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 Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 7:28 pm
Ristol Believe me, I've tried telling her that girls with some meat on their bones are much better than stick figures! Thing is, she isn't stick thin anymore... she's been binge eating. She used to purge the food by running (some girls purge through throwing up, she never has) but ever since she got a leg injury she hasn't been able to do that. It's not like she's fat. She's slightly overweight. She just thinks that she is.
Seriously, though, she needs to see herself for who she is, not for what she thinks people see her. She needs to realize that she must keep herself healthy.
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 6:24 pm
I watched Gungrave the anime today, Volume two.
And I suddenly felt the urge to put a gun in my hand and waste all the bullets on something. Watching one of the episodes on the dvd reminded me of past hates, enemies, so-called 'freinds', and the like. I suddenly wished I could go out and kill every last one of them. I got so into that mindset, that I think I would have really pulled the trigger on them if I had the chance, and I wouldnt care.....
Is something wrong with me??
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chikushou
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 6:35 pm
If anything is wrong, it's the same thing that's wrong with me. Some things arouse the very same reaction in me. Only, I would prefer to use a sewing pin to stab them in a nerve point and inflict great pain on them, which would probably kil them. But that is not relevant.
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 6:58 pm
Lord Vyce Ristol Believe me, I've tried telling her that girls with some meat on their bones are much better than stick figures! Thing is, she isn't stick thin anymore... she's been binge eating. She used to purge the food by running (some girls purge through throwing up, she never has) but ever since she got a leg injury she hasn't been able to do that. It's not like she's fat. She's slightly overweight. She just thinks that she is.
Seriously, though, she needs to see herself for who she is, not for what she thinks people see her. She needs to realize that she must keep herself healthy.self actualization is a tough thing to master. She needs a big confidence boost and unfortunately it won't be able to come from anyone but herself.
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2005 2:21 pm
You know...I'm effin' angry right now. I just went in to check on the thread i made for the IPG, and guess what? It got moved to chatterbox! AND I DIDN'T EVEN GET A ******** PM ABOUT IT! What the hell do those ******** moderators have againest us having a thread in the guilds section anyways? Its there for new recruits, and there are MUCH worse places that have threads there than us, so why are they picking on us!? Why the hell are WE getting moved to chatterbox and not other places!? I've just about had it with these effin' moderators.... stare evil mad stressed
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2005 3:19 pm
What got moved? which thread.
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Posted: Sun Sep 18, 2005 7:23 pm
Our guild thread.
Perhaps we could PM a mod to ask him/her?
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 6:09 am
From what I heard from Angyles, many guild threads got moved. They were trying to get new members, but the main purpose of their thread (and ours) was to substitute the guild for a while, which means it was mainly a HOT.
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 11:11 am
But, we made a new thread solely for the purpose of recruiting...? Whatever. Humans are illogical.
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 7:40 pm
Why do people suck so bad? There's just something unilateraly wrong with all of them. I usualy deal with the fact they're all so stupid fairly well (i.e. with anger and frustration), but today I was sad and confused. My sister left to join the Navy, which means that my bestfriend is now gone. I don't have anyone to share my inside jokes with anymore. I don't have anyone to joke with, period. Everything I think is genuinely funny (in a deep, intelligent, or perverse way) goes right past the people I see at school. The thing that made me saddest today? On the 1 hour busride to and from Cartersville for an Acedemic Bowl competition, I was sitting in the back of the bus. (I'm Varsity co-captian. Rank has it's privileges) During the ride, my teammates passed time by making awkward and chilidish sex jokes. It occured to me to question why. My answer? These people are so uncomfortable with sex and sexuality that they feel the need to ridicule it and appear disgusted by it, lest they be judged. I didn't really care. For a moment I wanted to ******** kill them all and cry at the same time, but the feeling passed and I went back to my burrito. (We had stopped at Taco Bell.) It was a very melancholy burrito. edit: By "... ******** kill them all and cry at the same time..." I don't mean that I was conflicted as to do which, I mean that I wanted to do one while I did the other.
