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 Posted: Fri Feb 09, 2018 12:51 pm
 Sidevi || On Person: $80 || In Bank: $775 || Mood: Content Rain never really kept Sidevi away from much of anything before, all she would really need is an umbrella and she'd be fine. Plus rain typically kept other people away usually making it easier for her to get up to her shenanigans if she felt it necessary. But, this time she wasn't up to any shenanigans, she had positioned herself under one of the many trees and was feeding the more brave squirrels that would come investigate, even with the rain. The squirrels of course stayed a bit closer than they usually would because lack of rain around Sidevi, but she didn't mind. She was even sneaking a few pictures of them with her phone, flash off, no need to scare the little things. As she would hand the few squirrels that came to her food, they'd reach up to take it from her then immediately turn, putting their backs toward her to eat, a squirrels way of saying 'don't touch my food'. This simply caused Sidevi to giggle, her own squirrel like tail swaying behind her rather happily as some animals actually came to visit her and all. Some of the more brave squirrels would come and sniff at her shoes, one even jumped up onto her knees as she was in a squat position to begin with, this squirrel reached up for her satchel which had all the nuts and other mixed foods in it. Which Sidevi simply handed it a peanut to keep it from the satchel.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2018 11:33 am
╔══════════════╗ By default Patrick and Hiro arrived to their spot to their usual routine of visiting the park after work hours including cashing in his pay check. Looking forward to the video chat with Kenzie after sundown as usual. Played with his beloved kitten with the help of the toys. Used his plant restoration on some torn up random plants on the out of the park by careless people. Also do some close look at the trees in testing his knowledge about them. [exit] ╚══════════════╝
『ᏞᎾᏟᎪᏆᎥᎾᏁ: Soleil Park.sᏆᎪᏆus: Single.mᎾᎾᎠ:content.mᎾᏁᎬᎽ: $591.60. ᎪᏟᏟᎾmᏢᎪᏁᎽᎥᏁᎶ hᎥm:his kitten, Hiro. 』
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2018 7:04 pm
  "With every step 👣, every word ✎, With every hour ⌛,
xxxxx I am falling 💫 in, To something new 🆕, something brave ⚔
xxxxxxxxxxTo someone I, I have never been."
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"I can't decide ¿, What's wrong ✘, What's right ✔,
xxxxx Which way ☼ should I go?. ❞ xxxxRain...oh how peaceful it was. It was times like this where Miya just wanted to sleep the day away at times. She was glad it wasn't storming though because that would be a whole other matter. Eventually, she managed to drag herself out of bed in order to shower before getting dressed.
She then grabbed a light breakfast, her umbrella, some spare bread and nuts before finally heading out to her planned destination. The park. Why would she randomly bring nuts and bread one might wonder? Well being an animal lover... she liked to feed whatever animal she came across. Birds and squirrels being the more common animals found at the park.
While walking she looked up at the sky some, getting only a few droplets on her. It sure is pretty when it rains. The rainbow that comes after making it even more breathtaking. Rain helps the beautiful trees and flowers grow more as well. Hehe then there is the fun of splashing in the puddles sometimes. I wonder why you can see your reflection in puddles at times? Could it be a dimension to another world? Now that would be interesting to research about...Ah!
Miyu paused in her walking briefly already having arrived at the park while lost in thought. A small pout appeared as her expression turned disappointed for a brief moment. "I forgot to bring a book..." Well i guess it should be okay... I'll just avoid most eye contact and admire the nature around me~ I can make up my own story...wait..what is that?
While walking around and in between trees, mainly to avoid other people. She noticed a small group of squirrels huddled around a girl. But the reason Miyu had been surprised was because she thought it had been a giant squirrel, as the tail of the girl is what had caught her eyes at first.
Miyu wasn't sure what she should do. This really shouldn't shock her as she had lived with someone who was somewhat similar before. Plus she had known about other creatures too. It was something the girl was curious on but still being another person, her shyness overcame her and she was just sort of frozen to the spot, her mind going a mile a minute on what she should actually do.
