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 Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 1:16 am
Samsara pulled the other down almost scaring himself with the intensity of the kiss he gave flipping the other to lay beneath him, his hands running up and down Laertes' body.
Gods but this felt so right.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 1:19 am
The older teen stretched wantonly under those hands, body arching invitingly.
"I think you did more than just have me, Samsara." he murmured, nails digging into those strong arms. "I think you took me."
Would he know the difference? Hell, did Laertes even really know the difference? Did it matter? It felt right, he didn't want to think about the circumstances, or the consequences.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 1:21 am
"And what part of you did I take?" He was almost afraid to hear the answer as he moved his way down the others body licking and nipping all the way.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 1:27 am
Laertes' eyes were solemn. "Everything I can't control."
But not his heart.
No, not his heart.
That was locked up tight, and it would take more than just this... control Samsara had, that made his body tingle and open itself for him, to take that. It would take a battering ram, and more than just good sex to take that.
It wasn't his heart that made Laertes wanton when Samsara's body moved over him, it was the other thing Samsara had taken, in just a few brief sentences and with a smile he'd denied making.
His soul. Bartered away to this green-eyed devil he hardly knew.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 1:29 am
A smile breif and not reaching his eyes before he slid down and wrapped his mouth around the older boy.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 1:33 am
Laertes closed his eyes as Samsara did so, picturing another face in his mind. Not that cold smile he'd just recieved but a warm one. Gentle. Raissen's smile.
The name etched on his heart, even though he knew better than to hope. He didn't touch Samsara, afraid that the feel of long hair or skin under his hands would ruin the illusion he was giving himself. Bright blue eyes, a gentle smile. Tanned skin, not midnight.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 1:35 am
Samsara simply went about pleasing him in the best mannar that he could, his toungue doing things that the more inexperienced boy wouldn't have thought of.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 1:44 am
Laertes bit his tongue hard to keep from screaming as his hips thrust upwards as he found his peak, unable to stop the name that drifted in a whisper past his lips.
"Rai...ssen...!"
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 1:48 am
And Samsara's heart shattered, his mind broke. He truly wasn't more then a simple ********, a body used as revenge on deeds the mind had never been fully able to comprehend before now. He cleaned up and mumbled something about a shower softly under his breath before heading to his bathroom closing and locking the door behind him.
Once cloistered away the tears began to fall, silently, down his face as he prepared a shower and got in scrubbing himself violently before slumping down to the bottom of the tub.
He had never felt so dirty.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 2:02 am
Oh, <********>. Laertes came (no pun intended) to, watching Samsara flee to the bathroom. Damnit!
He crawled off the bed, grabbing his skirt and boots, tugging them on. Really, he didn't think this was the best time to be naked anymore.
Laertes knocked on the bathroom door. "S-Samsara?" his voice was almost frghtened. Something about the look on the other teen's face had scared him. "May I come in please?" he tried the handle, finding it locked. "Please?"
He glanced around the room, suddenly empty and frightening without another body there.
"Freeze or burn, your choice." the voice came like an echo, and Laertes felt his breath catch and he stared at the bed, panic rising in his chest. "Just be thankful you didn't say burn."
Laertes almost clawed at the door. "Samsara!" his voice rose, shaking. He didn't want to be in here alone.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 2:07 am
Samsara shook still curled on the bottom of the shower stall.
Stupid, you knew it was a simple ********. What made you think it would be more then a game you fool, and of course now you have hurt him by leaving and he likley hates you even more. How can you ******** live with yourself, all you ever do it hurt people, furst luke and then A'hallai, your mother and now laertes, for a second time. Worthless, really.
His body red and raw from the scrubbing, and shaking from something akin to fear he wrapped himself in a towel and made his way to the door.
Idiot, why did I ever think like that, stupid just to let myself fall even for a second.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 2:10 am
Laertes was crying, he could feel it. Why was he so upset over this? Hell, even HE knew it was casual. Samsara was supposed to teach him, nothing more. Then why did it sting that he'd left...
Why did it make him feel guilty he'd called another name. He waited at the door, hands still resting there and he was shaking, terrified of what he'd see in this dark room if he turned around.
He didn't want to remember.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 2:13 am
He opened the door bracing himself for whatever the older boy saw fit to do to him, hell he wouldn't blame Laertes if he wanted to kill him at this moment.
And so he stood in the doorway, towel wrapped around himself.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 2:15 am
Laertes flung himself at Samsara, arms wrapping around the other's neck. "I'm sorry!" the teen gasped, choking on his own fear. "Pleas don't leave me alone in here. Please don't hate me."
He srated up at the black-haired male, trying not to hyperventilate, or inhale his tears. Uggh, he probably looked horrible. That little bit of vanity worming through his fear.
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Posted: Sat Jun 24, 2006 2:17 am
And samsara began to shake, utterly and totally confused, what was going on and why was laertes asking him not to hate him? The tears still pooling in his eyes and spilling over his cheeks.
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