|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 10:05 am
Heart Shaped Toastie Darkmaniac Heart Shaped Toastie Darkmaniac Heart Shaped Toastie ••♥♥••
cold and in shock.
eek
you?
sweatdrop  Wallflower... wishing an atomic bomb would hit my school XD wait, maybe not atomic, more like a few napalms...well, one day when i'm not in it anyway. ••♥♥••
Toastie is going to laugh if everyone in her school gets snowed in.
Toastie got out just in time. The snow outside is piling up lyke woah!
:/Wallflower... aww *hugs* hope you're going to be okay, Game would be upset if anyone of her friends got hurt due to anything ;_; ••♥♥••
Toastie should be good now.
She's had her hot chocolate, and gotten home from school before the storm got too bad.Wallflower... goodgood *cuddle* <3
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 12:13 pm
1.  2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. Imma link this post to the archives ninja
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 9:44 pm
1. I hate how this guild must find a problem with almost everything.
2. I didn't ask to be attacked. I guess being myself is enough reason.
3. I apologize for this being long in advance.
Hello! <3
Ok, I am having issues with IRL friends right now. Ok, all of the opposite sex except 3.
Lets see..The chain of things slowly dieing:
1. A 'friend' of mine, in the span of 5 hours, cracked the screen of my MP3 player, almost broke mine and my friends neck, and toke my laptop from my possession and terminated its processes so that I had to restart, as well as causing some physical damage to my laptop. And apologized for nothing. Then acts like nothing happened till he gets a fantastic x-mas card from me and the friend he almost killed with what we were pissed at him for and many pages of ways to kill him. He still has not apologized.
This 'friend' goes to IM me with Now, I hate wow with a burning passion, and that vidow is just stupid. The song isent funy at all. So I replied with this: Quote: (12:33:57 AM) Me: Your gona die more now =D (12:34:17 AM) 525600 minutes: watch it to the end (12:34:37 AM) Me: No. (12:34:42 AM) Me: ******** off. (12:34:48 AM) 525600 minutes: i tell you its funny (12:34:50 AM) 525600 minutes: but ok (12:34:53 AM) 525600 minutes: truse over (12:34:58 AM) Me: Or drive over hear and get on your neas and beg. That works to. 2. I IMED another friend of mine asking him to thank the first friend for blocking me. And went on to say that I hated him so much at the moment that I would like to pull his balls of and put them in soup. He then went on to spam "p***s" for a fue minits even after I asked him to stop. He then goes on to tell me to suck the first friends balls, witch 2 girl friends of mine who were with me at the moment also found grate offense in. He furthermore went on to say that my BF was into loli because he is 2 years older than me, the rest of his insults consist of him poking fun at my spelling when he knows of my disabilities. and then went on to say that he would not apologize, and it was MY fault for the hull argument because I expressed my dislike twords his friend. He then goes on to say very very inappropriate comments that I refuse to even speak of. Then he runs out of insults again, and repetitively just disses my spelling, and says that I do not know how it is to be a guy and diss my fave anime, saying it was auphil when he had never even watched it in his life. I thus blocked him and went to bead.(meru/neph, if you want to convo you can pm me and I will give it)
3. The next day we were invited to go watch kendo by a girl friend of mine. who had slept over the night before with me over a friends so we could. on friday we had talked with the drivers mom about joining kendo, and I hade said to her sun over im's afue days before: Quote: (7:29:32 PM) Name removed1: 'thanks for telling me about kendo stare (7:30:24 PM) Name removed2: I still don't know all the details yet (7:31:21 PM) Name removed1: .....Its 6pm-8pm satterday. (7:31:48 PM) Name removed2: I'm not 100% where, but I'm directionaly challenged so that doesn't mean all that much (7:32:35 PM) Name removed1: Ya could have still told me that it was happning atleast. (7:35:00 PM) Name removed1: But whatever. The blond thing told us and she is bringing me and name removed3 to blondthing's bfs. But, when we got there, Blond thing's bf's mom kept speaking to him in Japaneses, me and friend1(the girl who friend mad at 1 tryed to kill along with me) had no idea what was going on. So we go to NameRemoved2's home. BlondThing's Bfs mom tells NameRemoved2's mom that "Oh I had no idea these two were coming I just thought it was the other ones" Name removed2's mom goes to him "well I dident know they were coming, did you?" He says that he did not know we were coming.
