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 Posted: Tue Feb 01, 2005 6:13 pm
(Woot!! long post!! 3nodding )
As bark shattered from the tree it showered down on her head, she watched him in fear. Hearing his tragic tale...for a moment she only listened...thinking 'poor hikari' 'poor Ran'... her eyes were sympathetic...but then those words...they echoed in her mind and she began to think about it...Then with sudden realization her heart shattered into a million pieces, her breathing became sharp and painful...her heart pounded...she had lost... she lost everything...she lost her heart...she lost herself...and then she lost...Ran. sad
"Eloped?....to...together..." She felt the most horrible feeling of solitude...emptiness and hatred all in one moment. "Y..You killed...yourself...and Hikari..." She shook with rage. "In a depression!? How do you think i felt when you were in Hell!? How do you think I lived while I didn't know how you were!!? What do you think I did after I found Hikari dead!!? YES RAN! I found Hikari!" She looked at him, her eyes locked onto his, the pain she felt drilling into his eyes which seemed to hold no soul...which was probably true. crying
"How could you do that to me!!? Ran I don't think you understand what you meant to me. You were my world! You were my Life! I couldn't stand to see you being nice to any other girl...I was jealous when you were nice to Hikari...I WAS JEALOUS DANG IT!!" She tore her eyes from his and said "I loved you so much I didn't even see it coming...I trusted you Ran! I gave you my heart on a silver platter!" as she spoke she walked towards him. "I know you don't want to hear this!" She was standing right next to him. "But you have to!!" She then was silent for the next minute... touching his harm she said in a tearful voice once more, the anguish of heartbreak resident in her eyes. She looked into his eyes. "Why?" stressed scream
She asked softly "Why?....Why Ran? Why couldn't you have just shut me out of your heart when I first begged for your love...You promised you didn't want to break my heart...AND I BELIEVED YOU!! I ...believed you...and now...I feel like...such a fool..." her eyes became clouded with utter confusion. "I didn't want to get hurt again...don't you remember? I said to you Ran...I said 'I don't want to be hurt again...i don't think i could stand it' And you said 'I'm not going to hurt you dang it'...tell me Ran...Am I wrong? Was that not you!?" she went silent...and then...she Swore loudly.. "I can't...understand you...Why didn't you tell me when you first started to like her!? If you didn't love me then why did you lead me on!?" scream scream gonk
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Posted: Tue Feb 01, 2005 6:16 pm
Amai Sakura-chan I...don't know...it all looks so...expensive....
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Posted: Tue Feb 01, 2005 9:16 pm
Are the sundays good here?
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 2:27 am
((Good lord that's a big post, I'm gonna need more time to make a reply to that. sweatdrop ))
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 7:11 am
Vale Kinomoto He rubbed his eyes and looked at her. "I'm sorry, I just hadn't had time to think about it until now and it just sort of hit me." he hugged her, through with his little episode for the moment. Divena you have every right to be upset... she was your friend...
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 12:35 pm
I do love you! I told you I loved you because I meant it! Not because I wanted to lead you into this! *He stared back but soon dropped his eyes to the ground* I can't explain what happened between me and Kari because I'm not sure myself. *He stood to his feet and turned to face her* I never wanted to shut you out of my heart and I'm not going to lead you on. *Ran walked up to her and looked down into her eyes. He raised a hand formed a small sphere of energy which soon entended and formed into a solid blade in his hand. He reached down and grabbed Ranphas hand, forcing the dagger into her grasp* If you really feel so tormented, then you can strike me down. Go ahead, I'll just be sent back to Hell anyway. Being tormented with your ravaged heart here or being subjected to mindless torture in Hell, it makes no difference to me. *He took a step back and spread his arms, never breaking eye contact with her* It's your choice.
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 5:34 pm
He nodded "Very good! But EVERYTHING is good here!"
((Goes to poke Ry))
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 5:50 pm
((ok I'm here.. don't know what you want me to do though..))
He watched Ran royally mess up things with Ranpha all on his own with glee. But he couldn't let the fun stop so soon so creeping near so Ranpha BUT not Ran could hear he whispered 'He just wants to get away. Torture him.. make him pay... force him to stay and watch your suffering! Make him feel like you feel! Make him pay!' Slinking back into the shadows to watch what happened next.
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 6:11 pm
((...I'm going to kill you. stare ))
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 6:16 pm
(( eek RY! Your so mean!! *is scared now*))
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 8:57 pm
Ummm...What should I get then?
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 9:06 pm
Statris Arda John ordered a cone as well, pulling loose of Hoshi's hand just long enough to pay before he gently took it again. "Now do you want to eat that here, or walking around," he asked simply, after leading a bit away from where they'd ordered. Hoshi licked her cone once, enjoying the taste of her wonderful ice cream before replying to John. "Umm can we walk around? I mean if that's alright with you I mean."
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 9:11 pm
:walks to see what they have and bumps into hoshi hard, by accident making the other girl loose her icecream: surprised h!
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 10:05 pm
She heard the voice, hatred struck her and for a moment she nearly did run him through...but then slowly she came to her senses...listening to what he had to say she pushed aside all other feelings...dispite the hatred that had been stirred up inside of her. Slowly she turned the knife and she dropped it... "No Ran. I won't let you take the easy way out this time. Last time, you didn't even tell me...last time...you didn't even give me a chance to prove that I loved you more than she did. It's like you're asking me to kill myself Ran!!" She paused and let her hatred settle a bit..."There is a saying...one that says... Once you give your heart away...you never truly get it back...but when you finally manage to take it...you leave a piece behind..."
She steadied herself before taking a step closer to him. "I know that's true for me, but you...i don't know if you even have a heart anymore...You know....i realized...before i met you I was supposed to kill demons...people who cause harm...i was there to protect people...somewhere along the way i found myself attracted to you, dispite your wierdness and obvious changing into animals...I fell in love with you....then when you accepted my love...i completely forgot all about it...you became human...you became human...to me...i'm sorry Ran...I'm sorry...not for me...but for you...I'm not going to let you off easy this time...I don't care about your choices anymore... Because I changed for you... I changed because i loved everything about you...but i guess beggars cant' be choosers..."
She stepped toward him till she was only inches away. "Ran...I'm sorry...I still loved you...even now i can't seem to fight it off...i hear voices in my head...my heart is telling me to get rid of you...but I don't know if i'll be ok with letting you go. So...This is my goodbye Ran...I don't want to long for you anymore...I don't want to feel such pain...and I don't want to hear that you are going to come back and make all my fears go away. "Not if i'm going to get hurt. It's time for both of us to grow up and stop...living in this little fantasy." She sighed and placed her hand on his chest. "You had a choice Ran...between me and her. You...you chose her. I'll just have to deal with that..."
She felt her other hand shake as she tried to make her hatred settle, her emotions pushed away...she breathed slowly... hesitating she stepped onto her tiptoes and whispered "I love you still...but i find it impossible...If you didn't love me the first time..you wouldn't love me the second time...so here...is my good bye..." She placed her other hand on his chest and kissed his lips gently...the last forseen time...that she would ever kiss him.
(ooh man...i would not want to be ran right now...this girl is just plain heaartless!!)
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 10:40 pm
(she better not kill herself........) stressed
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