[ Health ] 100%[ Mood ] Calm/Nervous [ Location ] Pet Shop[ Status: ] Single[ Crushing on: ] A-ah w-well...no one now. [ Money: ] $1000 [ Wearing: ] Left picture w/ umbrella [ Thoughts: ] hmm?..
"If only I knew what my heart ❦ was telling 🗣 me,
xxxxDon't know what I'm feeling ღ.
xxxxxxxxIs this just a dream 💤🛏?"
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"If only I could read 📖 the signs 📜 in front of me
xxxxI could find 👁 the way ☼ to who I'm meant to be."
    ooc:.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2018 8:44 pm
Sidevi || On Person: $80 || In Bank: $775 || Mood: Content The day was rather peaceful, even with the rain. Sidevi giggling too herself at the small number of squirrels that were gathered by her feet and the one on her knees. She kept handing out little bits here and there making sure the squirrels wouldn't fight over what was available. She put the umbrella down so it was leaned against her shoulder but still blocking the rain. She enjoyed time spent with animals herself, even if it was these squirrels being more interested in the food she had and not her herself. But she understood squirrelly hunger, as she had it too. Eventually she glanced up, taking notice of Miyu, a woman she had not met before, she held up a hand to wave to Miyu, though after waving to Miyu for a few moments, the squirrel on her knees jumped up and grabbed her arm, sniffing her hand as if expecting food to be there. Causing Sidevi to giggle at the silly animal, she put her hand down but the squirrel ran up her arm and sniffed around her clothes, clearly searching for more food. She picked the thing up and put back down in the group with the others. Tapping it lightly on its nose, which it reached up to try and grab her finger as she did so. "Silly." she simply said. She waved back to Miyu again, "Feel free to feed some of them too, I can't be having all of the fun right?" she said outloud to the other woman, as she goes back to handing the squirrels more scraps and snacks, her own squirrel like ears on the top of her head twitching with her tail swaying still, all energetic and happy in its motions.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2018 9:43 pm
Location:: Beach - Sandy Shores Clothing:: Today's outfit (in picture) Company:: ??? Feeling:: Condition:: Healthy Wallet:: 3000.00$ Items:: Cellphone, Earbuds, Fake I.D, Grendel P30 (a gun), Prepaid cellphone OOC::  Ryan Martinez ******** this. To hell with it all! Ryan had gotten a message with the proof he wanted from Dante so now he knew he couldn't simply run away from selling for him. His ex was on the message crying her eyes out and though that was all Ryan heard he knew Sayaka's voice very well. Because of this Ryan had sent a text to Skye that was short and to the point; It only saying he needed to talk to her about something important and needed to meet her today at this park. With Ryan waiting under the dragon statue amongst the cherry blossom trees on the main walkway he had his heart pumping, not knowing what Skye might say or think about everything he was going to tell her.
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Posted: Sun Feb 11, 2018 1:37 am
 ❛Let us be wildflowers, let our souls be scattered by the wind.
Let us grow, wild and free, tall and brave in the places that we dream, in the places where our longings are filled.
Let us grow between the cracks of brokenness, and we will make everything beautiful.❜
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For once, after what seems to be a long time, the little girl felt elated being within the presence of another. Perhaps it was because it had been another child, or perhaps it was the way he looked at her for who she was, without the look in his eyes that screamed pity. Children are innocent creatures, who cared little of another’s social class, of another’s race, nor their ethnicity. They view others as a whole, as a person stripped of their identity. They identify another by their names, and it was something the little girl admired, for she herself, who had grown up in a different environment had been stripped of the innocence of a child, forced to mature at a ridiculously young age. As happy as she could possibly be within said moment, little did she know, her happiness was only temporary. Her parents had returned home that very day, and knowing the child had played out just a tad longer than usual had tipped her angry mother over the edge. It wasn’t as though they cared for a well-being. Perhaps it was the fact she was smiling, that irked them so.