So there was a big hub bub about geting a car with enugh seats, so we go outside, and blond thing and friend1 get in the car, I stand near the driveway with Blond Things bf and Name removed2 blond things bf goes to me "Who invited you?!" I point to Name removed2, Name removed2 says he did not, so I say it must have been blond thing then. BLTs bf goes on to say "If it wasent for you and-and that girl!" I get prity heated at this moment and go to the car, letting friend1 what hade happened, how unwanted we were. Name removed2 and BT's BF get in the car. Me and friend one whisper and cry the hull way there why Name removed2 tells BT's BF that he should calm down and ways to calm down. Me and Friend1 cry a little at the dojo also wile we are watching, and refuse to talk to eather of them. telling BT how we felt, she said that SHE wanted us there and we shouldent give a ******** what the two boys thought, but it barley helped us. BT's bf's sister came over to us at a point latter in the night "Atack her atack her!" meaning for me to atack her brother, I said "No, I don't atack wimmon that I am not speking to" And He goes "What? Why?!" acting like we shouldent care that we were unwanted by are friends. Shouldent care that he was axuley MAD that we showed up. Me and friend1 cry a little bit after that also. When the beginer class was over Name removed2 walked over to us and sat down. We did not say a word to him. We did not say anything to eather of them for the rest of the night besides yelling at BT's bf at veriouse times for hurting his 7year old sister.
Now please, guild. I need to know how the ******** to deal with this before I explode...and things die. And my world ends. Please give me some advice of how to get to tease assholes. Please.
UPDATE UPDATE!!!!!!
Sin isent hiding any more. She got one of them to say sorry, BT's bf, and he was nice to us afterwords. But the other one who was doing most of the work refuzes to apoligise.
He says that WE meaning me and the other one he made cry were the ones who nead to apoligise.
Because we got mad at HIM.
Oh, and for future refrance, this persion is in the guild <3
As for the neck brakey one BT called him, and he may or may not apoligise...
Im just so ******** deprest that I gave up with holding grudges. and realy stoped caring. all they nead to do is fallow my normal apoligy prosedure and I wouldent care any more....but they wont...cuz there matcho masterds....atleast neck brakey has a hart, and knows he did something wrong.
Update: Aperintley person in guild's mom(Removeed name 2) Confounted friend1 and her mom.
Me modray is calling friend1's momie.
Me momie wants to kill his momie, sheas never realy liked her since a insident about her telling my mom what to do and how to do it.
So momie bo likie his alredy.
we are calling BT, Friend1 and Name Removed2 down to the guidence counclor tomaro so he cant run and we can talk.
4. I also have another problem, it's a terrible addiction and I fear it's going to kill me, not smoking no, cutting, i've got too many, already i'm in three digits. I don't do anything to help them heal, I let them bleed too, I'm in desperate need of help, please...before I kill myself?
5. I hate People who think they're better then everyone else just because they can do something better then some one else... oh wait, thats the majority of this freaking guild.
6. I like to think I put up a good facade.
7. I fixed this post to make it look neater because everytime I looked at it I would feel sick. I fixed the numbering too.
8. Sometimes I wish some random person would come and kidnap me and eventually later that week let me go. How much I would love to be away from my IRL friends and family. cry
9. I just edited the title so people could read my secret.
10. I wish more people here would notice me and respond to me when I spoke. Not because it's important, but because I never get attention anywhere I am.
