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 Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 7:45 pm
Why bother trying when all I can do is fail?
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 7:48 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 7:56 pm
Everything at it. And not again, just... still. And I'm collapsing underneath it. When I can't finish one thing, I can't finish any of them, and this is beginning to destroy me. I can't do anything right, and even when I do, nothing ever goes right.
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 8:21 pm
I have realized that you can't really fail... Everything that happens always has a positive as well as a negative even if it's hard to see it. I was amazed to find that my failure at college was in fact a sucess at finding out that college is not right for me. If you are unable to complete an assignement then there is a reason for it. Some times it's just because of procrastination or something like that and you know when that's true but if you are actually trying and it's not working then it's time for a different approach. Have you guys tried any tutoring or that kind of thing? Especially if you can find a tutor that specializes in ADHD. It is a learning disability and of course it's going to make things hard and there may be a couple things that you aren't able to overcome but I know you can work hard at it and do your best. Also everyone has different strengths and weaknesses and maybe school and that system doesn't work for you but something else will and it will be great. Good luck hun.
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 8:26 pm
Only when you've reached rock bottom do things start looking up.
Maybe this is a good time for another episode of Soleq's storytime.
See kiddies, many moons ago in a far away land called SLO, a young naive Soleq entered college. Yes, he was excited about his new school, and the opportunities that awaited him. Slowly though, Soleq felt as if he could do no right. Classes kept pushing more work, professors unforgiving, and above all, the misinformation from the administration caused him to completely fubar his grading. All in all, poor little Soleq almost failed out of college (technically, he did, but due to a loophole, he stayed in). After hitting bottom, Soleq felt a sense of rebirth. Slowly, he built up his GPA, and ended up graduating with a B+ average. So kiddies, it happens to us all.
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 8:27 pm
Now, from an education standpoint, if you get on an IEP for a specific learning disability (I believe severe ADHD works), your learning goals can be modified so that you can indeed pass. What exactly do you take meds for?
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 8:34 pm
Time for some Veit's Storytime of Awesomeness.
After feeling utter despair at the incompletion of so many assignments and the failing grades he had recieved during the interim period, Veit decided to do to the system what he does best with people. Manipulate the ******** out of it. So now, Veit has decided to get tested for ADD, which, upon being verified, will allow him much leeway in his own curriculum and assignments.
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 9:15 pm
This has been a crazy night. Justin...friend of mine, says he likes me. Says he has liked me since the first day he met me, which has been quite awhile. We were discussing how we first met tonight and he brought that up. I just don't know what to think.
He is coming home for Easter, and is stopping by to see my extended family and I while he is home. It should be nice. He will be home again in May for about two weeks before he is shipped out overseas....not sure how to deal with that just yet. I figure I will find a way, cus it should be something I'm used to.
So we made plans to spend a day to ourselves out in San Francisco. A way of saying "see you later" and not goodbye you could say. He is going to be gone for 12-18 months, so we know that this is a time that we might not ever see each other again, but instead of thinkin that we would rather just...I dont know...sit there and think hey, we will see each other again. I am going to be shocked if I can make it through that day without crying three times at least. I just don't want to let him go. And I've been dealing with letting go of something so dear to me that I'm so afraid to lose, and I guess I just have to come to terms with it, and let it fly. I just don't want to lose him.
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2005 8:02 am
Veit Loderr One of the few without your number, yes, but also with knowledge of many who DO. And I have my ways... Oh yes, I have my ways. Who the ******** am I kidding, I'm about as persuasive as a fat guy. Wait....
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2005 1:48 pm
Kupi-Chan Veit Loderr One of the few without your number, yes, but also with knowledge of many who DO. And I have my ways... Oh yes, I have my ways. Who the ******** am I kidding, I'm about as persuasive as a fat guy. Wait.... ...Eh, still worth the comedic value. I don't know, though, I doubt anyone you know could properly b***h me out... I'd turn it around on them.
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2005 3:08 pm
I feel like s**t. I have some sort of virus. If you want to talk to me you probably already have my phone number, if not you'll just have to hope I sign on to MSN soon.
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2005 3:11 pm
xLaurelX I feel like s**t. I have some sort of virus. If you want to talk to me you probably already have my phone number, if not you'll just have to hope I sign on to MSN soon. Don't worry, it's probably just cancer.
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2005 3:17 pm
xLaurelX I feel like s**t. I have some sort of virus. If you want to talk to me you probably already have my phone number, if not you'll just have to hope I sign on to MSN soon. Do I have your cell number, or your landline?
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2005 3:19 pm
Veit Loderr xLaurelX I feel like s**t. I have some sort of virus. If you want to talk to me you probably already have my phone number, if not you'll just have to hope I sign on to MSN soon. Do I have your cell number, or your landline?
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Posted: Thu Mar 10, 2005 10:39 pm
I had my own posts deleted in Life Issues guild. I swear to ******** god if the person who did it does not come forward, you will think hell is a pleasent place to be. I have an idea who did, but I am not going to say s**t untilt hey step forward like the wo/man they should be. This was not appropriate, there were no grounds for it, and I of all ******** people would ******** know, since I had to read the damn ToS twenty million freaking times.
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