It was at the break of dawn, the little girl found herself curled up upon the ground with nothing to provide her the warmth and comfort she sought. Her arms were sore, and her cheeks stung. No mirror was needed to know what had happened to her unblemished pale skin. She pushed herself off the ground, and as usual, dragged her small heavy footsteps to the bathroom, to which she was met with the icy cold water that prickled against her bruised skin. But still, the little girl quietly took what was offered, allowing the cold pinpricks to be the reminder of reality. Her reality.
Eventually, the day led to her crouching behind a large tree with an umbrella, accompanied with bandaids messily plastered onto her blistered feet, and with the few scratches her mother’s nail left upon her cheek. Still, the bruises were perfectly hidden beneath the white fabric of her dress, except the one bruise that spread like wildfire upon her under arm which she had blamed on the stairs. Lilac locks draped messily past her small shoulders, providing little warmth in this cold weather. She could’ve stayed home, but despite it being her shelter, it felt much foreign and colder than what the outdoors had to offer. Noticing such a fact only worsens her -already- stone cold heart. What a shame.
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Posted: Sun Feb 11, 2018 3:41 am
 Location: The Park | Outfit | Mood: Calm ▀▀▀▀▀ ▀ ▀▀ ▀▀▀▀▀▀▀ ▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀ ▀ ▀▀ ▀▀▀▀▀▀▀ ▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀ ▀ ▀▀ ▀▀▀▀▀▀▀ ▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀ ▀ ▀▀ ▀▀▀▀▀▀▀ ▀▀▀ Waking up with a throbbing headache, a sigh could be heard in a dark-lit room. Adam grumbled as he sat up, scratching the back of his head before slowly sliding off his bed and getting ready to start another lovely day. Going through the morning motions, Adam eventually threw on his clothes, grabbing his umbrella before heading out into the world. Rain... God how he despised the rain, as ironic as that was. Adam huffed childishly and lazily pushed his fingers against the handle of his umbrella and twirling the splayed cover over his head. Granted it wasn't pouring but the rain always brought down the mood. Though he wouldn't let the poor atmosphere bring down his mood! The man idly cracked his neck, stifling a small yawn as he strolled along the sidewalk, unsurprisingly with no-one to walk past or around him. Becoming lost in thought, Adam hadn't realized that he'd stumbled into the local park. Snapping back to his senses, the man looked around a bit confused. He still had to get use to this town and learn where he was going.
His amber gaze flicked across the park, finding the area to be almost barren of people besides the few passing folk and what have you. Adam curiously raised a brow as his eyes fell upon a small girl, under a tree with an umbrella and seeming to be alone. Part of his instincts told him not to approach, risking the wrong idea or label being branded upon him. But another part of him felt extremely worried for the child. Before he could decide, Adam was already making his way towards the tree. He quietly came to a halt behind the small girl, lazily twirling his umbrella once more. "You know sitting under a tree in poor weather isn't exactly the brightest thing to do..." He said in a soft tone, trying not to startle the girl. 
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Posted: Sun Feb 11, 2018 11:52 am
  Skye's life was on a downward spiral. She knew that, she admitted it to herself. But yet, it hadn't been quite as obvious to her until a couple days ago. Sneaking out of her own house to go get wasted at the bar then screwing around with Dante to try and get rid of her feelings for Ryan wasn't healthy and wasn't fair to anyone involved. While she knew that there was nothing more than sex between her and Dante, she always felt so guilty about it the next morning until she drank the feelings away and slept with him again. It just wasn't right. What had she done to her life? Soliel was supposed to make things better. Last night, Skye had cried harder than she ever had before after answering a call to her brother. Hearing the relief, panic, and anger in his voice as he spoke to her made her break down. By the time they were done talking it was close to two in the morning and Skye realized she had to change this.
