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 Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 3:15 pm
"It is important. Your happiness is very important to me and I wish to help you achieve whatever it is that will help you to be happy." she said softly. Smiling merrily back at him, she hoped he would speak his mind, though she expected him to be cryptic with her as she was with him.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 3:22 pm
" The thing that i want is right infrunt of me but it is so hard to hold. It is just like seeing the brim of heavon and never walking threw the gates. he siad almost like dogeing the ancer of it but openly showing that it was her that he wanted and was his reson. " Do you remimber when You said It was not right becouse of my age? he stoped there out of embaresment and well fear that she would freck out from his words thow he had said them before.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 3:26 pm
Ziven nodded and inhaled deeply. Concern and trouble shown on her face, even though he asked her not to. Blue eyes gazed deeply in to his, hoping for more conversation. Quietly she replied. "Yes, I do."
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 3:39 pm
" then nothing more is needed to be said on this topic. I almost feel me showing you this was a bad thing. Somethign that Should have waited, or maybe not even had hapend." he siad looking at her his hand rose to her check and softly touched it but only brefly not wanting to make her feel any more out of place then he alredy had. " I'm sorry..." he posed like he wanted to say more but it never came out of his mother he just stud there with his eyes fixed on her for a moment then lowering his gase to his feet like he alwase did.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 3:45 pm
"There is nothing to be sorry for, Little One." she said softly. When he lowered his head, she felt like she should be the one apologizing. With a sad smile, she pressed her fingertips underneath his chin and lifted his head. "Worry not, Little One. My love for you will only grow and I believe you feel the same." she said softly. Though she did not realize it, her eyes filled with tears, spilling over and falling down her cheeks as she spoke. Though again, she moved closer to him, embracing hims again in a warm hug, wanting to be as close to him as possible for as long as possible until they absolutely had to be parted.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 3:49 pm
he embrased her softly leting his hands rest on her back loking in to her face. " I breng tears to your eyes everytime this comes up." he siad as he wiped them away softly as to not hirt her. after a moment of holder there he did a bold move he moved in and kissed her softly it was just for a secend. This was not in his shi natcher so he was bight red after he broke it but his head was hiden as he lowered it once again as best he could in her sholder.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 3:58 pm
"Tears only because I care so much for your happiness. It pains me because I bring you sadness instead." she said softly. At the feeling of her tears being dried, she looked to him to smile but was stopped by the feeling of his lips meeting hers. Crimson washed over her face and for some reason she felt herself wondering where Reeve was. Raising her hand to her head, she ran her fingers through her hair a bit, feeling rather nervous. "It is I who should be sorry. I have so much love in my heart .. but it is selective about how to distribute the feeling to others. I do not understand .." she said, also lowering her head. "Now we both have red on our faces."
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 4:02 pm
" That we do. " He siad looking at her slowly and saw her thinking then a tear ran down his face as his body seemed to burst in to flames. His nine year old self was there now as he ran off croutching in a book shelf it was deep and ferr of books he hid there out of fear ,embaresment and pain.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 4:09 pm
Shifting uncomfortably as she realized she had made him cry, she rather squeaked with surprise when he resumed his normal form. "Please .. it is not necessary to hide from me. I accept you as you are, no matter what form you have assumed. I do not truly see you as a child but my friend. Right now .. you are a friend that I am essentially going to lose for an unknown amount of time. Please, may we spend time together as we would if this were not true?" she said softly but in an almost panicked tone, her eyes were pleading with him as tears again spilled down her face, full of fear, pain and longing.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 4:15 pm
" You will never louse me as a friend, but I have lost you as a driem. " He siad slowly as he halfway came out fo his hideing spot. he feet where plased on the open ground. " I saw you thinking of him. When i was showing my feelings to you. he meens more then I do I see that now. ' he siad as he crosed his legs anc hunched over so he could fit most of his body out of his hole and could see her but still be in his spot. " it is not that I will louse you as a friend but never have the feelings of you as a love." he siad softly he finaly got it out there to her. her kindness showed in his heart now more then ever even thow he hid it most of the time. he did love her that was almost to aprent at this point. Fox may be nine but like she had seen he was still a love struck teen in this wolrd that will never get what he truely wants
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 4:27 pm
"I feel so lost." she said softly, looking at the floor. Taking a deep breath, she came to the conclusion that they could not spend time together holding eachother because of the complications that had happened.
Standing tall, she smiled brightly at him as if there was nothing wrong. Bobbing her head and holding her arms out to him. "It would likely be best if I leave now. May I give you a hug good bye? I know not when I may be able to see you again. When I leave you, I will be going on a journey, I will return but I do not know for how many days I will be gone."
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 4:29 pm
" no you may not hug me becouse you are not going. " He said almost ina demanding voice. he put his finger on teh floor next to him just infrnt of the bookshelf He wiggled his way out and sat there waiting on her to sit.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 4:36 pm
Still smiling, she seated herself next to him. Though she knew he was strong, she desired to hold him, so she reached her arms over and scooped him up, not caring if he wanted this or not, being sure to use magic to assist in this task, in anticipation of he wearing his weights. "I must go eventually. Mr Yawgmoth is drawing together his forces, I must find my own. But for now .. I only want to hold you, Little One. I think .. I think you feel like family to me. My apologies for feeling this way without your permission." she said softly, smiling brightly though her eyes again filled with tears.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 4:41 pm
" It is fine." As she picked him up he was lighter then she had thought his waights lie on the ground."Family is not the feeling I was looking for but it is a start. I'm sorry that I confused you, and I knwo one other feels the same as I and I know your feelings to him. So I will drop it and move on wiht my life like always. ' he siad he was always the person to fold under people like this and now even a blind man was walking over him. his pride broken once agin but he showed little fo the feeling in his face but like alwase his eyes showed it all. he softly rested there in her lap with his head on her brest uesing them as pillow as he was talking onlu one of his eyes where open for the other was prest agenst her body not wanting to get her shirt in his eyes he desioded to shut it.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17, 2007 4:49 pm
"There is a bond between us, I do not know what it is but I know it is there. What word describes this feeling best .. I know not. I have never known family. Others have explained to me the feeling of family and I believe that is what I feel for you. I cannot know for sure. You are my friend, I want to continue being your friend, to care for you and protect you and .. and hope that you will still feel the same in return - which I do not expect from you." she said softly, clinging to him with more strength as she spoke.
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