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 Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 2:39 pm
Trina heard River come down but didn't say anything, still looking out the window. "I have to wonder sometimes...if maybe...I've been around for too long..." She said, musing.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 3:10 pm
"..." River Listened then sighed softly sitting down looking into her lap with boredom.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 3:32 pm
"What do you think about River?" Trina asked, her tone still musing. River probably wouldn't answer, and Trina did not expect her to. "When you're alone I mean...like now." She continued to look out the window, not minding River's silence.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 3:39 pm
"..what do I think about?..." she asked herself questioning her question as she thought for a moment. Did she want to talk about what she thought about?Shruging to herself her hair flowed around, the pink wasn't going anywhere but an Inch of it dissapeared all around."..I think about alot of things, like where I am from and how I could of made myself diffrent.." She paused again and took the moment to re-think the words in her head."..I think about why That..A-Asph..Asphel Guy..Or atleast I think that's his name; I think about why he would just leave me alive being the Angel he is.." She blinked confused at the moment before looking up at Trina."..What about you?..."
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 3:47 pm
Trina turned around, eyes suddenly sad, tragic nearly. "I think about what I remember, wonder what I did during the times I was at another's disposal, and imprisionment." Trina looked down. "I think about the structures of things and keep them in memory to call them back, I think about the two people I murdered." She looked up, dark eyes unreadable again. "But mostly, I have to think about my structure." She tilted her head a little. "Even if he suddenly decided to, I'm more on your side than his..." Trina gave a smile as if to say it wasn't much help, but she was anyway.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 4:13 pm
"..Trina I think of my own structure as well, how long I will last in it, how much Time I have to live. Then It dawned on me that I have no say on what I did not create." She blinked slowly and watched her eyes for a moment with a small appriciative smile."..I am here for everyone when they need help and when they make mistakes, But I don't think that Angel will hurt me none.." She said looking back to her lap in silence.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 4:20 pm
Trina nodded. "My people...my race...they only lived until the reason for their creation was met...then they returned to the planet...or killed themselves... A purpose had to be met for each of them..." Trina looked thoughtful for a moment. "But...that was so long ago...I am still alive..." She shook her head. "And this world is so confusing, and when the new race of beings inhabiting my birth planet took me back, it was so very different...Perhaps I am out of place and time. I do not know." She sighed. "Am I boring you?" She asked, not wanting to annoy anyone.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 4:27 pm
"..Not at all." She said blinking with the blank expression she had obtained while listening."..On my planet, I don't know what they expected. I really don't understand them sometimes because of who the are and what they do for a living.I was supposed to be a creation purly out of intrest to see how long I would live. How well the Scientists around me could make me last, And so far I've lasted three hundred some odd years more then anyone thought I would." She muttered softly thinking about other things she could say about her planet though she knew nothing much."..I don't know too many things about it, and..it's people other then I killed alot of them until I can here to..gaia I think?.." She supposed softly and blinked again, looking at Trina before getting up to make herself somthing to eat and drink."..would you like anything?.."
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 4:34 pm
Trina shook her head. "No thank you..." She smiled. "You are as old as me then...I don't really know how long I've been around though...a while..." She thought of war, of Sachin. She gave another smile. "No more of my kind are created anymore...you speak of scientists...what is that? A man? Men made you?"
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 4:49 pm
"..three men and a woman whom I call mother.." She said slowly and blinked thoughtfuly."..I never got to met them I killed them before they could say anything.." She said and let her eyes fall."..My tounge of speeking is very diffrent from this one..so..Everything I own from my planet has that writing on it." She got some water and set it on the counter for Trina before pouring an unmarked bottle of liquid into a glass, and setting it next to it, making herself some mashed potatos as she spoke."..I never really forgave myself for killing them, I would of liked to of learned why I was truly made..."
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 4:54 pm
Trina was attentive, finding herself seated at the bar and sipping from the water glass. "Thank you...I was born of my planet. No parents...no children of my race...At least, I do not remember any...I'm sorry that it turned out that way for you..." Trina paused and took another sip, then spoke again. "A purpose you mean? To what purpose you were created?" Trina studied River, doing nothing to hide it. She herself had often agonized over her own existance, wondering why she still lived.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 4:56 pm
"Yeah..Somthing like that." River said shruging as she placed a little milk and some pepper along with butter into a bowl and poured the potatos out in a strainer before setting them into the bowl with the other ingredients and starting to smash them.
"..I don't know sometimes..And I want to know why..why they did not give me emotions like I should of had....so I could be normal like everyone else..."
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 5:04 pm
Trina tilted her head at River. "You do not feel?" She asked, a bit perplexed. "Yet the mind does not regret River...regret is illogical to it..."
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 5:12 pm
"..Not anything good.." She said and smiled blinking at her words.."..Regret is Pathedic although I have so much of it some times..." she muttered quietly and sat down again with a big bowl of what she concidered the best food item in the world in front of her. she took a sip of her drink and started to eat.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 5:19 pm
Trina said nothing at this, she wasn't sure she could realy understand not feeling. "I regret things...things outside of my control, and some of my own actions...but that is not why I am considered pathetic." She said, taking another sip of water. "What are you eating?" She asked, curious.
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