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 Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 9:21 pm
Ion let Donny pull him along, though he did seem to completely freeze up when Donny finally spoke to him. Freedom? a home on the other side of the city? did Donny even realize how much this stung? So this was it huh? He was being abandoned...and so quickly. Ion let his head drop slightly, his hair falling in his face to hide his expression. He was mad, upset, sad, felt like crying...yep, all in all this was turning out to be a horrible experience. "No..... I get it. I'll go back to the black Lilly and have them reimburse you." He stated flatly, and yes, he meant it. Sure the Black Lilly was a cage, but at least he had company there. Without actually bothering to look at Donny, Ion turned on heel and left the house without another word. Did he think he'd be happy like that? For once in his life he had actually felt like he had a home and now Donny sent him away, for his safety? No. It was for Donny's peace of mind and he knew it.
"Just a doll huh" He murmured to himself, once again feeling as if he was being thrown away. He didn't want a benefactor, he wanted a friend, companionship...family. When Ion finally lifted a hand to push his hair from his face his eyes were cold, the eyes of someone who didn't give a damn about anything anymore. He'd put too much hope into this, and now it had all crumbled around him...basically all he wanted now was to live quietly were he knew he belonged. A least people wanted him there, even if it was only for a brief amount of time. 'It's for your own safety....' those word rung in his mind, and honestly made him furious. Like hell it was for his safety, it was so Donny could get away from the guilt. "Damned coward" He hissed under his breath, not caring if he was heard, it was true. Donny was running away from his problems instead of facing them. He felt like cursing, calling Donny spineless, a coward, but he didn't say anything more out loud and simply cussed in his mind. Yep, he was upset.
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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:03 pm
Donny sighed heavily and looked at the butler who was gone, the bags gone as well. That man was so sly it was hard to tell where the ******** he went. Turning around he followed Ion out, quickly catching up to him as he descended the stairs. Ion had almost reached the gates to leave but he caught him in time. Grabbing his arm gently he turned him back around not wanting him to leave this way...and not wanting him to go back to the disgusting place.
"Listen...I took you out of that place so you could be free...so you could be in my care instead and so that I too could have someone to talk to. I acted out selfishly without realizing the dangerous I could put you through. I don't know what I would do if...if something like that happened again...or if you were ki..." Sighing heavily again he let go of the males arm and stared down at the ground the image reappearing in his head again.
"I can't have it happen again...I can't loose anyone else that...I care about.." he said nearly in a hushed voice. He felt like he was ready to lose his damn sanity and right now he really wanted a hard drink. He then simply muttered out, "I don't want you to go....but I want you to be safe..."
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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:14 pm
Ion gritted his teeth as the male spun him around and practically forced him to listen. Now, Ion knew that Donny was a dangerous man, and that pissing him off was probably the last thing anyone wanted to do but....Well, lets just say that his hand connected with Donny's cheek before he even really thought about it, and damn did his hand sting. He glared daggers at the male, absolutely furious. "Your running away. People Die Donny. Every day. We all die eventually." He stated bluntly, yep, someone had to say it and it may as well be him. "This is protecting me? No. this is protecting yourself from getting hurt. This is just hurting me." He continued. He would have been surprised by his tone of voice, if he hadn't been so upset at the moment...but never had he sounded so...authoritative? That was a good way to put it.
"You drink to forget things, withdraw and don't talk to people when your upset, and push others away. So no wonder your not happy. How could you be when all you do is run! I'll go back to the Black Lilly because it's better than living in a big house alone with a bunch of people i don't know taking care of me. At least at the Black Lilly i'll be wanted." He seethed, where he was getting all this rage from he'd never know. "No one is ever safe Donny. That's the way of the world" He muttered, his voice taking on a horridly hushed tone as he took a step away from Donny "I'm tired of it... Tired of being cast aside, used, played with. But that's apparently how i'm meant to live, so i may as well embrace it" He murmured, though this time the pain was pretty clear in his tone...
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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:33 pm
It was a bit surprising when Ion had slapped him but he felt like he deserved it. Yes, he did deserve it. Frowning his hand squeezed Ion's wrist slightly before he let go as if giving up. Well...if the boy wanted to know...then so be it. Donny suddenly gripped the boys wrist again and began to drag him all the way back into the house. He didn't say anything and his face had become expressionless. Once inside he simply pulled him into the theater room where he shut the door and a bit harshly pushed Ion onto the couch. It took Donny a moment for him to walk to a section of the all of dvds and from there he grabbed a case that held a disc covered in dust. Blowing it away he popped it into the projector then turned it on. He stood there and watched as it was a video of the surveillance cameras that caught what had happened that day he never wished to speak about...or ever see again. But he stood there and watched. All the cameras showed different things. Maids cleaning, the cook cooking etc. In one particular camera was a room, and by the look of it it was a room of a little girl with the color pink everywhere and stuffed animals littered about. The girl darted out of the room and this tape had audio. She would vanish form one camera view then appear in another as she ran down halls, calling for Donny.
