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 Posted: Mon Apr 28, 2008 6:44 pm
demonrebelkitty *looks at the baloons and gun* sorry wrath and neko... but i dont wanna play... or w/e u call it. besides i hate water. i just... need to think about things. sorry *gets up and pulls hood over my head and turns away* mmm ok when you feel better dont be affraid to come join ok?
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Posted: Mon Apr 28, 2008 9:23 pm
My_wrath_1334 demonrebelkitty *looks at the baloons and gun* sorry wrath and neko... but i dont wanna play... or w/e u call it. besides i hate water. i just... need to think about things. sorry *gets up and pulls hood over my head and turns away* mmm ok when you feel better dont be affraid to come join ok? yeah.... ok *tugs on hood and walks away*
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 12:29 pm
prince romanov heheh.... *dons a poncho and raincoat hat, and opens an umbrella like a shield.* *runs to master and hides under his raincoat* ~nya~ don't let me get wet master! crying
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 2:50 pm
*takes off raincoat and puts it on neko. i run after kitty and hold her helpless. i pell her hood off with my teeth.* now, show us what you are hiding and quit being like that! sad i'm realy worried now.
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 3:19 pm
My_wrath_1334 Midnight_Dragon32 prince romanov heheh.... *dons a poncho and raincoat hat, and opens an umbrella like a shield.* *gets behind umbrella* You mind if I hide here too? sweatdrop *peels back the umbrella and takes masters hat and places it on my head, i drop 2 balloons down on you two and run away sticking out my tongue* hahahahaha *shakes water off, flinging water everywhere. glares at Wrath*
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 3:25 pm
prince romanov *takes off raincoat and puts it on neko. i run after kitty and hold her helpless. i pell her hood off with my teeth.* now, show us what you are hiding and quit being like that! sad i'm realy worried now. *drags Great-GrandMaster off Kitty* leave her be. she needs time to her self 3nodding You okay, Kitty?
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 4:10 pm
prince romanov *takes off raincoat and puts it on neko. i run after kitty and hold her helpless. i pell her hood off with my teeth.* now, show us what you are hiding and quit being like that! sad i'm realy worried now. *looks up at you* *hugs you and starts cryin* idk... everyone hates me well not you. my dad called me and said i was a ******** stupid skank and that i was a lil b***h. all my friends i cant even call friends anymore. im losing everyone. i fall in love and he crushes my heart. why does this happen... i know u go thru a fase but ive been there. i thought the worst was over. i cant stand it. i wont smoke pot or do drugs anymore cuz i wanna make u proud. but its killing me. im nothing without drugs anymore. ever since i stopped i cry more over the things i wouldnt cry over when i was doin drugs. i cant do this anymore. i dont want to be on this earth anymore. i dont even want to be ALIVE anymore!!!
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 4:24 pm
demonrebelkitty prince romanov *takes off raincoat and puts it on neko. i run after kitty and hold her helpless. i pell her hood off with my teeth.* now, show us what you are hiding and quit being like that! sad i'm realy worried now. *looks up at you* *hugs you and starts cryin* idk... everyone hates me well not you. my dad called me and said i was a ******** stupid skank and that i was a lil b***h. all my friends i cant even call friends anymore. im losing everyone. i fall in love and he crushes my heart. why does this happen... i know u go thru a fase but ive been there. i thought the worst was over. i cant stand it. i wont smoke pot or do drugs anymore cuz i wanna make u proud. but its killing me. im nothing without drugs anymore. ever since i stopped i cry more over the things i wouldnt cry over when i was doin drugs. i cant do this anymore. i dont want to be on this earth anymore. i dont even want to be ALIVE anymore!!! *whacks Kitty over head* enough of that talk!! evil I forbid you to talk like that! you understand?!! evil You are no longer allowed to talk, or even think, about not wanting to be alive anymore!!!!!
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 5:06 pm
Midnight_Dragon32 demonrebelkitty prince romanov *takes off raincoat and puts it on neko. i run after kitty and hold her helpless. i pell her hood off with my teeth.* now, show us what you are hiding and quit being like that! sad i'm realy worried now. *looks up at you* *hugs you and starts cryin* idk... everyone hates me well not you. my dad called me and said i was a ******** stupid skank and that i was a lil b***h. all my friends i cant even call friends anymore. im losing everyone. i fall in love and he crushes my heart. why does this happen... i know u go thru a fase but ive been there. i thought the worst was over. i cant stand it. i wont smoke pot or do drugs anymore cuz i wanna make u proud. but its killing me. im nothing without drugs anymore. ever since i stopped i cry more over the things i wouldnt cry over when i was doin drugs. i cant do this anymore. i dont want to be on this earth anymore. i dont even want to be ALIVE anymore!!! *whacks Kitty over head* enough of that talk!! evil I forbid you to talk like that! you understand?!! evil You are no longer allowed to talk, or even think, about not wanting to be alive anymore!!!!! THATS IT *punches u in the face* DONT TALK TO ME DONT LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!! *pulls away from dad and walks off pulling my hood back up*
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 5:17 pm
demonrebelkitty Midnight_Dragon32 demonrebelkitty prince romanov *takes off raincoat and puts it on neko. i run after kitty and hold her helpless. i pell her hood off with my teeth.* now, show us what you are hiding and quit being like that! sad i'm realy worried now. *looks up at you* *hugs you and starts cryin* idk... everyone hates me well not you. my dad called me and said i was a ******** stupid skank and that i was a lil b***h. all my friends i cant even call friends anymore. im losing everyone. i fall in love and he crushes my heart. why does this happen... i know u go thru a fase but ive been there. i thought the worst was over. i cant stand it. i wont smoke pot or do drugs anymore cuz i wanna make u proud. but its killing me. im nothing without drugs anymore. ever since i stopped i cry more over the things i wouldnt cry over when i was doin drugs. i cant do this anymore. i dont want to be on this earth anymore. i dont even want to be ALIVE anymore!!! *whacks Kitty over head* enough of that talk!! evil I forbid you to talk like that! you understand?!! evil You are no longer allowed to talk, or even think, about not wanting to be alive anymore!!!!! THATS IT *punches u in the face* DONT TALK TO ME DONT LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!! *pulls away from dad and walks off pulling my hood back up* *storms away, snarling* I did it again, didn't i?!!! *slams fist into wall, creating a crater in the wall* scream
