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 Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 3:21 pm
BakaTulip Okay... *twitch* I hate facebook.. my girlfriend told me she has 7 essays and is very busy and the only way she can complete them n the next three weeks is to just work... but then I see she's meeting up with a friend this weekend, because he posted on her wall on facebook. *pout* Sounds kind of like how my girlfriend's been recently. -___- I was really upset today, 'cause last night she was all "I miss you so much, I love you, I hate that we never get to spend any time together anymore, I want to kiss you, we have to get together outside of school as soon as possible.." (we haven't had any time outside of school to act like a couple in well over two months now -___-). Then today, her parents decide they're going out of town and that if she doesn't want to go, she needs to find somewhere to stay. She called our friend Lauren to ask - Lauren's mother said no, but Laur said "What about [rubbermuleaccount]?" and her mom was like "Oh, okay, that's fine!" .... then my girlfriend tells Lauren that she doesn't want to go to my house. In the end, what does she do? DECIDE TO GO WITH HER PARENTS despite the fact that she's been whining about how miserable she's going to be and how much she doesn't want to go. neutral Yeah, I feel really loved. -__- She reeeeaaaalllllly obviously cares about spending time together. I could just go off and cry somewhere. (Figured I'd join the rant. >.>)
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 3:33 pm
Moocat SubHumanRemains sorry i'm adding the the seious amount of tension and drama in this thread. I've been feeling pretty ******** shitty lately too. my depression is catching up with me... i've started cutting again. I don't know why. I just want to talk to people who actually give a damn. -sigh- Cutting sucks. I have Lana's goddamned name scarred on my leg, along with a ton of miscellanious(sp?) cuts. It sucks 'cause I need it to go away by swimming-time. D:< >.< same here. I had "i'm sorry" on my leg for like a year. It's a problem though/ I'm going to get help next week... I hate feeling this way. I can't concentrate... i can't get my thoughts straight. +I just feel shitty all the time. bleh
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 5:20 pm
I used to cut before I met my girlfriend, but I didn't write things or draw designs (I know someone who carved a star into her ankle)... I just went nuts and sliced myself up. o__0 *shrug* And... I was smart enough to do it in places where not many people see very often... xd (i.e. if you're going to cut your WRIST and expect people not to see it, you're an idiot. Not saying anyone here does that, just commenting biggrin ).
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 7:29 pm
rubbermuleaccount I used to cut before I met my girlfriend, but I didn't write things or draw designs (I know someone who carved a star into her ankle)... I just went nuts and sliced myself up. o__0 *shrug* And... I was smart enough to do it in places where not many people see very often... xd (i.e. if you're going to cut your WRIST and expect people not to see it, you're an idiot. Not saying anyone here does that, just commenting biggrin ). But you know what? Every time I cut on my wrist, it never scarred. o_o On my thighs, it scarred. Then again, I probably cut way deeper.
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 7:38 pm
I have a scar on my wrist from cutting. It goes down the center and there are two that go across.
Not cool at all.. As much as I like my scars I wish those weren't there.
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 7:39 pm
AkureiKnight I have a scar on my wrist from cutting. It goes down the center and there are two that go across. Not cool at all.. As much as I like my scars I wish those weren't there. -sigh- I wish Lana would get off my leg. And the really dark scars, everyone will be able to see them in the summer.
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 10:11 pm
rubbermuleaccount I used to cut before I met my girlfriend, but I didn't write things or draw designs (I know someone who carved a star into her ankle)... I just went nuts and sliced myself up. o__0 *shrug* And... I was smart enough to do it in places where not many people see very often... xd (i.e. if you're going to cut your WRIST and expect people not to see it, you're an idiot. Not saying anyone here does that, just commenting biggrin ). Agreed. I always do it on like, my upper arm. 'Cause I always wear long sleeved shirts so no one can see. :]
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 10:13 pm
A.Dream.Within.A.Dream. rubbermuleaccount I used to cut before I met my girlfriend, but I didn't write things or draw designs (I know someone who carved a star into her ankle)... I just went nuts and sliced myself up. o__0 *shrug* And... I was smart enough to do it in places where not many people see very often... xd (i.e. if you're going to cut your WRIST and expect people not to see it, you're an idiot. Not saying anyone here does that, just commenting biggrin ). Agreed. I always do it on like, my upper arm. 'Cause I always wear long sleeved shirts so no one can see. :] I never wear long sleeves, I wear t-shirts. I did my thigh, but she read about it on safe-eyes. xP;
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Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 8:46 am
I wear t-shirts, but I also cut my upper arm, because even t-shirt sleeves hide it THERE.
I still have scars there. Other places didn't scar. *shrug* (Tried my stomach once, hurt like a b***h, but didn't scar).
Fortunately, those days are pretty much behind me. Now if something goes wrong I just cry a lot like the teenage girl that I am. xd
Also, Moocat, IMO, talking about it on the internet is just ASKING for someone to read it and know about it. For instance, I have friends in real life on gaia who might run into it if I ever posted it on my main account (this is my mule, obviously, complete with fake profile name, location, birthday and everything. xp )
Wellllll if it makes everyone feel any better, my girl and I are officially having problems too. YAY. stare We usually have these off-and-on arguments at least once every two weeks or so, so I'm sure it'll fix itself this time, but I've told her that if she doesn't fix her attitude / the way she's been treating me, I'm gone. neutral
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Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 12:07 pm
So, I suddenly feel awkward about talking here, since I don't cut. Never have, never will.
But seriously, MY FLAMES GROW.
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Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 2:23 pm
I was a pirate today, in a play.
I WAS FRIGGIN' SWEET. < 3
xD Our play was amazing. I don't have any good pictures of my costume, though.
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Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 4:55 pm
>.< I always wear like tank tops and crap.
and i wear shorts.
I HATE long sleeved shirts... but I always feel the urge to cut my wrists (weird... my MO i guess) and i used to and i have hardly any scarring from a razor on my wrists but i do on my legs...
maybe because there's more fat on your legs or something?
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Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 7:48 pm
I was a pirate in our play, today.
I was awesome. < 3 xD People laughed at my character, ( NOT AT ME. D:< ) So I knew I was good. ^^ It was great, sooo funny.
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Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 8:40 pm
Karnell - I actually usually didn't cut out of depression; I cut out of the immense need to DESTROY something (I can have an AWFUL temper). It was either punching walls, breaking things, beating up other people, or cutting... xd I've been told that I'm surprisingly violent sometimes for a girl. >__> I'm only gentle and motherly with my close friends, my girlfriend, and my animals. God knows I LOVE my animals. <333333 I have a fuzzy little pony and a pretty little horse and two ADORABLE cats... xd Sorry, off-topic. mrgreen
Moocat - Congrats! Sounds like fun. ^__^ I've never been in a play before, but I'm a good public speaker? lol.
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Posted: Mon Apr 23, 2007 3:54 am
^^ It was fun, we all got up in one scene and danced "Gatahs, gatahs, we rockin' gatahs, gatahs."
It was amazing. Everyone did a fantastic job in their roles. :3 Though "god" was bitchy at times. >>; Stupid Mail.
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