carried me as far as I did get. I'm an idiot for not finding ways to cope with the problems I've always had. I'm really angry at myself but I'm displacing it onto everything that doesn't fall into my lap. I know I'm doing this. It's all really overwhelming and frustrating and bitching about it is my juvenile way of dealing with it short-term. Life hit me in the back of the head with a 2x4 and unfortunately that's what it took for me to realize why. The me-of-today would kick the me-of-high-school's a**, believe me. Anyway, I know I'm an idiot, I'm trying to stop being an idiot and get back on track, I'm depressed and frustrated knowing how much time I've wasted and how much more time it'll take to dig myself out. I'll keep the bitching and fishing for sympathy in this thread and I'm sorry to clutter up the other one. Also, you don't have to be nice; I'd rather get a blunt answer than have someone humoring me. (post edited for addenda, re-wording and retarded spelling mistakes)
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 2:06 pm
Youkiko Grypesagon Honestly.. I've been trying to be nice... but the "grownup" card has been played... I've got to say this... Youki/Trashy: You guys can blame adulthood if you like... but really being a kid has a whole other barrage of problems. I did okay as a kid. I'm doing okay as an adult. I don't know when you guys considered it to have changed for you, but I remember 3 years back you guys where just as bad at not being grownups. Now you're not doing well at being grownups either. Blame what you want... but every person is the only true common denominator in thier own life. If you notice the same types of problems happening then it's not circumstantial... it's intrinsic to that persons ways. I can't talk for becka, but I know I can't blame being an adult for why I'm not good at it. I didn't develop the habits you're supposed to learn in high school, so I failed out of college when my parents weren't there to make me do schoolwork. I didn't learn how to be organized, keep up with bills, not use credit cards, save up money instead of buying unnecessary crap, et cetera. It's all crashing down on me now because I didn't have that framework built up to support the weight of my adult life. I'm not an idiot because I'm stupid; intelligence was my crutch that carried me as far as I did get. I'm an idiot for not finding ways to cope with the problems I've always had. I'm really angry at myself but I'm displacing it onto everything that doesn't fall into my lap. I know I'm doing this. It's all really overwhelming and frustrating and bitching about it is my juvenile way of dealing with it short-term. Life hit me in the back of the head with a 2x4 and unfortunately that's what it took for me to realize why. The me-of-today would kick the me-of-high-school's a**, believe me. Anyways, I know I'm an idiot, I'm trying to stop being an idiot and get back on track, I'm depressed and frustrated knowing how much time I've wasted and how much more time it'll take to dig myself out. I'll keep the bitching and fishing for sympathy in this thread and I'm sorry to clutter up the other one. Also, you don't have to be nice; I'd rather get a blunt answer than have someone humoring me. (post edited for addenda, re-wording and retarded spelling mistakes) Well see, at least you identify. Identification at least gives you a shot. I've had similar coping issues. My parents were good providers but they didn't teach me a damned thing about how to proceed after them. Whenever I hit a wall I clean out anything that I don't need right that second. Any friends, projects, hobbies, etc. that are stealing my time, habits or regular things that aren't necessities that are eating my money and then try to rebuild from the bare bones. I dunno if it'll work for you. I have a bad habit of coming down on people who seem to be playing the pity party. I don't see enough of your life so I was proceeding with caution. Now that I know you see but just don't know where to move next... I hope you figure it out. If you were just being shortsighted I'd have been hoping you'd fail. smile
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 2:32 pm
Grypesagon Whenever I hit a wall I clean out anything that I don't need right that second. Any friends, projects, hobbies, etc. that are stealing my time, habits or regular things that aren't necessities that are eating my money and then try to rebuild from the bare bones. I dunno if it'll work for you. This is my biggest problem right here: prioritizing. I've taken the path of least resistance my whole life; it's a lot easier to work on something you're passionate about than putting it off until the day-to-day necessities are taken care of. My project today was cleaning my room so that I can actually find the paperwork and bills that I still need to address. It's good advice and you're not the first person to give it to me. It's just taking me a little while. I have to learn how to kick my own a** and keep in mind that my ambitions will still be there once I'm better-prepared to take them on. Quote: Now that I know you see but just don't know where to move next... I hope you figure it out. Thank you.
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 3:15 pm
Youkiko Grypesagon Whenever I hit a wall I clean out anything that I don't need right that second. Any friends, projects, hobbies, etc. that are stealing my time, habits or regular things that aren't necessities that are eating my money and then try to rebuild from the bare bones. I dunno if it'll work for you. This is my biggest problem right here: prioritizing. I've taken the path of least resistance my whole life; it's a lot easier to work on something you're passionate about than putting it off until the day-to-day necessities are taken care of. My project today was cleaning my room so that I can actually find the paperwork and bills that I still need to address. It's good advice and you're not the first person to give it to me. It's just taking me a little while. I have to learn how to kick my own a** and keep in mind that my ambitions will still be there once I'm better-prepared to take them on. Quote: Now that I know you see but just don't know where to move next... I hope you figure it out. Thank you. Indeed. smile I think you'll pull it off before it kills you.
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