Thirty minutes into it Donny was with her playing with her tea set when a loud crash was heard. He stood up and lead her to her closet where he had her hide. Rushing out he pulled out his gun and instructed some of the butlers to keep guard of his sisters room.
Within minutes hell had broken loose as there were men running out of view and into view, gun shots echoing. Donny had been busy getting any that came to sight but he was having trouble as he was shot on the shoulder and a bullet grazed his side. His men had arrived and the destruction continued.
Back in the view of the room the men guarding her room had been forced to back into the room, shooting until they both fell down dead on the floor. It was the next couple of minutes that Donny had looked away, unable to watch it. But he could hear how his sister had been yelling and screaming for him. Where Donny was he was trying so desperately to get to her but there were too many in his way.
Several gun shots later (in her room) her screams had stopped and so did the gunfight. He had stumbled about due to the loss of his blood and found blood splattered all over her room. The two that had barged in were still there alive...and standing over the body of the little girl who had been shot at least twenty times. Ten bullets each. They both received a bullet to the head a couple times as Donny yelled out with a rage of a monster. But looking down at his sister the rage had quickly melted to that of pure agony...and the rest was just of him holding her in his arms...broken and in complete agony.
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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:45 pm
Ion Let his protests be heard as he was dragged along by a very expressionless Donny, earning a few worried glances from maids and even the butler. He quickly stopped his protests however when he was shoved down on the couch and Donny walked away to grab a dusty disk. He watched puzzled as Donny put it in the projector, watching as the surveillance footage played out. A little girl....she looked like Donny... but, he hadn't seen any little girls around here. Glancing to Donny he spoke "I don-" He started , jumping at the sound of a gun shot as his gaze snapped back to the screen.
No. This couldn't happen...this..... His breath caught and he felt as if something had knotted up his stomach. He watched the chaos, watched people fall and blood paint the floor and walls. He watched as they got into the little girls room.... he didn't need to watch to know what happened next, it all made sense. As soon as the girl was about to be shot he pulled his gaze away, only now noticing the tears that had actually started to spill from his eyes. "Turn it off Donny" He muttered, his voice cracking painfully. Dark eyes finally moved to the dark haired mans face.....How...how had he survived for so long after seeing something so...horrendous. That girl had been his family... she was so young!
Without another word Ion stood from the couch and wandered over to Donny, lifting a hand to gingerly touch the cheek he had slapped "I'm sorry...so so sorry" He whispered, his heart aching for the other. The pain Donny must have gone through. "I get it. I do...but i'm not a little girl. I'm not helpless and I sure as hell am not leaving you...not after seeing that" He murmured gently, a certain softness entering his voice and eyes. "You've been alone for too long. I'm not leaving" He stated again, a certain firmness to his voice. "I can't."
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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 10:55 pm
Rin128564 When Ion approached him and began to apologize, he had turned the projector off so that they were both left in the room with a dim light barely allowing them to see each others face. Donny's expression had become sullen as he barely felt the tears trickling down his face. Most of the time he hardly even noticed he was crying. He had become so numb to the feeling he almost thought that he could never really cry. Ion's words were barely reaching his ears because everything had seemed to be so distant. After standing there for a couple minutes in silence he simply asked, "Can I get a drink? I need one..." he whispered as his body shook from the agony that had consumed him again but the tried to keep himself together. He managed to walk over to the couch and sit down because his legs could hardly keep him up any longer.
Running his fingers through his hair he hunched over and gripped a good amount of hair, pulling on his own hair as if trying to keep control of the emotions that were threatening to explode out of him. He sat there trembling, hurting himself by pulling his hair with great force, just to try and keep himself from losing his mind. He really needed that drink.
