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Roxanne closed her eyes when Sam walked away from her,taking a deep breath.No.She would not feel sad at the moment.She won't yell either.She heard him mutter.'You're not Roxy anymore'. She looked at Bianca."I'm not Roxy anymore.That sounds familiar to you?" Bianca nodded."Same thing i said when you found out about your parents." Roxanne shrugged.She was too familiar with the people she loved the most being angry at her.Disappointed.Roxanne looked at Ruby."Hold the phone.When the hell did i become a threat?" Ruby looked at Roxanne.They were just looking at each other for a minute.Ruby not really having to say it."But that's not fair...".If she hadnt met Sam and Dean,she wouldnt have been this way.She wouldnt have spoken to Azazel.The premonition of her evilness wouldnt have been brought to attention.Great.Roxanne looked at Dean."I'm truly at the point of going out there and just kicking as much a** as possible." Bianca shook her head."You're not going to.I'm not letting you.Sam's right,you know,you're a bit different." Roxanne crossed her arms."I'm not" Bianca sighed."Yes.Yes you are.You'd never be so quick to take a life.You act weird now.You're suddenly so aggressive and you act weird around Dean.Don't deny the last part,it's true.You baby him" Roxanne scoffed."Yeah,okay" she passed a hand through her hair,avoiding Bianca's eyes.She already knew the look Bianca was giving her.The girls looked at Ruby."He's not drinking blood" they said in unison.Bianca looked at Roxanne."What about you?" "What about me?" "You've got to have something in that brain of yours,you always do". Roxanne rubbed her neck."We could let them in...." Bianca's eyes went wide."Why did i even ask you!?!?" "It's a legit idea.It could use deeper planning but it's a nice base.Mass exorcism." "Why are you so calm?" Roxanne shrugged."Dean said that we should calm the hell down.So i'm calm.I don't want to be frantic,running around the place and worrying about all the demons." she sighed."Ruby's thought was pretty good....one life for many but i'm terrible for thinking that.Right,Sam?" Bianca's eyes went wide and she snapped her fingers."Hey.No.We're not doing that.I remember that s**t with Auora and how snippy you and Sam got,that's not happening right now." Bianca put her hands on her hips."So Lillith needs an armada of demons to ice Dean,Sam and Roxanne....some demon-" "Dude,you do not know what she can do.Don't start talking smack.Just be happy that you're not a person of interest for a very powerful demon,k? You're the only one that's not messed up right now"

Roxanne looked at Bianca."He called me Hunter" Bianca just shook her head."You two are like teenagers,you know that? When this is all over,you're going to be right on top of each other again." Roxanne rolled her eyes."I don't think so cuz i'm not Roxy anymore.I'm Hunter" Bianca looked at Nancy."Hey,calm down" "Just a minute ago,Roxy was going to kill me" Roxanne sucked in her cheeks."Yeah.....sorry about that" The girls didnt hear the conversation between Henrickson and Dean.Bianca looked at Roxanne."What do you know about Lillith?" Roxanne sighed and looked at the ceiling,fiddling with her pipe."My information is pretty vague.I never get to talk to Cas for long before i dismiss him". Bianca rolled her eyes."So that's what you two talk about?" Roxanne nodded."Some of it." Roxanne stretched and looked out the window."Oh god....they're just....standing there." Bianca sighed."The calm before the storm". Roxanne smiled."Very poetic" Bianca bowed."I know". Bianca looked at her shoes."She followed him,you know" Roxanne shrugged."I trust him.If they do anything then....oh well". Bianca nodded,knwoing that Roxanne was lying.Knowing that the girl actually loved Sam even if she never said it.Roxanne twirled the pipe like a baton."You didnt have to test it out on Ruby,you know" said Bianca.Roxanne grinned."Oh,i know"

