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 Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 2:36 pm
What was the point to life anymore...there wasn't. Life was pointless and he found that without a reason to fight or something to fight for, there was no reason to fight at all. But if he was not fighting....what could he do? There was nothing for him in this world. He was the most advanced assasn there ever was or would be, the greatest of the great.....but he would never be able to live life without no reason to live it. What was there to do...he had died for a woman....so she could lie to him and turn his back on him, giing him false hopes that he could have had love for the first time in his life. He could have had her. But now Parth had come with her scent on his lips. A tear slowly dripped crimson down his cheek and he shook his head. He knew now why he never loved anyone before. This feeling was why. It was as if he could feel his heart snapping and shattering into a million peices. It was amazing that no matter how strong he was...he couldn't stop from being hurt now.
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 2:49 pm
Raven62 What was the point to life anymore...there wasn't. Life was pointless and he found that without a reason to fight or something to fight for, there was no reason to fight at all. But if he was not fighting....what could he do? There was nothing for him in this world. He was the most advanced assasn there ever was or would be, the greatest of the great.....but he would never be able to live life without no reason to live it. What was there to do...he had died for a woman....so she could lie to him and turn his back on him, giing him false hopes that he could have had love for the first time in his life. He could have had her. But now Parth had come with her scent on his lips. A tear slowly dripped crimson down his cheek and he shook his head. He knew now why he never loved anyone before. This feeling was why. It was as if he could feel his heart snapping and shattering into a million peices. It was amazing that no matter how strong he was...he couldn't stop from being hurt now. "RAVEN", I cried as the eagle landed and I ran and stood in front of him. "Raven.....I found you...good...", I saw him crying and stopped. I was breathing heavily now and my chest was on fire but I was determined to not leave unless Raven was with me. "Raven....whats wrong....please lets go back to the dojo", I cried.
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 2:54 pm
Raven looked her over with a venomous glare. "If I were you I would turn around right now with your bird friend there and get back to the dojo yourself. I sent Parth back wiht a broken chest and I don't want to have to send you back in any worse a state you are in now." He growled as he stood up and he wiped his eyes, ashamed to cry in the preasence of another. HE would get over this hertbreak...the he wasn't sure if he would ever entrust another woman with his heart. He just shook his head as he looked at Rune. "Go back to your dojo....I am here to stay...at least for a while." He stated, looking to the ground as he stood up and he began walking away through the trees.
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 2:58 pm
Raven62 Raven looked her over with a venomous glare. "If I were you I would turn around right now with your bird friend there and get back to the dojo yourself. I sent Parth back wiht a broken chest and I don't want to have to send you back in any worse a state you are in now." He growled as he stood up and he wiped his eyes, ashamed to cry in the preasence of another. HE would get over this hertbreak...the he wasn't sure if he would ever entrust another woman with his heart. He just shook his head as he looked at Rune. "Go back to your dojo....I am here to stay...at least for a while." He stated, looking to the ground as he stood up and he began walking away through the trees. I ran after him, "Please......Raven", I said grabbing his arm and looking up at him....please", I said softly, I tried to hide how bad I was shaking. I knew how strong he was and what he could do. I was terrified as I stood there, "please, come back.....", I said as a tear rolled down my face. "Im sorry....that I was weak and got kidnapped and everyone had to come here to save me...I'M SO SORRY", I said crying now.
