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 Posted: Tue Jun 16, 2009 12:26 pm
I forget how long I've been with this "guild".
Maybe two years at most? I was here when the entire guild ran with VIC's guild BSS (Bleach Soul Society). It was fun there until the politics began to over-run our RP's. People avoiding others simply because they didn't like each other OOCly. It's dumb... personally love RPing to the point where I can look past me not liking the other person, but it makes it much more enjoyable if I like the other author. The hard part is that I love plaing bad guys but I love being loved... so it's a win loose scenario.
I OOC with my posts simply because I want those I RP with that I do like them and like RPing with them. Right now I'm having a riot RPing here with you guys. I read everybodies posts just because I think you're all good writers. *dances* T'is a good time being here.
It makes me want to make a Shinigami again... But, I'd loose interest I think. crying
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Posted: Tue Jun 16, 2009 12:31 pm
Well it's much appreciated the respect you're surviving up right here. *it gives me super powers*
but I think I've been out of loop to much for anything too significant. Still I'll pt something down, because you seem like a genuinely nice guy, and just so you know I like you a lot. Even when your characters re being complete asses. =p heart
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Posted: Tue Jun 16, 2009 1:04 pm
Aw thankies Tei, we love you too!
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Posted: Tue Jun 16, 2009 9:06 pm
Thanks guys! *blushes*
In any case my life is heading in the right direction and my mood (acute bi-polar) is sky high. Though I'd love to step parts of my life up I think a recent promotion will put me on the right track again.
Lets just say I used to have a serious dive like... last year and it's completely gone now. I'm lazy as hell and I gained a lot of weight back (actually all the weight I had lost two summers ago crying plus some.) I think it was just that part in my life where a person gets really confused about the simplest and most complicated things in my life. Moving out on my own was a huge step, though I was blessed to move in with my girlfriend Split Personality, and my good friend 2_T0NE. Thought T0NE can be a p***k and and a** some times, he still has good advice and points me in the right direction. As for Split, she's at times the only reason I even want to keep pushing forward... when my best friend back stabbed me and dried me up both emotionally and financially I was a wreck.
Then a met a cool woman online and she also helped me see that I needed to have more "backbone" in my life, because all my life I was used to being walked on. It just became apart of my personality, know though I'm more bold and willing to fight against the grain of things if I feel I'm being screwed out of something fair.
Though most recently, and maybe you guys might have some good advice for me, I've had the hardest time trying to start up a "diet" / "lifestyle change". My self control is crap, and I've got some horrible eating habits. Not to mention, I've got the energy to play outside, run, sprint, paintball, or anything at all but I stay inside, RP, and play Video Games... Maybe I'm still kinda in a rut? It's summer time now, I should be pushing myself to be fit again. You know?
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Posted: Tue Jun 16, 2009 9:51 pm
Well it's good things are looking bright for you! I know what it feels like when you things are pretty much the worst they can seem to get. That's what the begining of my Senior year(last year) was like. I had to deal with a lot of emotional problems because someone I thought was my friend was pretty much being the devil to me and my friends.
Wait.... your dating Split?!?!?!?!?!?! *Brain overload..... passes out, but quickly comes right back.*
Oooh, best advice for bad eating habits.... don't buy the foods your keen to eat all the time! Buy less snacks, and more things that have to be fixed and cooked to eat. Or get types of food that have less calories, that way you can still eat a bunch, but your not intaking more calories a day then you should.
Exercise wise.... Get a dog! Or put aside a set time that you go out WITH someone to go jogging or something, that way if you forget or don't want to, you have the other person to pester you into it. ^.^ Though a dog works well. We have two, and the only way I know that they wont go nuts later in the day is to take them on a mile walk.
....... *Suddenly realizes something rather important*
...... Um.... Isn't having your head pretty much smashed in a rather... well bad thing....? Even for a Shinigami?
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 4:14 am
LOL Fragel
My best advice for you Tei is to find someone who will kick your a**. Find someone that will make you go running with them or make you do something even when you don't want to exercise. As well, I find that eating periodically throughout the day rather than a large slurge three times a day helps your body maintain weight. Portions help too!