11. I hate 98% of my life and the 2% keeping me going might not be enough...
12. My friend ran away and then we found her and there is evidence that she slept with some guy that raped a friend of mine and almost raped another friend's sister. It's almost like a bad dream, how much it's screwed up the lives of my other friends. I'm the strong one, so I get leaned on.
Who can I lean on, is the question
13. I've lived most of life in a dream world. Whenever I'd make myself sick from crying I'd imagine I was somewhere else.
But now it doesn't work very well, I feel sick all the time. I think I'm going to have a heart attack, I can't stand this anymore. I'm depressed and I wish I was anything else.
14. I use money to try and make friends. On gaia, and IRL.
15. I sometimes feel that my nice exterior will shatter one day and I'll be an a*****e for the rest of my life...
16. I realllllllyyyyyy hate my freind's boyfriend because he raped a friend of mine, but she won't listen to my advice
17. I cried myself to sleep last night.
18. I don't cry enough.
19. I think this is a really lame idea.
20. It seems like no matter how hard I try and how much I achieve, I still get looked over in the crowd.
21.I want to do good, but all that comes of it is evil and hatred and pain.
22.My friend ran away and then we found her and there is evidence that she slept with some guy that raped a friend of mine and almost raped another friend's sister
23.I think people who have a problem with someone and/or think someone did something, LIKE ******** UP A THREAD, should come out and accuse that person publicly instead of spreading their suspicions quietly through their secret PMs.
24.I am the nasty and heinous person! biggrin
25.I had a dream last night. In it, someone I knew shot themselves in the head, it did nothing, and so I tried it. It didn't kill or for that matter seriously injure my dream-self, but a couple other people in the dream did the same thing, and it really hurt them. It makes me wonder about myself and just how all the things I've gone through have affected me. I've been trying so hard not to think about killing myself...why does it have to come out in my dreams? Linking to archives.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 10:08 pm
NEW WAY TO POST. NOW YOU CAN JUST LEAVE YOUR TEXT SECRET OR THE LINK TO YOUR PICTURE SECRET IN THE SHOUTBOX IN THE FIRST POST. MAKE SURE YOU READ THE RULES ABOUT IT THAT ARE IN RED FONT. KEEP YOUR NAME SECRET
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2007 8:09 am
••♥♥••<3<3
Now we won't have anymore drama llama, and we can still post secrets.
Excellent.Wallflower...
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2007 2:52 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2007 6:23 pm
.+:{}:+.
THe number of secrets to the number of advice givers worries me. So I will try to help on a lot of these.
*Picture Secrets
16 heart Suicide is NOT the answer. And I'm so happy to hear that there is a part of you who knows that. Keep living, if not for your loved ones for yourself.
17. >.< Im already getting teary- eyed and im on the second secret. Whatever mask you wear MUST have a kernal of true you in it. So even if you do start shedding that mask more, there will be someone who sees the same kernal as before and will love you just the same. heart
18. That broke my heart. I dont know how you can deal with that, stay strong? heart
20. heart I SRSLY know how that is.
*Text Secrets.
20. As hard as it may seem, and I feel like a hypocrite, try achieving(SP) for yourself? Set your own personal goals and eventually your self accomplishments will radiate through. <3
28. Would you really want to know why people 'hated' you? Wouldn't hurt your own self esteem if you actually knew? <3
31. Everyone feels like that. But guarenteed SOMEONE is listening. <3
33. I might be the last person you would actually think went through that. But If you want to look back Im number 10. on the picture secrets. For SO long I was the nice kind shy girl who did so many things because thats all I was 'the nice one'. It was what was expected of me so I did it. And then, I snapped and just became the exact oppisite. Thinking back it did flip my entire world around and I thought I became a lot happier. Until the consequences caught up with me. I guess thats why I still let some people take advantage of me. :/ ANYWAY I dont think people in your situation, and mine, will find an immediate happy balance between the two extremes of a*****e and saint. It hurts but you just have to keep pulling through. I suggest baby steps.... and quick before you snap. :/ <333
If I didnt get to your secret, its because I dont know what to say or offer. Im still listening.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2007 7:35 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Jan 12, 2007 8:12 am
btw, All American Rejects FTW.