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 3:03 pm
Angel87309 Raven62 Raven looked her over with a venomous glare. "If I were you I would turn around right now with your bird friend there and get back to the dojo yourself. I sent Parth back wiht a broken chest and I don't want to have to send you back in any worse a state you are in now." He growled as he stood up and he wiped his eyes, ashamed to cry in the preasence of another. HE would get over this hertbreak...the he wasn't sure if he would ever entrust another woman with his heart. He just shook his head as he looked at Rune. "Go back to your dojo....I am here to stay...at least for a while." He stated, looking to the ground as he stood up and he began walking away through the trees. I ran after him, "Please......Raven", I said grabbing his arm and looking up at him....please", I said softly, I tried to hide how bad I was shaking. I knew how strong he was and what he could do. I was terrified as I stood there, "please, come back.....", I said as a tear rolled down my face. "Im sorry....that I was weak and got kidnapped and everyone had to come here to save me...I'M SO SORRY", I said crying now. He glared as he swung around and lifted his arm quickly so she was dangling in the air, an easy load to hold up. His other hand lashed out and grabbed her throat. He didn't hold it tight enough to snap her neck but he did hold it rather tight. "This has nothing to do with you!" He growled. "It is nothing to do with you being kidnapped!" He screamed. "I am not going back to that place, I have....feelings....that I need to get over before I can go anywhere neerit again." He growled as he tossed her down. "Don't you understand?" He asked, shaking his head. "I am not going with you." He said, sitting on the ground, sorry for what he had done to her....but not apologising.
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 3:13 pm
Raven62 Angel87309 Raven62 Raven looked her over with a venomous glare. "If I were you I would turn around right now with your bird friend there and get back to the dojo yourself. I sent Parth back wiht a broken chest and I don't want to have to send you back in any worse a state you are in now." He growled as he stood up and he wiped his eyes, ashamed to cry in the preasence of another. HE would get over this hertbreak...the he wasn't sure if he would ever entrust another woman with his heart. He just shook his head as he looked at Rune. "Go back to your dojo....I am here to stay...at least for a while." He stated, looking to the ground as he stood up and he began walking away through the trees. I ran after him, "Please......Raven", I said grabbing his arm and looking up at him....please", I said softly, I tried to hide how bad I was shaking. I knew how strong he was and what he could do. I was terrified as I stood there, "please, come back.....", I said as a tear rolled down my face. "Im sorry....that I was weak and got kidnapped and everyone had to come here to save me...I'M SO SORRY", I said crying now. He glared as he swung around and lifted his arm quickly so she was dangling in the air, an easy load to hold up. His other hand lashed out and grabbed her throat. He didn't hold it tight enough to snap her neck but he did hold it rather tight. "This has nothing to do with you!" He growled. "It is nothing to do with you being kidnapped!" He screamed. "I am not going back to that place, I have....feelings....that I need to get over before I can go anywhere neerit again." He growled as he tossed her down. "Don't you understand?" He asked, shaking his head. "I am not going with you." He said, sitting on the ground, sorry for what he had done to her....but not apologising. I moaned as I hit the ground and blood splattered out of the bullet wound I had received earlier. I looked over at Raven, "Raven....pl...please.....Takara....she still likes you and I think maybe even loves you....She needs you right now....I dont care what you do to me, but I can't see her suffer. And for some reason I think you found out about when Parth kissed her. I'll repeat myself...he kissed her....", I coughed and blood continued to run down my chest. I gasped for air, "Raven....you have...it...all wrong...please", I said not moving from where I lay.