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 2:07 am
Steel Raccoon Why do people suck so bad? There's just something unilateraly wrong with all of them. I usualy deal with the fact they're all so stupid fairly well (i.e. with anger and frustration), but today I was sad and confused. My sister left to join the Navy, which means that my bestfriend is now gone. I don't have anyone to share my inside jokes with anymore. I don't have anyone to joke with, period. Everything I think is genuinely funny (in a deep, intelligent, or perverse way) goes right past the people I see at school. The thing that made me saddest today? On the 1 hour busride to and from Cartersville for an Acedemic Bowl competition, I was sitting in the back of the bus. (I'm Varsity co-captian. Rank has it's privileges) During the ride, my teammates passed time by making awkward and chilidish sex jokes. It occured to me to question why. My answer? These people are so uncomfortable with sex and sexuality that they feel the need to ridicule it and appear disgusted by it, lest they be judged. I didn't really care. For a moment I wanted to ******** kill them all and cry at the same time, but the feeling passed and I went back to my burrito. (We had stopped at Taco Bell.) It was a very melancholy burrito. edit: By "... ******** kill them all and cry at the same time..." I don't mean that I was conflicted as to do which, I mean that I wanted to do one while I did the other. People are just ignorant and ridicule what they don't understand, which brings me to this... ScribblerChrislea Hm... Well, I will post my most recent sketch, but if it is over the top, let me know and I'll remove the link. Maybe the link will look right this time.At DeviantArt there are always at least three naked, thin women in the Daily Deviation section, but in months I have seen only two large-bodied women. One of them recieved dozens of flames for being "fat". People were actually telling her to die. I had always assumed that the art community was more respectful and appreciative of all body types, but I began to understand that I was wrong - and found my own views slowly being warped to their "thin equals beautiful" standard. It reminds me how susceptible even I am to group psychology, and has made me a much more insecure person. Firstly, what the ******** do they have to say in whats beautiful and whats not? Just because something doesn't fit their standard of "Art" or "beauty" it doesn't deserve a place in this world? Feh, "Thin Equals Beautiful", my a**. I've seem some ******** ugly thin girls back home and in California, and I've seen some good looking full figureds in the same places. There is no "right" or "wroing" when it comes to art. Art is art, and what one may fine pretty, another may find disgusting. Thats what makes art, art. What pisses me off even more is that these people are soo easy to believe that you can't be pretty unless you fall under a certain standard thsat they set. Well you know what I say? ******** the norm. ******** trying to conform to what others think is pretty and ******** trying to please the masses. Yeah, my language is a bit rough, but I'm a biyt pissed at how people are so quick to judge something or someone these days. It's that same bullshit thinking that causes so many girls today to have these awful complexes about how they look on the outside and why they go on these ridiculous crash diets that put their bodies in quite litteral danger. *deteriorated immune systems, being thin enough to see your spine indenture, and being brainwashed into follow this s**t time and time and time again* This is the exact reason i despise places like Beverly Hills and Hollywood, they believe that you have to put this ridiculous amount of money into buying these godawful looking products so you can, "Be pretty and feel beautiful" You know what i say? Take your money and your products and shove 'em where the sun don't shine. People back in Shinjuku used to call me a slut or a whore just because i wore some rather revealing clothes, and you know what? I couldn't care less what they thought. They don't like it? Thats their ******** problem, not mine. In short, we have our own likes and our own dislikes, and if someone else don't it, well then too bad for them.
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 7:57 am
*cries* will guys ever learn...
OK, so after you tell them not to take out another personals add again, they do it anyway.
I am so not sure what to do... but I am going to talk to him about it. This isn't the first time and well.... with the way I am feeling it will be the last.
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 11:09 am
I just got back from one of my classes. What aorta pissed me off is that, one of the times when the teacher asked the class one those, "Who thinks this is the answer" questions, and I raised my hand to one of the answers. Then, some kid said something like, "Oh, I'm going with whatever she says." and raised his hand. That just really pisses me off. Not just because he's basically saying he's incompetant and doesn't care, and doesn't want to learn or think for himself. He hadn't been paying attention the whole class. It just pisses me off.
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 4:44 pm
chikushou I just got back from one of my classes. What aorta pissed me off is that, one of the times when the teacher asked the class one those, "Who thinks this is the answer" questions, and I raised my hand to one of the answers. Then, some kid said something like, "Oh, I'm going with whatever she says." and raised his hand. That just really pisses me off. Not just because he's basically saying he's incompetant and doesn't care, and doesn't want to learn or think for himself. He hadn't been paying attention the whole class. It just pisses me off. I always think it's funny that school is supposedly about "answers" and then when you get into the real world, you realise that there is no "one answer" and that everything is open to interpretation. Yet another reason why being a lit major prepares you for the real world. razz On another note, school is starting on Thursday and I am getting a bit excited and scared. I mean, I'm taking lots of interesting classes (Bob Dylan: Music as Poetry, Jews in Italy, and Education: Multiculturalism), but I'm kind of scared that I'll have fallen off the "go to school" bandwagon since the summer. Sigh...it's so much easier to just work and go home. Now I have to work, go to school, work more, and do homework. Blaugh.
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 5:18 pm
I just had three wisdom teeth ripped out. I have no painkiller. 'Nuff Said.
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