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 Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 3:38 am
BakaTulip God I just don't understand it... all I ever did was be a good girlfriend... I never was disloyal or lied or anything... so why? I'm head over heels for her... I just want her back... I don't want anyone else... and I'm sure no one else wants me. And that's how I felt about Lana.... -sigh- Tulip, talk bto her. Talk to her about it.
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Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 4:44 am
Moocat BakaTulip God I just don't understand it... all I ever did was be a good girlfriend... I never was disloyal or lied or anything... so why? I'm head over heels for her... I just want her back... I don't want anyone else... and I'm sure no one else wants me. And that's how I felt about Lana.... -sigh- Tulip, talk bto her. Talk to her about it. I'm gonna give her the letter I wrote... I don't wanna seem stalkerly
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Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 12:21 pm
BakaTulip Moocat BakaTulip God I just don't understand it... all I ever did was be a good girlfriend... I never was disloyal or lied or anything... so why? I'm head over heels for her... I just want her back... I don't want anyone else... and I'm sure no one else wants me. And that's how I felt about Lana.... -sigh- Tulip, talk bto her. Talk to her about it. I'm gonna give her the letter I wrote... I don't wanna seem stalkerly Yeah, okay... -sigh- It's been over two months, now. And... I'm a bit better, I've buried my feelings, sometimes they pop back up.. But... I'm doing better, for the most part.
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Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 12:51 pm
It just doesn't make sense... I mean what makes a relationship not work is when the bad outweighs the good... and it didn't! *sob*
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Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 1:41 pm
BakaTulip It just doesn't make sense... I mean what makes a relationship not work is when the bad outweighs the good... and it didn't! *sob* -sigh- You just have to get on with your life if you can't have her back...
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Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 1:49 pm
Moocat BakaTulip It just doesn't make sense... I mean what makes a relationship not work is when the bad outweighs the good... and it didn't! *sob* -sigh- You just have to get on with your life if you can't have her back... I don't want to, though.
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Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 2:02 pm
BakaTulip Moocat BakaTulip It just doesn't make sense... I mean what makes a relationship not work is when the bad outweighs the good... and it didn't! *sob* -sigh- You just have to get on with your life if you can't have her back... I don't want to, though. It's not a choice, you /have/ to.
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Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 4:43 pm
But she hasn't even heard my opinion or my thoughts...
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Posted: Wed Apr 25, 2007 8:13 pm
BakaTulip But she hasn't even heard my opinion or my thoughts... Give her a bit of time, then try to explain things to her. (Like after all the work stuffs is over..)
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Posted: Thu Apr 26, 2007 3:00 am
I woke up this morning feeling like I didn't need to cry anymore. I know I have to talk to her today.. I just hope she wants to talk to me... I need to tell her how I feel... I need to tell her she'd hurt me... should I throw in that I really want to be back together with her... if her reasons were really as she told me.
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Posted: Thu Apr 26, 2007 7:51 am
BT, Im sorry to hear that your girl broke up with you. Thats... never a good thing. But Im going to have to agree with Moo. If this talk doesn't go the way you want it to, then you need to move on. Or at least try.
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Posted: Thu Apr 26, 2007 12:02 pm
Okay this morning was massively awkward. I tried to get to the class I share with her early so she could be the one deciding if she wanted to sit near me or not. I failed, she was there, and because I was so confused, I sat pretty far away and she just didn't look at me for the entire class, even when I was making a presentation.
But afterwards she came up to me and told me she'd read my letter (I gave her a short letter telling her I had stuff to say and I did want to be friends) and that she was serious about being friends still too. Also she was kinda confused by why I sat so far away, and she thought I didn't want her to look at me. I told her I couldn't talk about the heavy stuff between classes it'd be too weird, so we spent some time talking about Harry Potter and I'm going to call her tonight, tell her why I'm so hurt by the breakup and hope for another chance.
And the talking was nice... it was like when we were dating... except the hugs and the kissing and the stuff I really want... I mean honestly I think the greatest joy in the world is snuggling.
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Posted: Thu Apr 26, 2007 12:12 pm
Hey, Baka, life will return to normal for you--I'm sure of it. You'll find yourself with someone new and better in time, and you'll be feeling normal again even before then. I mean, hey, I lost my fiance to cheating, and I'm fine, now. Things get better.
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Posted: Thu Apr 26, 2007 12:30 pm
I don't want to find someone else. There's still a chance, I think there's still a chance. And if there is I wanna go for it.
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Posted: Thu Apr 26, 2007 1:18 pm
BakaTulip I don't want to find someone else. There's still a chance, I think there's still a chance. And if there is I wanna go for it. You might as well try, what have you got to lose?
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