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 7:03 pm
Angel87309 Raven62 Angel87309 Raven62 Raven looked her over with a venomous glare. "If I were you I would turn around right now with your bird friend there and get back to the dojo yourself. I sent Parth back wiht a broken chest and I don't want to have to send you back in any worse a state you are in now." He growled as he stood up and he wiped his eyes, ashamed to cry in the preasence of another. HE would get over this hertbreak...the he wasn't sure if he would ever entrust another woman with his heart. He just shook his head as he looked at Rune. "Go back to your dojo....I am here to stay...at least for a while." He stated, looking to the ground as he stood up and he began walking away through the trees. I ran after him, "Please......Raven", I said grabbing his arm and looking up at him....please", I said softly, I tried to hide how bad I was shaking. I knew how strong he was and what he could do. I was terrified as I stood there, "please, come back.....", I said as a tear rolled down my face. "Im sorry....that I was weak and got kidnapped and everyone had to come here to save me...I'M SO SORRY", I said crying now. He glared as he swung around and lifted his arm quickly so she was dangling in the air, an easy load to hold up. His other hand lashed out and grabbed her throat. He didn't hold it tight enough to snap her neck but he did hold it rather tight. "This has nothing to do with you!" He growled. "It is nothing to do with you being kidnapped!" He screamed. "I am not going back to that place, I have....feelings....that I need to get over before I can go anywhere neerit again." He growled as he tossed her down. "Don't you understand?" He asked, shaking his head. "I am not going with you." He said, sitting on the ground, sorry for what he had done to her....but not apologising. I moaned as I hit the ground and blood splattered out of the bullet wound I had received earlier. I looked over at Raven, "Raven....pl...please.....Takara....she still likes you and I think maybe even loves you....She needs you right now....I dont care what you do to me, but I can't see her suffer. And for some reason I think you found out about when Parth kissed her. I'll repeat myself...he kissed her....", I coughed and blood continued to run down my chest. I gasped for air, "Raven....you have...it...all wrong...please", I said not moving from where I lay. He walked over her and he picked her up from the ground. He stuck his claws into the bullet wound for just a second and he pulled out the bullet, being careful. "Listen, Parth loves her...he has lost a love in his life and needs another one to replace her. Me...I have never even had one so Idon't knowwhat love feels like. I don't need to love anyone." He lied. "Parth can have her." He stated as he shrugged his shoulders. "But you..." He said with a smile. "You need to get back to the dojo. I am not coming back yet. Come and get me in three nights and four days." He said with a nod. "I will be ready to go home then."
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 7:14 pm
Raven62 Angel87309 Raven62 Angel87309 Raven62 Raven looked her over with a venomous glare. "If I were you I would turn around right now with your bird friend there and get back to the dojo yourself. I sent Parth back wiht a broken chest and I don't want to have to send you back in any worse a state you are in now." He growled as he stood up and he wiped his eyes, ashamed to cry in the preasence of another. HE would get over this hertbreak...the he wasn't sure if he would ever entrust another woman with his heart. He just shook his head as he looked at Rune. "Go back to your dojo....I am here to stay...at least for a while." He stated, looking to the ground as he stood up and he began walking away through the trees. I ran after him, "Please......Raven", I said grabbing his arm and looking up at him....please", I said softly, I tried to hide how bad I was shaking. I knew how strong he was and what he could do. I was terrified as I stood there, "please, come back.....", I said as a tear rolled down my face. "Im sorry....that I was weak and got kidnapped and everyone had to come here to save me...I'M SO SORRY", I said crying now. He glared as he swung around and lifted his arm quickly so she was dangling in the air, an easy load to hold up. His other hand lashed out and grabbed her throat. He didn't hold it tight enough to snap her neck but he did hold it rather tight. "This has nothing to do with you!" He growled. "It is nothing to do with you being kidnapped!" He screamed. "I am not going back to that place, I have....feelings....that I need to get over before I can go anywhere neerit again." He growled as he tossed her down. "Don't you understand?" He asked, shaking his head. "I am not going with you." He said, sitting on the ground, sorry for what he had done to her....but not apologising. I moaned as I hit the ground and blood splattered out of the bullet wound I had received earlier. I looked over at Raven, "Raven....pl...please.....Takara....she still likes you and I think maybe even loves you....She needs you right now....I dont care what you do to me, but I can't see her suffer. And for some reason I think you found out about when Parth kissed her. I'll repeat