Jyger
The Change
by Garth Brooks
SQUEE!!!!
whee I love Garth Brooks!
The Change is #6 on his
Fresh Horses CD, which I own! I feel lucky when I think of my six CDs that I actually own...
Trust me; I'm not normally this hyper. Bleh. I think I'm rapid-cycle manic-depressive.
My song list is like:
Emotionless by Good Charolette pretty much sums up my relationship with my dad. We haven't really spoken over the past five years, and I think I'm really starting to hate him.
For my life in general, I'd have to say
Drugs or Jesus, by Tim McGraw. I'm teetering on the edge right now between the path that'll put me in a comfortable studio apartment painting and drawing to my heart's content and the path that'll get me dead.
Whisper by Evanesence does it for my relationship with other people. It's like I'm alone, but I'm not. I have friends, but none of them even know that I tried to kill myself once.
And, when I'm totally depressed and just want to shoot myself in the head, I have
Eternal by POD. There are no words, but I love the melody. It's very soothing, and usually brings me out of my suicidal slumps.
That's all for now. I'll probably think of more later as my mood changes, or one of my other personalities puts in her two cents' worth.
Edit1:
And already, I have thought of more.
The House That Jack Built by Metallica. '
Open door so I walk inside/Close my eyes, find my place to hide/And I shake as I take it in/Let the show begin...'
Fixxxer, also by Metallica. '
Can you heal what father's done/Fix this hole in a mother's son/Can you heal the broken worlds within/Strip away so we may start again/Tell me, can you heal what father's done/Cut this rope and let us run/Just when all seems fine and I'm pain free/You jab another pin/Jab another pin in me....'
And
Losing My Religion by REM. '
That's me in the corner/That's me in the spotlight/Losing my religion/Trying to keep up with you/And I don't know if I can do it...'