The girls turned around when Dean spoke.Roxanne shifted awkwardly."Oh i think Henrickson is calling me". Bianca looked confused."No he didnt.Why would he". Roxanne telted her head a bit in Dean's direction."You didnt hear him? You really need to get your ears check,Toodles!". Roxanne speed walked out the room as Bianca got what she was doing.Well then.Bianca slowly walked over to Dean and leaned over to kiss him softly but passionatley.She smiled at him."Well...since we might die tonight". She took a step back and played with her fingers a bit."You know how when we were in your head,i was there with all the flowers and such? And i said that i love you before i disappeared?" she rocked back and forth.Roxanne never said the L word because she felt that if she did,something bad would happen.The person would go away or she'd just get hurt in the end.Bianca never said it because she was never about it.It was just sex for her.Because she was so nervous,all her words came out quickly."I love you,Dean.And and I don't want you to go to hell because i can't really imagine how i'd be without you..." It was sappy,yes,but that's really how she felt.She stared at her shoes,feeling pretty stupid for saying it.
Roxanne went wandering,mostly looking for Sam since he was taking a while.Oh she found him alright,and Ruby.She stood there awkwardly for a moment,letting out a really loud sigh.She turned to walk away,muttering stupid.It wasnt an insult towards Sam or Ruby but towards herself.She covered her eyes before going into the room that Bianca and Dean were in."Are you decent?" Bianca smirked."Move your hands and find out". Roxanne took the chance and did so,happy that they actually were."I think i'm going to head out...." Bianca looked concerned."No.No you're not.Not with all those demons out there.Why?" Roxanne sighed."Because,i don't really want to stay in here while Sam and Ruby are doing whatever they're doing.I don't want to get mad,i just want some fresh air." Bianca crossed her arms."Can i stop you?" Roxanne shook her head."Atleast be careful?" Roxanne gave Bianca a worried look,making Bianca sigh."Alright.Atleast kick some a** if a demon tries to touch you". Roxanne nodded."Good enough.If i scream,don't come." Bianca waved Roxanne off."No promises." Roxanne just grabbed her jacket and exited the building,going to teh Impala and leaning on it.She wasnt out there for long before she heard the voice."Pretty dangerous comin out here by yourself" Roxanne didnt even turn to look."Buzz off." "I was sent here to kill you.I didnt think it would be this easy." and then he attempted to attack Roxanne but the girl wacked him across the face with the iron pipe and rammed him into the car,making the alarm go off.She hopped on the man's back and held onto his head and turned it,snapping his neckShe didnt even wait for the black smoke.She was a bit too spooked at the moment.She just snapped a man's neck without a second thought! Well.....he was going to kill her anyway.Roxanne limped back into the station,her leg got harmed at some point of the toussle.Bianca was waiting for her."Are you okay?" Roxanne nodded."Oh yeah,peachy." she looked at Dean."Your baby has a dent in it...." Roxanne limped slightly."You were attacked?" asked Bianca.Roxanne smiled weakly."Snapped his neck.Didnt even wait for the smoke to leave the man's body,he has to find a new vessel now". Bianca went to the door and opened it slightly,peeking out to see if Roxanne was telling the truth.Bianca came back in,pale faced."Y-You actually snapped his neck" Roxanne nodded."He was going to kill me.He seriously said 'I was sent here to kill you.I didnt think it would be this easy' Like hell i wasnt going to let him kill me!" Bianca shook her head."So....who got rammed into the car?" Roxanne smirked."Him." Bianca high fived her."No more going outside".

Bianca covered her mouth."No...". Roxanne clenched her jaw.Alright,she was done.She was completely done.Ruby began confulsing.Bianca was confused until she saw the way Roxanne was looking at Ruby."Roxanne....stop..." she really didnt want to say stop but she hated seeing Roxanne like that.Roxanne didnt even talk.She just stood up and walked closer and closer to Ruby."You're only hurting the vessel!" she hissed.Roxanne just shook her head."I'm holding back.Not for you,Not for Sam,not for Dean,not for Bianca.For myself cuz if i end you,i'm going to feel like s**t.". she threw Ruby across the room.She wanted to deal with her."Why? Why would you do that to him!?!?" She slammed Ruby into another wall."Roxanne,stop" said Bianca sternly.It wasnt like she was going to attack the girl who can do things without even trying!Roxanne ignored her and threw Ruby into another room,Roxanne going into the same room and the door slamming behind her.She didnt even have words to express he anger.She just kept throwing Ruby across the room,the occasional bang being loud enough to be heard outside."Give me your knife" "What makes you think i'd give it to you?" Roxanne pinned Ruby to the wall just like the other demons had done.Roxanne took the knife and began to cut Ruby all over.She knew normal weapons wouldnt be able to do anything but maybe the demon knife would? She was too angry to even think."You're such a b***h,Ruby!" Ruby let out a scream while Roxanne cut her."You think he loves you? A monster like you" Roxanne closed her eyes."You're not going to get to me!" she shook her head at Ruby."Not now,maybe not tomorrow,but i will kill you." Roxanne let Ruby go from the wall and dropped the knife,just walking out the room and leaning on a desk.The look on her face with her white eyes,Bianca didnt even want to ask.She heard the screaming,the bangs,and then Ruby walking out of the room acting like s**t did not just get real.Roxanne got her pipe and smacked Ruby across the face with it a couple times before dropping that too and leaning back on the desk.She just enjoyed Ruby's scream.Bianca shifted awkwardly and slowly moved closer to Roxanne,hugging her.Roxanne sighed."I did it again,didnt i?" Roxanne was talking about scaring Bianca,something that has been bothering her for so long.Bianca shook her head."No,no,it's okay.I would have done it too."