myself...he kissed her....", I coughed and blood continued to run down my chest. I gasped for air, "Raven....you have...it...all wrong...please", I said not moving from where I lay. He walked over her and he picked her up from the ground. He stuck his claws into the bullet wound for just a second and he pulled out the bullet, being careful. "Listen, Parth loves her...he has lost a love in his life and needs another one to replace her. Me...I have never even had one so Idon't knowwhat love feels like. I don't need to love anyone." He lied. "Parth can have her." He stated as he shrugged his shoulders. "But you..." He said with a smile. "You need to get back to the dojo. I am not coming back yet. Come and get me in three nights and four days." He said with a nod. "I will be ready to go home then." I had scrunched my face up when he had pulled out the bullet, but I hadn't screamed. I looked at him....."You're wrong....someone does love you....and she's waiting for you back at the dojo....", I said. "....but I will do as you ask I will return in three nights and four days. Until then stay safe....cause the first time you died well....Takara took it hard....she dosen't need you dying again....bye", I said and started to limp back to the eagle. I turned and looked at Raven one more time....before I climbed onto the eagle and flew away. It didn't feel right leaving him there....but I had to do as he wished. (((Going back to the swampland dojo)))
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 7:26 pm
He sighed wiht releif as she left and he shook his head. "Fianlly....some time alone." He growled as he looked down to his half naked body, he hadn't really thought about the fact that his shirt was wrapped around Parth's broken leg. He just shook his head as he walked into the bushes and he sat down inside a ring of trees and he looked around him, listening to nature speak and listening to the spirits of the trees and the air and all of the living things around him. Nature was wise and powerful, even if you didn't see that side of it much. He layed back and he looked to the canopy of trees above him. They had all seemed to bend in to shade him from the sky. He smiled as he nodded. "Thaks." He said with a grin as he slowly fell inot a deep slumber.
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Posted: Fri Feb 10, 2006 2:27 pm
Raven spent the next few days just calming himself, meditating, fishing and eating the fish that he had caught. No violence of any sort. He just sighed as he looked down to himself, he had become less dependant on blood because of the miz of species, it was better for him. He just ate alot of meats now. He smiled as he crossed his legs, it was the third night and he meditated into the morning of the fourth day. He smiled as he opened his eyes and he stood up, waiting for Rune to show to take him back to where he belonged.
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Posted: Fri Feb 10, 2006 6:39 pm
I flew the eagle low to the land looking for Raven, near where I had last seen him. I landed and climbed off the eagle, "I'll be right back", I told him and walked a little ways away trying to find Raven. "Raven", I called. I shivered a bit, I hope theres no lycans around I thought and continued looking for him.
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Posted: Fri Feb 10, 2006 6:42 pm
He smiled as his nose picked her up long before she had landed. He grinned and he walked from the lake after finishing up one last fish and he smiled as he broke throuhg the tree line, breaking into a print to meet her, his sprint being amazingly fast. It took little under three seconds to be standing right infront of her. "Hello Rune." He said with a grin.
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Posted: Fri Feb 10, 2006 6:47 pm
Raven62 He smiled as his nose picked her up long before she had landed. He grinned and he walked from the lake after finishing up one last fish and he smiled as he broke throuhg the tree line, breaking into a print to meet her, his sprint being amazingly fast. It took little under three seconds to be standing right infront of her. "Hello Rune." He said with a grin. I took a step backwards and put my arms up for a moment. "You're.....not gonna hurt me", I said looking at him, something looked different about him but I couldn't tell what it was. He looked nicer but I could still remember what he had done last time to me.
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Posted: Fri Feb 10, 2006 7:02 pm
"I am deeply sorry for my reaction last time." He said with a smile. "I was angred and that was my only reason. Even if it is a bad one." He stated sadly, droping ot a nee and placing a small kiss on her hand. "I hope you will forgive me." He said with a smile. "Tough, I do beleive I should ask someone elses forgivness first." He stated nervously, casting his eyes downward. He had mediated for about 78 hours out of the entire time he was there and was quite enlightened and happy at the moment.
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Posted: Fri Feb 10, 2006 7:04 pm
I flew over the castle and decided to leave this cursed place to go back to the dojo and to the mainland. I wondered if everyone was ok.
(to the dojo)
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