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 Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 9:49 pm
I like Teddy-bear Slag!
The thin you looks like a super mean jerk!
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 9:51 pm
I don't know why my face is so warped in that picture of my 21st birthday...
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 9:53 pm
DUDE rocking the JTHM shirt!!! I aprove.
I had balooned up a ton due to an emotinally abusive boyfriend, but i'm finally loseing all that weight and getting back to normal. it's always nice to be cozy in your own shell. I have a long way to go till that, but i'm better than I was 5 years ago.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 9:57 pm
Before I go to bed, here's a picture of me in uniform as a security guard, three years ago when I got the longest job I ever held.   And one of me when I first let my facial hair grow out for a month.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 9:59 pm
TOOL rules.
I wish I could grow a beard. All i can grow is a mustach and the hair is all super blondish white and you can't see it. gonk
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 9:59 pm
Wow. Nice expression in that pic, Slag. Crazy eyes!
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:02 pm
I'm sort of the reverse NuSith. I used to like who I was. I had a few issues with my body but I liked myself alot.
I just discovered that the reason why I lost complete confidence in myself is because I lost faith in my intelligence. College has left me feeling broken and completely useless and once I lost faith in the true thing I had pride in (my intelligence) everything just went south. I'm a completely different person than I was 6 years ago. I have no confidence or self esteem but I still live my life. I have fun, enjoy myself, enjoy my time with friends, etc. I just know that as a woman I have no beauty and am not really watched. So I dress how I like and wear my makeup how I like because no one sees me. I've seen how truly gorgeous girls get treated and if I was one of them then I'd be treated the same.
Here is me before:
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Here is me now:
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As you can see I'm much wider. My thing is, why should I bother losing weight? Guys treated me the same when I was thin, but not they make my weight as an excuse. I might as well as enjoy my food and not stress out about how men see me and wait until I'm truly ready to lose the weight for mysel, and I just don't have the physical will to care.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:06 pm
NuSith TOOL rules. I wish I could grow a beard. All i can grow is a mustach and the hair is all super blondish white and you can't see it. gonk I still have both the shirts you commented on, but I don't wear the Tool one because the collar is so torn it's not even funny. But the JTHM shirt I still wear religiously. And like I said, that facial hair was after one month, mine grows really slowly. @Haur: You don't need to lose an ounce! I'd still take you over my knee (and spank you)
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:06 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:08 pm
You look so handsome in glasses and facial hair Slaggie. heart
Okay buddy, but don't sue me when you bust a shin. ninja
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:09 pm
You are beautiful, and nothing wrong with loveing food lol. Food is good. Curves are sexy too. Not really into feeling like I'm cuddleing a bundle of sticks.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:09 pm
Are you kidding? Last time I weighed myself (yesterday) I weighed 223. You think you can break me? I'm un-bustable! lol Bring it on, lovely!
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:10 pm
NuSith "I promise not to break anything on you Ivy if you behave."
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:16 pm
Hauraunah NuSith "I promise not to break anything on you Ivy if you behave."
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:17 pm
Psychoholic Slag Are you kidding? Last time I weighed myself (yesterday) I weighed 223. You think you can break me? I'm un-bustable! lol Bring it on, lovely! I couldn't intentionally break you Slaggie! heart *grabs chains* twisted Aww thanks NuSith. *fondlehugs* I like my curves, just not the tummy. Now that I know why my self confidence slipped and how I let it happen, I'm slowly recovering. Ever since I was a little twig, I wanted the buxom Betty Boop, Marilyn Monroe shape. Once I get a steady schedule I'll work on toning, etc. College just really put me through a mind trip and now that it's coming to an end I'm slowly regaining the savory things I liked about myself. I know I'm not as stupid as I thought, I just have strengths and weaknesses and am a victim of a very flawed education system. This has all left me very humble and I'm appriciative of it.
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