Both girls said Aw.Corny but sweet.Roxanne sucked in her cheeks,trying not to smile.Bianca nudged her."C'mon,you know you want to smile." Roxannw swatted Bianca but smiling,though. Roxanne looked at her shoes."I'm not sorry either". Bianca thought it was the perfect moment to let her sister in on something.She whispered into Roxanne's ear,making the girl lift her head up and look at Dean.It was a horrified look...more like shocked.She looked at Bianca again."You're serious?". Bianca nodded quickly."And before you can start blubbering,what did you do to Ruby?" Roxanne rolled her eyes."I was mad.When my emotions are on the frits,i do some pretty stupid things...". Bianca nodded and looked at Sam."You were a bit busy talking to the demon whore but Roxanne went outside.By herself.When there were a bunch of demons out there.And totally defended herself". Roxanne looked at her hands."I'm going to kill millions" she said,shaking her head.Bianca sighed."We're not doing this again,you're not going to be like that". Roxanne shrugged."I snapped a man's neck.I really hurt Ruby.....i don't feel bad about doing either.I was going to kill an innocent woman." she sighed."You know,Ruby called me a monster.First time anyone's called me that and i didnt feel offended.I liked it.The slight look of fear in her eyes that she tried to mask so quickly......." Roxanne flailed her arms."Burn the witch! Burn the witch!" She was trying to make the moment less tense,trying to get herself out of that funk.Bianca scoffed."You're crazy,you know that" Roxanne nodded."Tiny bit.

Bianca looked over Dean's shoulder at the book."Maybe you should stop?" she said it with a smile,trying to be helpful."It's giving you nightmares." Recently,Bianca had been on the frits because Roxanne had stopped the countdown.She never really kept track because Roxanne did and now,Roxanne wouldnt tell her.Bianca's been doing her own research."Sometimes i wonder why the demons have such wicked weapons.They're just going to end the world,i can see it happening.Hellhounds everywhere attacking the innocent so the demons and their minions could rule". Roxanne and Sam came into the room."And am i a minion?" "Yes.Yes you are.To the fullest extent since you seem to know a lot more than you're giving off". Roxanne kissed Bianca's forehead."Oh yeah.I do my midnight crunch times when i can't sleep and i just load up this head of mine with everything i would need to know". Roxanne showed Bianca a journal.Blue suede cover,the type of blue that was Roxanne's favorite color."I've even got a journal for these things". Roxanne handed Bianca a red journal."And so do you.I've copied all my stuff that would be relevant to you into there." Bianca nodded."You mean,the things that i should know are in here? Basics,the fundmentals.Not the things that you know?" Bianca took Roxanne's book."Archangels.Michael,Gabriel,Raphael,Lucifer.Michael being the oldest,Gabriel being the youngest" Bianca raised an eyebrow and scanned the pages.There was like 6 on the Archangels."Dude....this is crazy." Bianca smiled and gave the book back to Roxanne."You did that on your own?" Roxanne sighed."The research,no,majority of the things are from memory." Of course when Dean and Bianca were dead,Roxanne had learned a thing or two from Sam.And then there was her late night conversations with Cas.Bianca nodded in approval and whispered."How many days?" Roxanne sighed and put up 3 fingers.Bianca passed a hand through her hair. she meant to think that,not yell it.

Roxanne wanted to state her opinion on the Lillith idea but Bianca gave her a look."Don't you dare say anything". Roxanne pouted."Stop treating me like a kid". Bianca shook her head.'I'm not treating you like a kid.I'm treating you like a teen who's out of control." Roxanne smirked."Strict parents make sneaky children,sweetheart." "You're not sneaky.You're reckless and stupid". Roxanne shrugged."What do you expect? C'mon,a powerful demon wants me dead.You think i'm going to walk around here being all spooked and being careful with everything i do?" Bianca sucked in her cheeks.Roxanne's been putting herself in some stupid situations.Going missing some nights and coming back before anyone realizes.Bianca looked Roxanne in the eyes."What exactly have you been doing?" Roxanne crossed her arms."I go running at night.Sometimes i just have a lot to think about." Bianca sighed and whispered,very quickly and impatiently.She whispered so low and into Roxanne's ear so that neither of the boys could hear it."Do you not realize how different you and Sam have been". then she back away.Roxanne just looked at her shoes."Yeah." Roxanne sat down and flipped thought her book,looking at some things with intense concentration."You look stressed." said Bianca,bluntly.Roxanne sighed."Because there's so much to be stressed about" Bianca shook her head."There's so much that you can fix-" "That i don't know how to fix" Replied Roxanne quickly before burrying herself in her journal.She had a bad habit of poking her cheek with the eraser part of a pencil when she was thinking.She was doing that at the moment."One cannot simply sneak up on a demon.They have these...radar type thing.I just want to know why she wants to kill us....." Bianca had been thinking about that too.Both Roxanne and Sam were supposed to be evil in the future but they're obviously not since they're both just too sweet.Well...Roxanne was sweet until she started keeping secrets."I guess you two are supposed to do some big things in the future."