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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 11:04 pm
Ion was almost stunned by Donny's tears....had the man realized himself that he was crying? It didn't seem like it. Ion watched as he crossed to sit down on the couch, listening to the man was for a drink "No. You don't need a drink" He murmured gently, walking over to the male, firmly but gently De-tangling Donny's fingers from his own hair. "You need to cry. and don't give me the bull about not being able to cry because you are....let it out Donny. You've kept it all in for too long" He murmured , gently running a hand through the males hair before he took a seat next to him on the couch "I'm here for you. I'll sit with you for as long as it takes..... but you can't keep numbing yourself with alcohol" He cooed, his tone gentle.
Even in the dim room he could see the tears and realized that he himself had been crying. After lifting a sleeve to wipe his own tears away, he reached out to wipe a tear away from Donny's cheek "I won't go anywhere..." He murmured, his words baring a promise that Donny probably didn't even catch. "Your frustrated, angry, sad, broken.... and scared" He cooed, knowing he was right. "But it's only you and me in here."
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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 11:21 pm
When his hands were removed from his hair he had simply clenched them as he remained hunched over. He continued to tremble as he tried not to get up and start throwing everything in the room. He just wanted to break everything in sight and let out his anger and pain but he couldn't with Ion in the room. After holding it in for so long his senses had grown dull as he could not hear himself sob. He cried just like he did in the surveillance video.
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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 11:30 pm
Ion wrapped his arms securely around the other male, cooing soothing words as the other finally let it all out. Maybe Donny would end up hating Ion for this, but he had to do something.....and finally he was letting himself go. "It's okay" Ion murmured softly, not really thinking about the fact that Donny may not even want him there...he just wanted to take care of the other. Ion simply sat there with Donny until the male fell asleep, exhausted. When he did Ion decided that he should slip away and talk to the butler. He didn't plan on leaving, no matter what anyone said to him. Though it seemed that he didn't even need to find the man since he was waiting for him and informed him that all his things were back in his room.... Basically, the butler hadn't wanted Ion to leave either.
After a few quiet words Ion decided it would be best if he let Donny rest and thus returned to the room only to pull a blanket up over the male.
After that he wandered back to his own room and simply collapsed on the bed. He wasn't tired...his head was reeling with new information and mentally, he was a bit exhausted. He didn't know...he had no idea something that horrible had happened and it made him sick to think that there were people out there who could shoot a little girl like that.
Eventually he sat up and just stayed on the edge of his bed, his gaze downcast as he let himself calm down as well. he hadn't even wondered if he should be there when Donny woke up... right now he was processing....
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Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 11:39 pm
When Donny finally woke up his eyes felt puffy and they stung. He sighed heavily and slowly sat up but honestly his chest felt less tight and the heaviness that lingered there for so long had lifted a bit. Still he disliked crying..especially in front of others. Standing up he made his way out and to the kitchen where he wanted to get something to drink. The cook was there as he handed him a glass of water and put down a bowl of ice cream with hot fudge. Sweets always made Donny feel a bit better. The cook then left to leave Donny to his thoughts. The butler had gone to Ion's room and knocked lightly, letting Ion know that Donny had woken up and was in the kitchen.
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Posted: Wed Feb 20, 2013 11:13 am
Ion slipped off the edge of his bed and nodded at the butler, back to taking care of Donny. He wanted to know if he felt any better...well, he'd feel like hell, but......better. Ion wandered to the kitchen where he saw Donny drinking a glass of water and eating a hot fudge sundae. This brought a slight smile to his lips, Donny had to have more of a sweet tooth than him. "Hey...how're you feeling?" He voiced, unsure if Donny had seen him walk in, so he simply wandered over and took a seat next to the male. "So...you know i'm not leaving right?" He muttered, unsure if Donny would actually let him stay or not. He'd been pretty set on getting Ion out of there, but that had only made him want to stay more.
"I really don't want to leave" he added quickly, letting his gaze drop to his lap whilst he fiddled with the hem of his shirt. He didn't want to go anywhere and he was pretty sure he had made that clear, but he still repeated himself. Finally he looked up at Donny and pursed his lips a bit "we should get you some ice for your eyes" He added, seeing that they were slightly swollen and red from crying. It was kind of hard to see Donny like this, but he was glad that he had. Donny was only human, and now he was acting more like one.
He was also relieved that Donny was drinking water and not alcohol. Though it had likely been given to him...he had a feeling Donny probably still wanted a drink. Ion leaned back in his seat and let his gaze wander away from the male, unsure of what to do or say now.
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Posted: Wed Feb 20, 2013 3:30 pm
"I guessed as much. You seemed to be just as stubborn as me...if not more," Donny replied with a light tone though he was still a bit out of it. Taking a spoon full of ice cream and fudge he thought about some things before glancing over at Ion, giving him a serious expression.
