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 Posted: Sat Nov 08, 2008 8:15 pm
"It didn't end well. It was .. quite devastating, actually. I'd rather not go in to details, at least not right now. It is very personal, especially by the social followings of the elves. In short .. it took me a very long time to even begin to trust the one who courted me. In the end, it was nothing more than a phase for him." she said in a quiet voice, not looking toward him as she said this. Drinking more tea, she she remained silent, waiting to hear whatever it was he would say. She did not seem to be responding to his touch much at all, positive or negative.
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Posted: Sat Nov 08, 2008 8:36 pm
I understand this, frankly that is something i could realate to. You see things of the heart sometimes are confused, denied, even ignore or blinded. The heart acts in such mysterious ways sometimes. I learned that thinking only negative will refrain me from ever progressing in life not only social, but also in a more intimate way. Please i hope you will get better in this aspect. *he used the hand that was around her and pulled her sofltly closer to him making her head be on his shoulder*
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Posted: Sat Nov 08, 2008 9:15 pm
"What I am about to say .. is going to likely sound harsh, but I'm simply being honest. I am not confused with my affections. Ever. I am very, very cautious. The man who raised me explained many things to me and from that, I came to many conclusions about life and everything. It was honestly simply very misfortune on my part that I decided to take the chance on the fellow I had. He said that he had just broken it off with his first love ever, that his head might not be screwed on straight, but he didn't mention at all that he would leave me to have her back in an instant." she said softly, looking to him now with a calm expression. Her eyes would seem deeper, endless even, in this moment. She was truly bearing her soul for him, needing to tell him these things so he could understand.
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Posted: Sat Nov 08, 2008 9:39 pm
*He understood, but frankly was against that she was knowingly of her affections one hundred percent of the time, after all we were all imperfect. Slowly he caressed her back gently* I do understand this and is understandable. It seems you fear it would happen once more and that simply is a horrible event to be in with. But like all things one has to let go to be able to accept another fully. Having that experience is very good to not let it happened again. But being overly cautious may affect others being affectionate with you. I dont want to make you filled offend accent
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Posted: Sat Nov 08, 2008 10:23 pm
With a bright smile, she nodded her head. "I understand. And I thank you, very much. The thing for you to understand is that I move very slowly. Very, very slowly. But I have not and will not stop."
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Posted: Sat Nov 08, 2008 10:46 pm
He smiled and hugged her gently "I am glad you won't stop. And moving very slowly actually helps to see if the one that likes you really likes you. I applaud that"
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Posted: Sat Nov 08, 2008 11:09 pm
"Why thank you. I do try my best with everything that I do. And, as I am certain you will know, with my longevity I have a lot of time available to me." she said softly, nodding her head as she looked to him.
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Posted: Sat Nov 08, 2008 11:15 pm
When she said longevity, he sighed and looked down and away from her to only feel remorse in his mind "I am human, i age very fast compared to anyone. And i heard only with a dragon bond one gets longevity, i don't have that"
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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 11:44 am
"In comparison to many sentient beings .. yes, the human's average life span is on the shorter end of that list. However, I could likely name a thousand living beings that live far, far shorter lives than you." she said softly, looking to him with a smile, hoping he would take this as a compliment.
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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 6:49 pm
Thank you, i apreciate your compliment , i really do, but here tell me one being here that lives less than me? *he said softly thinking that he must do something or else he will age and never be of any help and people will just purge him out* I am regarded weak and i am prejudice here just because of my race only. You understand my point in this right?
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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 7:05 pm
"Indeed I do. What I see is not weakness but strength and the capacity to learn." she said with a smile, tilting her head and continuing to observe him.
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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 7:27 pm
Yet if i dont get a way to strecth my time and my youth i will be discarded eventually. Yes i think you are right, there is so much against me already.... *he took a cup and drank of a bit, watching her now.*
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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 7:37 pm
"Are you being hard on yourself again?" she asked softly, tilting her head, wondering what was on his mind as he seemed curious indeed.
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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 7:43 pm
Im being realistic. I do not wish to be a burden. *he takes a vial with a liquid and was sealed an puts it on the table ignoring it for a bit and looking back at her with a slight smile*
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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 7:48 pm
"All is well my friend. I understand and I assure you that you are not any burden to me." she said softly, taking her hand and resting gently on his shoulder.
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