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 Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 7:44 am
Kaenai it's not that someone's bothering me, it's that no one is. no one's bothering to help. i've stuck my neck out for people over and over again, and several times i've risked life and limb (no exaggeration) to be good to people, and on one occasion, i've risked going to jail just to do something nice for someone who needed it. and now no one will help me. and it's too late, and i'm so miserable, because ... because this is like my chance to do something good for me, and for my family, and to make a difference, you know? and now - i don't know if i can. i don't know where i'll be in life when it's time to re-apply, and whether i'll be able to make the commitment as i am now. and because no one was willing to say "she's a good person and she deserves it", i can't do it. it's just not fair. crying You are talking about going to school right? And you can't get into this school without references?
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 8:29 am
no, i can't. and now it's too late, because they're deciding today, and i don't have them.
but it's more than that. i didn't ask anyone who didn't know me at least 3 years. these are people whom i've trusted with things, and vice versa, people i've had in depth conversations about life, love, family, work, all sorts of things. people with whom i felt comfortable sharing secrets with, and who have told me things about themselves they haven't told anyone else - the sort of people you can really call friends. Yet all of them, when i needed them, disappeared.
i mean, life isn't over, you know? i'll still wake up tomorrow, and the next day, and i'll be fine, and i know that, and if i don't get in this year, i'll try twice as hard next year.
i'm upset because it's one thing to feel like no one gives a s**t, and to know deep down that it's all in your head. it's totally different when you find out it's true - that all the people who counted on you, and whom you considered a friend, really don't care what happens to you.
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 10:27 am
Oh Kae, I am so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to help.
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 10:51 am
Me too. I feel so useless right now. emo
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 2:22 pm
Meh...
It's okay. 33 years, and I should be used to it by now. ):
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 3:00 pm
I hope you never get used to it. No one should ever have to get used to that.
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 3:10 pm
OK!
So we ordered pizza. But we were very careful to order just 2 pizza's because we have only a little bit of money. And then pizza hut said..do you want to add a medium for only 1.99 more? And I said yes, thinking it would be a good lunch for my son & daughter tomorrow. And it came to only $20.48 so I was really happy.
Then!
The pizza gets here, and there are only 2 pizzas. One large, and the medium that cost $1.99. And I said uh uh no way - we ordered 3 total and asked the driver to let them know so they could send out our other pizza. I knew only $20.48 was too good to be true crying
Then!
The manager called me and said they would send out the 3rd pizza at no charge! And I said, no I don't expect that. We just need that other pizza, just add it to my bill. And she said no, that even if they just misunderstood our order, and we weren't going to be charged for the 3rd pizza!
How nifty! xd
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 3:24 pm
But I am. It happens to me all the time.
But yay! for your free pizza! w00t!
And $20.48 sounds about right for 2 pizzas, so it shouldn't have been much more for the medium anyway. Meh, I dunno. Anyhow, yay! for free pizza! blaugh
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 4:00 pm
Your avatar is so cute. Something about that OMG just... calls me. I'm going to have to just do it, since I don't suppose someone is going to just give me one.
I love the contrast of the peasant dress and the '03 items. xd
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 5:08 pm
yay! i mean, i changed already, but you should totally go ahead and go for it. 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 7:08 pm
Okay. What the damn. I just got an AARP thing in the mail. I'm only 21. ;o; How do they get my information and stuff? -flail-
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 7:17 pm
zomg, AARP! xD
-gets Phoenix some Jell-O and a straw-
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 7:49 pm
o: JELLO. -inhales it- >w<
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 7:55 pm
lawl - put your teeth back in! rofl
AARP, indeed.
so, the lady called from the school today. she hasn't made up her mind yet, and frankly, i don't think it looks good. i could really be edged out by someone who had their references. i mean, naturally, that's not a major deciding factor (yes it is), but if it came down to me and someone else, having someone stand up for you makes a difference.
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 8:16 pm
-puts teef back in- domokun
I hope you get it Kae. And then you can be all "I DIDN'T NEED YOU BITCHES NO WAYS. D<"
>o> ilukae. -luffcling-
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