When she got the text from Ryan, she felt uneasy about it. It was almost as if it were a sign or something. The way he worded the text made her think that whatever he wanted to talk about wasn't good... and she would just have to accept that. She shouldn't avoid this anymore. After getting dressed, Skye didn't send a response to Ryan, but instead just headed towards the park. Ignoring the rain, she glanced at the trees and tried to push the feeling of wanting to throw up away. She couldn't run away from this anymore even if she was clueless as to what Ryan wanted to talk about. Spotting him by a statue, Skye wanted to throw up again, but just bit the inside of her cheek a little and forced her feet towards him. Stopping a foot or so away, Skye glanced at Ryan before turning her head away pushing her hands into her pockets. "I got your text." She mumbled softly. Maybe she was wrong... perhaps she couldn't face him. Her stomach felt sick and her heart was racing.
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x ᴘʀᴏғιʟᴇ│here x ᴅᴀᴛιɴɢ│nobody x sᴛʏʟᴇ│Rain x ᴏᴏc│ -
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2018 2:57 pm
Location:: Middle of park - By the Dragon state Clothing:: Today's outfit (in picture) Company:: Skye Feeling:: Condition:: Healthy Wallet:: 3000.00$ Items:: Cellphone, Earbuds, Fake I.D, Grendel P30 (a gun), Prepaid cellphone OOC:: Ryan Martinez Torrez Now that she was here he wasn't sure he could go through with this. Ryan wasn't home last night, he didn't make it back, so he didn't know of how hurt Skye was already but he could see in her golden eyes that she was afraid. Like a wolf cornered she approach him and her will was strong. She made peace with the fact this was going to happen and faced issue head on. She always was beautiful to him, but toady she looked even more so. Maybe it was perhaps because he was gonna miss her. "I can't stay with you anymore." He spoke with a low and serious tone, downhearted that he said a part of what he needed to but allowing a pause for the words to sink in; Both for himself and for her. "I know you said you you've had your past and I can deal with that, I know what you are and what you are is innocence in my eyes. But what I can't deal with is the fact my past is still alive and it's haunting me to this very day. It's all gonna blow up eventually in a violent way...which is why I can't stay with you anymore. I don't wanna be the reason you'll get hurt...so I've got to go."
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Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2018 8:18 pm
"With every step 👣, every word ✎, With every hour ⌛,
xxxxx I am falling 💫 in, To something new 🆕, something brave ⚔
xxxxxxxxxxTo someone I, I have never been."
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"I can't decide ¿, What's wrong ✘, What's right ✔,
xxxxx Which way ☼ should I go?. ❞ xxxx O-oh no... I've been seen... I can't just run away can I? She won't think I'm rude will she? I wasn't starring or well wasn't meaning to. She looks kinda cute... I wonder if her tail is as fluffy as ...ah thinking about him makes me sad. It probably is as fluffy or fluffier. She must like animals too...that's good. Hehe the little squirrels might get too chubby with everyone feeding them now. Ah... She called me over to feed them to... it'll be okay right? She seems nice... I did want to feed some of them too. It wouldn't hurt...
Miyu was still frozen for a couple more minutes before she managed to unroot her feet that had seemed planted to the ground, making her way over to the little group shyly. A vibrant red hue was dusted across her cheeks as she got closer and pulled out her bag of nuts that she brought.
Miyuki was trying her best not to constantly glance at the girl. She wasn't really sure what to say either. Finally gathering her thoughts, she spoke in a voice barely above a whisper. "A-ah. S-sorry for the interruption... w-would you like some as well?"
Oh my goodness she won't take it there wrong way right? Should I add.."I mean to feed them as well. Not cause...Although I eat them as well too sometimes. Cashews are one of my favorites..."The poor girl kept stuttering over her words and babbling due to her nervousness. It was a wonder as to why she never interacted with anyone.
[ Health ] 100%[ Mood ] Nervous [ Location ] Park[ Status: ] Single[ Crushing on: ] A-ah w-well...no one now. [ Money: ] $1000 [ Wearing: ] Left picture w/ umbrella [ Thoughts: ] Cute..