>Does not know who Split is< Why is that like a big "WOAH"?
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 7:01 am
Well I have a particular someone in my life, but I'm not sure he'd go running with me. 2_T0NE, my room mate. I think I'll pester him about it but he's always so friggen busy with the National Guard and his own daily stuff.
Well what I did last year, and it hit me like a ton of bricks.
I was at my moms house (when I still lived with her) and there was a bag of chips, and a thing of chip dip. I ate the entire thing while diddling on the computer (here on Gaia no less) and then I went to the bathroom... Washing my hands and face I looked up and realized that I had just eaten enough food to feed an entire party. I looked at my bare torso and felt sick to my stomach. Not because I had eaten so much, but because I had so little self control. I had made an promise to myself, "I'm done being fat..." and with that the next day I began running as fast as I could up a half mile hill and then back down it again. I had to stop like... 12 times at first (I also struggle with asthma.) but as the summer progressed I was able to run half way, until the end when I was running the entire thing without stopping. I had dropped 30+ pounds and I was most likely at my peak physical fitness I had been for a long, long time. I was able to out sprint all of my friends and that same drive and determination carried out though my daily life.
Now though, that drive... the determination seems so far away and it seems impossible to get to it. I feel pathetic...
In any case we'll see what I can do in the following week. I'm going to attempt to find that drive I had a couple summers ago when my roomie and my girlfriend leave for Florida (for nine days) which means I'll be home all by myself.
I miss the old me, and the most sad part is... clothes are not fitting me right anymore. The clothes I used to call "fat clothes" are starting to get a little tight. I think it's time for a life style change, get off my a** and make s**t happen...
Pouting about it wont make me skinnier. Right? LOL
Thanks for listening guys, just talking about it out in the open helps a lot. What's also impressive is that I feel comfortable enough to say it here rather than any where else in the entire guild.
4th Squad OOC ROCKS!!! *glomps thread*
As for the whole stomping on head thing, I don't know if you watched the anime or not, but Ichigo took serious beatings to the head in a few of this fights. You also said seriously hurt, so I seriously maimed her. LOL
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 7:21 am
I feel so noobish and completely out of the loop...
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 7:38 am
Hehehe.... I'm just glad you feel comfortable enough to tell us too! Just means we is special!
Oh yea..... Those two don't know Split....... hehe.... Split Personality was the 4th Squad Captain before Envy.... and she was Vice Captain to Iu when I joined the guild. *shrug*
I watch the anime, and read the manga. But the reason why I ask is because Ichigo is like pure endurance. He can get back up from something like that. Hirimi on the other hand...... Well it's extremely easy to seriously hurt her. Like something that would hurt but most people can brush off would pretty much be game over for Hirimi.
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 8:00 am
Just nod your head Pat.
I'm glad you feel at home here Tei! This can be your honorary post a bunch of s**t thread!
Oh, Onalim! I wish she'd come back...I know why she left. She's still in the guild roster though, a whopping 3 posts but shes in it all the same.
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 11:09 am
Hey guys can I join in on the fun.
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 11:26 am
Its up to Tei but I think we've got most of it handled. Mikhail and Captain Envy are doing pretty ok but I have no objections of you jumping in. Just stay out of my way!
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 11:42 am
Torsin, you have your own fights to do. Let us handle this one. razz Besides, it's already been agreed that None of us are going to die, so I don't really see a point.
And yea, we know why she left too!
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 5:11 pm
Der Fluch des Pharao Its up to Tei but I think we've got most of it handled. Mikhail and Captain Envy are doing pretty ok but I have no objections of you jumping in. Just stay out of my way! Sorry for like, leaving and being jerkish this morning on LIVE. I was losing, and my mom was being naggy. Please dont want to divorce me!Ill be really depressed.... crying
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 5:16 pm
Ah! Triigo! You have a really snazzeh avi goin' on. :]
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