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 5:39 pm
Midnight_Dragon32 demonrebelkitty Midnight_Dragon32 demonrebelkitty prince romanov *takes off raincoat and puts it on neko. i run after kitty and hold her helpless. i pell her hood off with my teeth.* now, show us what you are hiding and quit being like that! sad i'm realy worried now. *looks up at you* *hugs you and starts cryin* idk... everyone hates me well not you. my dad called me and said i was a ******** stupid skank and that i was a lil b***h. all my friends i cant even call friends anymore. im losing everyone. i fall in love and he crushes my heart. why does this happen... i know u go thru a fase but ive been there. i thought the worst was over. i cant stand it. i wont smoke pot or do drugs anymore cuz i wanna make u proud. but its killing me. im nothing without drugs anymore. ever since i stopped i cry more over the things i wouldnt cry over when i was doin drugs. i cant do this anymore. i dont want to be on this earth anymore. i dont even want to be ALIVE anymore!!! *whacks Kitty over head* enough of that talk!! evil I forbid you to talk like that! you understand?!! evil You are no longer allowed to talk, or even think, about not wanting to be alive anymore!!!!! THATS IT *punches u in the face* DONT TALK TO ME DONT LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!! *pulls away from dad and walks off pulling my hood back up* *storms away, snarling* I did it again, didn't i?!!! *slams fist into wall, creating a crater in the wall* scream *flips around and hisses* yes YOU did it again!!!
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 5:41 pm
demonrebelkitty Midnight_Dragon32 demonrebelkitty Midnight_Dragon32 demonrebelkitty prince romanov *takes off raincoat and puts it on neko. i run after kitty and hold her helpless. i pell her hood off with my teeth.* now, show us what you are hiding and quit being like that! sad i'm realy worried now. *looks up at you* *hugs you and starts cryin* idk... everyone hates me well not you. my dad called me and said i was a ******** stupid skank and that i was a lil b***h. all my friends i cant even call friends anymore. im losing everyone. i fall in love and he crushes my heart. why does this happen... i know u go thru a fase but ive been there. i thought the worst was over. i cant stand it. i wont smoke pot or do drugs anymore cuz i wanna make u proud. but its killing me. im nothing without drugs anymore. ever since i stopped i cry more over the things i wouldnt cry over when i was doin drugs. i cant do this anymore. i dont want to be on this earth anymore. i dont even want to be ALIVE anymore!!! *whacks Kitty over head* enough of that talk!! evil I forbid you to talk like that! you understand?!! evil You are no longer allowed to talk, or even think, about not wanting to be alive anymore!!!!! THATS IT *punches u in the face* DONT TALK TO ME DONT LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!! *pulls away from dad and walks off pulling my hood back up* *storms away, snarling* I did it again, didn't i?!!! *slams fist into wall, creating a crater in the wall* scream *flips around and hisses* yes YOU did it again!!! *turns around, resting back against wall. slides down, sighing* I'm such a bad master............
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 8:42 pm
hey everyone, I wrote another part of my poem, so if you want to read it, its gonna be in my GaiaJournal =3
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 10:24 pm
Midnight_Dragon32 demonrebelkitty Midnight_Dragon32 demonrebelkitty Midnight_Dragon32 *whacks Kitty over head* enough of that talk!! evil I forbid you to talk like that! you understand?!! evil You are no longer allowed to talk, or even think, about not wanting to be alive anymore!!!!! THATS IT *punches u in the face* DONT TALK TO ME DONT LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!! *pulls away from dad and walks off pulling my hood back up* *storms away, snarling* I did it again, didn't i?!!! *slams fist into wall, creating a crater in the wall* scream *flips around and hisses* yes YOU did it again!!! *turns around, resting back against wall. slides down, sighing* I'm such a bad master............ NO its not u its ME its always ******** me ugh *cries hard* why am i like this!!! what the ******** is wrong with me?!?!
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 12:52 am
nothing is wrong with either of you, now sshh... ok? it's ok... it is good to talk like that. you need to get these things out and tell people about it. if you can't talk about it, if you keep repressing it, it only gets worse. the only reason people SAY they want to die is because they want someone to know. they want help. they want to be rescued from that. they don't want to want to die.
darien... that you say you are nothing without your drugs.... you are getting through this, i can see it. this is why i want you to go cold turkey. because, yes, it hurts. it is unbareable. and you'll live, and you never want to go back again. you will feel empty, you will feel like everything is gone, like the world is a dead, dismal place. because it is. taking away your rose colored glasses, you distraction from the pain and the death, taking away your fantasy... it is nessasary to die inside before you can come back to life stronger. and when you emerge from that cacoon you wove yourself you will shine the brightest of all around you. and i will be smiling and crying at how far you came. i am proud of you darien. i am proud right now. you are doing so good, you are realy showing me that you can do this. i believe in you. i know you'll make it through. it is an exercise that is even teaching me alot of things.... like to stop repressing things, and to stop hiding from reality. you see?
dragon, i will read your poem, but will you please PM it to me? i may forget otherwise...
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