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Rainy, cloudy... Seattle weather.

Oh yeah. Go Seahawks. Hope they go to the Superbowl! whee

Yay! Three cheers for bad weather... I can't believe how truly bad weather can be here.

I feel so drained right now, it seems every class i have has some sort of project due this week. I have to memorize lines in spanish for that class, write a speech for government, find 20 research sources for english... when will it stop?!?!? On top of all that I need to find a job so I can pay for prom and soad concert tickets (whenever that happens). And they say that teen life is supposed to be all laid back and easy going.

yea, I don't want to go to a traditional college, I plan on going to an art school. But I am definately getting some sort of education after high school. Being the daughter of a factory worker really opened my eyes to that world. Almost everyday my dad comes home saying ,"I hate my job, I don't care if that place explodes," etc.

I'm SO glad my team class is being switched around.

I have a habit of being "spacey", which, for whatever reason, makes me too good at English. When we look at a piece of literature, I look for meaning beyond the text, which is what we're supposed to do. I don't think the assholes in my English class get "it".

We were reading a story called, "Jonathan Livingston Seagull", and we were supposed to have a "Socratic Seminar" of it. A Socratic Seminar is when you get a group of people to discuss the meaning of the text, by the way, meaning our entire ******** class. For this reason, I hate Socrates for not making the rule, "Ill-witted assholes CANNOT participate or interrupt the thinking process and speeches of others." A section of the story said that Heaven did not exist because Heaven is always improving, therefore not perfect. I questioned, since Earth is FAR from perfect, the existence of Hell. "Would there be a Hell? Does it punish those who are not improving themselves?" No one took me seriously. "Where did you get this stuff from? Hell isn't even mentioned in this story!" said the class. I didn't want to yell and make a fool of myself again amongst the more foolish in my class, so I said, "Just think about it. Where would we go if we died and Heaven and Hell truly existed and totally proven? Do you think you would go to Heaven, where you can continue to improve yourself? Or would you go to Hell, for not learning, as your final punishment?"

But still, no one took me seriously. I brought up the subject again, then I was called EMO. Emo?!? I'm emotional, but I ain't no depressed "life sucks so why should I live?" fool who hasn't seen that life is our dream that we must wake up from ourselves naturally, and not let anyone else or your pathetic no-hope self should end.

I'm sorry. I thought about this a whole lot, and I just came home from school. I think I'm too deep and intelluectual for my own good sometimes. sad

HOLY SHIZZLE.

I asked out a guy.

HE SAID YES. gonk heart

I wonder if Colin and Collin have ever crossed paths on WoW. lol