"If only I knew what my heart ❦ was telling 🗣 me,
xxxxDon't know what I'm feeling ღ.
xxxxxxxxIs this just a dream 💤🛏?"
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"If only I could read 📖 the signs 📜 in front of me
xxxxI could find 👁 the way ☼ to who I'm meant to be."
ooc:.
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Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2018 9:04 pm
Skye was expecting a million different outcomes when she looked at Ryan's text. Truthfully, him telling her that he couldn't stay with her anymore was one of them, but the news still hit her like a semi truck. Her heart sunk and she stared at him like a deer in the headlights. She had come to the park to force herself to talk to him, but his words still crushed her, and while her face remained the shame her hurt shone through loud and clear in her eyes. "W...What?" She managed to stutter out after a moment of silence. "W...What are you? What do you mean..." She said, her brow creasing together as she shook her head as she tried to make sense of all the emotions hitting her at once. Hurt, sadness, anger, confusion; it was all coming at once. Clenching her fists, she tried to hide her trembling hands. "You... You can't just go and say something like that! Here I am struggling with the fact I'm in love with you and you just..." She blurted out without realizing it. Once she did though, her face turned a dark shade of red. Now adding embarrassment into her mix of emotions, Skye shook her head again, tears welling up in her eyes. How could she just blurt that out?! "You know what. If you want to leave then... Then just go." She said before she turned and quickly started walking away. He didn't want to be the reason she got hurt, well it was now too late for that.
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x ᴘʀᴏғιʟᴇ│here x ᴅᴀᴛιɴɢ│nobody x sᴛʏʟᴇ│Rain x ᴏᴏc│ -
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Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2018 9:22 pm
Sidevi || On Person: $80 || In Bank: $775 || Mood: Content Sidevi sort of stared as the other girl seemed stuck in place for a few moments, was she surprised, had she not met people with animal like traits before? Was she lost or lost in thought. Though after the woman began to move again out of her statue like state, Sidevi smiled to her. Though she giggled at Miyu's question and correction it was almost as if she was afraid of Sidevi. Despite the small giggle, Sidevi decided against teasing the poor girl, "I brought enough to hand out, so no worries." was the simple answer. "..And I really like cashews too. Though I already know some of the squirrels are just stuffing their cheeks and are going to go hide what we give them."She shrugged and stood up, smiling to Miyu this time more eye to eye. Her tail flicking and swaying slowly behind her as she continues with, "I'm Sidevi by the way, or Devi for short. Not many usually brave the rain even if it's not a whole lot to come to places like this." she continued with, small talk is sometimes needed to get someone comfortable maybe? Miyu in this case surely, not Sidevi herself. Sidevi can be shy but only about certain subjects.
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Posted: Wed Feb 14, 2018 2:33 am
"With every step 👣, every word ✎, With every hour ⌛,
xxxxx I am falling 💫 in, To something new 🆕, something brave ⚔
xxxxxxxxxxTo someone I, I have never been."
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"I can't decide ¿, What's wrong ✘, What's right ✔,
xxxxx Which way ☼ should I go?. ❞ xxxxMiyu's cheeks warmed up even more as she heard the girl giggle. The good news for her was that she didn't seem to be offended. Miyu was thankful and relieved because of that.
In answer to what she had stumbled in saying, the reply of the girl was kind. S-she seems nice... I'm glad she also likes cashews. Ah s-she's right... I didn't even see her feeding them anything. I thought they were just gathered. I wonder if peanuts are squirrels actual favorite nut. I'm curious... I'll have to see about reading a book about it perhaps.~ "o-oh I see now... hehe...their c-cheeks do look like they're about to burst. S-should have enough food to feed their babies and last for awhile..."
Miyu has let out a quiet giggle as she had glanced over at the girls words and seeing how truly stuffed the adorable cheeks of the squirrels were. She wondered how often they hibernated or how many babies they trended to have. She wasn't sure how long squirrels lived either. She did find them fluffy and cute but then again, she liked all animals.
