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Tsurai took a step back, left hand grabbing for the dogtags that weren't there. He felt stupid, now, and shoved the hand in his pocket, fingering the dogtags inside.
"I don't want to ******** anything."
His brows furrowed in what had become worry.
".. Is that bad?"

Tsurai backed up until he could sit on his own cot. When he had sat down, he took out his dogtags from his pocket and started to just rub them between his index finger and thumb, needing to do something.

"I don't know. Because she wanted it. It was..." He hesitated.
"Good, I guess. I liked it while it happened I mean, who wouldn't? But. I really don't think it's so great now, looking back on it. Sex has given me nothing but problems from day one."

He looked to the curtain of a door, "What's this have to do with being gay?"
His brain must be in retardation...

Tsurai let out a loud sigh, looking to the ground, then rolling his head to make eye contact with Braeden.

"But I don't know what that means. The only time I've gotten horny was when I was drugged. I've never really wanted to have sex with anybody. I mean, I really loved Kris, my girlfriend, but, far as I went was cuddling. I mean, if she wanted to kiss, then we'd kiss, but I never really done it for myself. We never had sex, either. And I loved her more than anything. She helped me a lot raising my kid."

That must've sounded so confusing, considering Braeden didn't know how Tsurai had ended up with a daughter in the first place.
He went back to fiddling with his dogtags.
"I don't even... You know... Masturbate..."

Tsurai plopped his head in his hands, dogtags and all.
"Even so, I'm still confused. Am I gay or not? I don't want to just.."
He swallowed. 'Go up to Isiah and ask him. Connor is.. They are..."

He shivered, dropping the tags to the ground. "Connor scares me."

The kid looked up with distaste. He rubbed his eye with the heel of his left palm befroe sighing and changing the subject. "Kaegan said it was alright if you taught me Denzien. WIll you do it?"

"Well, if you teach me your's, will I still be able to understand his?"
Tsurai looked to the door again, a shiver going down his spine.

He bent over to pick up the dogtags, and began fingering them again, leaning his own back against the other wall.

"alright. So then, could you teach me?" He asked.

"But it's not even the afternoon!" Tsurai put his hands to his head and stood up, beginning to pace.
"How can you be so tired all the time?"

He groaned. "I've got nothing to do. I've already been to Isiah's place twice... ANd what if Connor's over there?" A shiver went down his spine.

"It's like I need a body guard just to protect myself from his glares."