*just realised the quote in the shoutbox thingy*
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 2:38 am
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 5:49 am
46. (text) Yes, that's what I do when I have lucid dreams. Like last night....except those kept ending and that made me mad. Seriously though, there's nothing wrong with taking advantage of dream people. I have learned they follow through better if you ask first, though. :3
Wish you luck in your desire for lucid dreams? I think there's some way to get them or something. *nodnod* <3
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 10:35 pm
 #48 text: Sure, it's nice to be wanted and all, but sex with strangers definatly isn't the answer. The fact is he might only want you as long as his erection lasts. And then when he's done with you, it hurts a lot more than it did to begin with. Go hang out with some freinds instead. 3nodding
~<3
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 10:35 pm
mwaah.
This is why the SG is still so closely tied to the GCD~
Just like the GCD, we make a big fuss about something and then we forget it only to remember later~
anyway... the shoutboxes are working again for those that didn't know or are too lazy to check, so this works again~
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 11:17 pm
#50(text). Wow, the irony of this. You probably didn't want someone to answer this, but I'm not expected to live past 50. Which is why this is ironic.
Anyway, hope you can figure out how to spend the rest of your life. Honestly, the only difference I make is to sit down and take my time. America is such a stupid, rushed society. Take your time and pay attention to your surrounding and absorb nature's natural beauty.
It's what dying people do on a budget. :laugh:
edit: Okay, all of these are text.
#47. You sound like a really analytical kind of person. Try reading some self-books and relaying the facts and suggestions those say to help you to help others. It sounds stupid, but that's how I started out. Empathy is a learned thing. If you really want to get into, go to some self-help meetings and just sit-in. Kind of like the intro of Fight Club.
I'm not trying to make you sit in a situation where you may feel uncomfortable(which you most likely will, if you go to an AA meeting or something), I'm thinking that you're like me, and learn best by example. So sitting in on somebody's counseling session and listenign to how the counselor deals with the patient may be good for you to relay to the friends you want to help.
#53. Everyone feels like that at some point in their life. It might help if you take a step back and look on your life with unjudging eyes and realise that maybe you're not really ******** up - you're just making excuses to explain the things you're too lazy to fix.
Hell, I'll admit to cutting myself just to be accepted by some type of group in highschool. I wasn't friends with anybody, and I had been popular in middleschool, so it was a big fat culture shock for me.
The second I got emo and started explaining how stupid life was and that I cut myself, I found myself with a new set of "friends" and acceptance. That little lie to garner myself some friends turned into a full-on huge-a**, 2-year pill-taking, counselor-sessions-every-week problem. Don't do that.
#36. Word things differently. Stop being so blunt, and instead of constantly throwing accusations around, try putting in some positive content. For example, instead of "Your idea sucks, you need to do it THIS way," say "I like these points here, but these other points could use some work. Here are my suggestions."
Also, instead of saying "You need to" or "this is better", try using "You may want to" and "You should try" and possibly "You should probably do this."
Semantics are the only thing that stand between you and being politically correct. If people aren't listening to you because of your prior arguments/whatever, then step down and stop trying to push your point.
Try to maintain a neutral stance until you regain a good reputation; remember that only certified, published experts can state an opinion in court. Otherwise, judges don't want to hear it.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
![[GCDSG Post Secret]'s avatar](https://a1cdn.gaiaonline.com/dress-up/avatar/ava/fa/f3/228cd2d557f3fa_flip.png?t=1168315890_3.00_00)
![[Q]'s avatar](https://a1cdn.gaiaonline.com/dress-up/avatar/ava/23/15/1f06246f41523_flip.png?t=1465986572_6.00_11)