"If you really don't want to leave then you have to promise me that when I tell you to hide, lock yourself in somewhere, you do it and you don't come out until it's all over. Even if you hear them torturing me you stay hidden. Understand?" He would not take a no for an answer and this was Ion's only option. He then added, "I'm fine, the swelling will go down. And....thank you...for sticking around. I feel a lot less stressed I guess." With a shrug he got another spoonful then slid the sundae toward Ion and offered him some if he wanted any.
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2013 12:05 am
Ion let his shoulders lift in a shrug as the other one spoke of his stubbornness "I guess I am" He agreed, before freezing up at the males next little speech... Hiding while he was being tortured.... Well, he knew he would have to agree. Ion nodded his head slowly "I don't like the idea....but fine" He muttered, his gaze then darting to his lap as he thought a moment... he just didn't like the idea... dark eyes returned to the male beside him as he thanked him, a bit surprised to say the least "There's no need to be thanking me" He voiced, obviously a bit flustered when the male did thank him. Ion looked down at the ice cream that was offered to him, and felt his stomach churn. "No thanks..." He murmured, knowing that he wouldn't be able to handle it.
Now that Donny was letting him stay, and he had told Ion to stop pretending, And he'd seen Donny let his emotions go....well he felt exhausted and slightly sick. Tired mentally and physically, and sick to his stomach because of all the things that had happened. The things he had seen so far in the past week. "I think I should go lay down though, you had a nice nap" He stated, letting a weak smile take to his lips. He knew he wouldn't be able to convince Donny he was fine, so he didn't bother. Now that the whole him not having to leave was set aside, his mind wandered back to what had happened to him and he just...wanted to curl up and block it out. Ion hadn't cried yet...not about that, but he felt he already did his fair share of sobbing today and well.... he just couldn't anymore.
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2013 10:27 pm
With a heavy sigh he nodded and continued to eat his ice cream. He was too far gone within his own pains that he could be of little help to Ion. Just because he broke down once didn't mean it mended the gashing wounds within himself. Perhaps it was best he got Ion the best Psychologist out there. Yes, he would do that. Letting the butler know this he stood up and headed to his office. Despite all that had happened he still had work even though he hated it yet another part of him loved it. Perhaps it was an outlet to get his answer out and killing satisfied that raging monster inside him. Any decent person would tell him how wrong he was to do the things he did but there was no changing his mind because it was his therapeutic way of dealing with everything internally.
In his office he made many phone calls and the hours flew by. When the door bell rang the butler when to answer and it had been the psychologist that he had called. Leading the man up the stairs he knocked on Ion's door and waited for the male to answer. The butler explained to the woman what had happened just so she knew what she was dealing with. With a nod of understanding she waited as well with patience.
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Posted: Sun Mar 03, 2013 12:19 am
Ion watched as Donny silently left the room, not knowing what to do or say and thus he remained silent himself. Ion sat there alone for a while, letting his own thoughts wander. This wasn't a good time for either of them, and Ion knew that Donny probably wanted his space now and thus he got to his feet. With a sigh the boy wandered out of the kitchen and back to his room. He stood in the doorway for a while, taking in the large size of the bedroom, which he still didn't really like but he had yet to bring that up to Donny...he didn't feel that he could honestly. He'd already given Donny enough trouble as it is anyways, and so he simply closed the door behind himself and wandered over to his bed to have a nap.
His nap was interrupted when a knock resounded in his room, and Ion sat up slowly, rubbing sleep from his eyes. When he did answer his door he ended up staring at the women in confusion, that is until she introduced herself and told him what she did. Instantly he bristled and became uncomfortable. She was a stranger, and there was no way he would share his troubles with her. Ion took a moment to compose himself before he smiled at the woman with ease "I'm sorry to inform you of this after you came all the way here. But i don't need a psychologist, i need time." he stated rather bluntly in his ever so charming way. "Please inform Donny that i don't wish to speak with a psychologist and that i'll be fine. I've lived through hell already, this isn't really anything that different" He stated, before he closed the door on the two of them, without waiting for an answer. Truthfully...he was a bit angry.
He hadn't consented to a psychologist, nor did he feel there was any need for her. Sure he was wounded, mentally and physically, but he'd get over it. At least his body was....used to such things, even if that had been on a more extreme scale. It was nothing he couldn't get over, and time was all he needed. Sure it still upset him, and he did want to curl up and just let everything go right now, but that didn't mean he was going to give up on everything.
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