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 Posted: Sat Oct 04, 2008 11:45 pm
He sighed, letting his face drop. When did he become this?
"There is no definate right or wrong here. But, if you continue down this line of action, I can almost assure you that you won't end up in the place you wish to. Something will snare you, and you'll be pulled down..."
He extended his hand
"And if you find yourself in such a hole, will you have the will be beable to pull yourself back out? Or will you suffer in the darkness, choking?"
He was ignoring the man
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Posted: Sat Oct 04, 2008 11:54 pm
"Both. If I fall deeply again .. I will need time as I did before. I will recover. I always do. I must help others." she said softly, still looking to the distance. Sensing movement she looked to him again, seeing his hand out. Given his dissent of her actions, she wondered if it were a trick for him to hold out his hand. And yet, as so often, her curiosity got the best of her. She held out her hand towards him, but did not touch, unsure if that was his intentions.
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Posted: Sat Oct 04, 2008 11:59 pm
You have a nerve! To speak in my place of my actions without any knowledge of what i am as a man and ignore me. Speak of this and ignore my reply once more and i would make you leave us! *He said in their draconic tongue quite infuriated as he just destroyed the mood of the people that were having a pleasant night* You have no right to come here and tell her im just here lusting her!
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 12:03 am
As her hand stopped, he started moving his fingers; 3 small balls of Yellow, Blue, and Green flame appeared and started circulating just above his finger tips before stopping dead and falling to the floor, burning themselves out before they hit the floor. It was naught but a simple trick of magic, a little demostration of his less serious side.
"Then you'll keep repeating the process. Is that what you one? And when you eventually find the one mate, will you know it? Will you just expect it to be the same thing and shield off what could make it that special one?"
His hand stayed out
"I am not trying to court you, I am not trying to lure you like the other men I see are, whether thier intentions are true or not. I am just not wanting to watch someone like you fall victim to such a cycle."
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 12:13 am
She arched a brow, seeing the flames, smiling for but a moment. When Seisuke began to yell, she jumped, startled by the sound, she turned sharply. "Seisuke-ona .. though it is a bit rude to interrupt, your dojo is open to all and he is trying to offer advice to me. Though if you wish for it, I am confident he will leave if asked politely." she said softly, turning back to him, seeing his hand was still held out, she smiled and bobbed her head. "True, yes?" she asked of him, gently placing her fingertips on his.
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 12:17 am
The man sounded like a parrot to him, mimicking a language he didn't understand. In response to Ziven he just blinked slowly and smiled slightly with small head nod.
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 12:23 am
What advice? He is just telling you that im just lusting you and that i have been dragging you just for the sake of being with me and that is not the truth. Though i do love you, you know you have been with both reeve and hunter and yet i was there to support not to take you away from them unless they mean harm to you. And you *he turned and spoke to the strange man* Before you ever so kindly judges us once more and then put yourself as a Saint. Stop and think of whom you are choosing to say this words rather to lay advice that seem to make me the most horrendous man on earth. *he said in more moderated but still firm tone*
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 12:36 am
"Please!" she called. "Please.. you should go." she said softly to T'carzak. Turning to Seisuke, she touched his face. "Please .. relax .."
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 12:42 am
He dropped his hand and shrugged. He wasn't going to fight this, he wasn't in the mood for it. He never even acknowledged the man. He said his goodbye with a simple flick of the wrist and he started walking back from the way he came, but in mid stride he seemed to step into another dimension, disappearing from view.
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 12:44 am
*Still speaking in their toungue, something that he actually understands and knows. He decided to speak in order to inflict in T'carzak thick skull what he mean* I think you should follow her advice and politely leave before you force me to take a more drastic action for invading my sanctuary and then challenge my authority over it by ignoring. So please leave and i will have to talk to you man to man later. *he smiled when she touched his face* I am relaxed just a bit discomforted but relax nontheless.
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 1:06 am
:Worry not, please be happy." she asked of him, seeming to fall asleep in his arms.
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 1:10 am
He didn't realized the time and soon the bridge and everything vanished, noticing her tiredness he grabbed her and carried her to her home so she could sleep gently in her soft bed*
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Posted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 9:10 am
There he was on the dojo, the last place he tought he would be on this wretched place, now he is in. The remnants of the dinner still were there, they were a constant reminder of how one action, one single dinner turned the most precious being in this place into a now enemy of sorts, he knows that this moment on he would be barely be near from her as now the being who latest captured her heart just is a very dominant one. Slowly and in anger he vaulted the chairs and the tables the dojo was a complete mess. except the part that were his dad's picture a reminder and a place he often use to talk to him even if he did not reposnded back. He there kneeled and spoke with the upmost respect.
Father, i am the same fool you raised. The same precocious mind, and the same trying to make you proud of me. But i need your wisdom, your guidance now more than ever. You see i think you know her. Her name is Ziven and i love her, more than Miyuki or Ame which led me to think what can i do to make her the most happiest being on the face of the universe. But, i failed, I failed to see, to feel that no matter how best i tried to show her how i feel and what could i do, she always seeked another. Father i do not know what to do. I do not think i wasted years being with her as a friend, but i also feel i wasted chances on others just to try and be with her. Am i foolish for following my heart instead of trying to just be the strict person taught me to be? I think even at my achievements i am just a failure.
Yes a failure, i am weak. In fact the weakest being on this "RDS" Im human, but, i am the only human here. Any other being is not one, I guess "Lord" Yawgmoth is right that i am just a pathetic being with just a façade as my cover.
What could fist do? What could knowledge make me? What could understanding bring me? Love? certainly father it did not brought me any. Wisdom? What good is wisdom if it cannot be used? In front me lays paths i do not want to follow. Father i would like comfort, but material one, or spiritual one, but emotional one. My plea is a sincere one, i do not have anyone else to turn to...
I am the blame for everything? What is the purpose of my existance?
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Posted: Wed Nov 05, 2008 10:35 pm
Smiling as they arrived, Silmeria looked around with curious eyes. "I've never seen a place such as this before. What is this construction? How was it made?" she asked in a cheerful tone.
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Posted: Wed Nov 05, 2008 10:43 pm
This is a dojo, which means a training ground in japanese terms, the style is purely japanese. Hence the wooden walls and the bamboo floor, i can assure it is sturdier than it looks. I made myself since by the time that i did it no one helped... Anyways you said you wished an open space for singing right? While this dojo not being a stage, it is perfect for harmonic resonance so you could try" He said as he conjured a place for her to seat as well as some drinks and maybe some pastries
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