W-where are my manners again...but she has a lovely name... I wonder what the meaning might be. Sridevi or Shridevi mean something like goddess so maybe it's similar to that? It's an uncommon name. She is right on the rain...but that's another reason why I love it so. I probably shouldn't my lack of like for people though...they just...I'm an introvert. Hmm.. Speaking up again in her soft voice, she answered the girl with her own name. "M-miyuki... b-but you can call me by a nickname of your preference... Would that mean we would be friends? She gave me her nickname which strangers don't normally do... Or do they? I'm not sure... it should be okay..I think..
"I wouldn't r-really call it b-brave. It's just quieter which I like. The rain i-is lovely...when listening c-closely, you can create a song as nature is it's o-own music. It's b-beautiful. " The girl also didn't mention how storms were a whole other story. Actually she kind of got lost in her own thoughts while speaking. Having looked up at the sky with the droplets dripping off her umbrella. Nature really did make a peaceful melody. Or in her mind it did.
[ Health ] 100%[ Mood ] Nervous [ Location ] Park[ Status: ] Single[ Crushing on: ] A-ah w-well...no one now. [ Money: ] $1000 [ Wearing: ] Left picture w/ umbrella [ Thoughts: ] Cute..
"If only I knew what my heart ❦ was telling 🗣 me,
xxxxDon't know what I'm feeling ღ.
xxxxxxxxIs this just a dream 💤🛏?"
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"If only I could read 📖 the signs 📜 in front of me
xxxxI could find 👁 the way ☼ to who I'm meant to be."
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Posted: Wed Feb 14, 2018 8:41 pm
Sidevi || On Person: $80 || In Bank: $775 || Mood: Content "Well I can't tell by looking at them from right here, but funny enough, the females raise their babies alone because they chase the males off." Sidevi flexes one arm and giggles. She reaches down handing another squirrel one of the random assorted nuts she is carrying, watching as the squirrel did its thing. "The male squirrels kind of roam around, bury everything, I uh, know they mark territory by rubbing their cheeks on things." she mimics a nuzzling motion against her hand. She decides to jokingly say "So if a squirrel is rubbing its cheek on you, it's claiming you." she nods a lot. Sidevi glanced at Miyu as she giggled then waited for her to speak again, so the girl's name is Miyuki, not a terrible name! Could have been something silly like being named emerald when your last name is green. "Well nice to meet you Miyuki.. and I'm more inclined to take pictures of nature than I am to make music of it, not saying your way is wrong! I'm just very fond of photography." she points at the camera resting in a small carrying case that's at her, or what can assume the camera is in. She had stored it away when she stood up. Sidevi tapped at her chin and pondered to herself before speaking, "though makes me wonder how pictures of rainy days can be, usually sad feelings and such, I don't like the sad feelings."
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Posted: Wed Feb 14, 2018 8:49 pm
Location:: Middle of park - By the Dragon state Clothing:: Today's outfit (in picture) Company:: Skye Feeling:: Condition:: Healthy Wallet:: 3000.00$ Items:: Cellphone, Earbuds, Fake I.D, Grendel P30 (a gun), Prepaid cellphone OOC:: Ryan Martinez Torrez How could he have been so foolish? Why was he so blind this whole time? After hearing her outburst and the flood of emotions that followed everything about how she's been acting makes a lot of sense now. The reason she was dodging and the reason she's been looking like such a mess were all the side effects of her trying to cope with what she's been feeling this whole time; And what she's been struggling with since they've met. He couldn't leave things they way they are, and though he felt like a stupid puppy running desperately back to it's owner after trying to run off, he knew he couldn't have her leave crying for the reasons she believes are true. Even if this accomplishes nothing he had to tell Skye the whole truth. He quickly step to her, hesitant at first for fear of her rejection, and then he stops her with a desperate grip upon her wrist with both hands. "Don't you get it Skye, I love you too! I don't wanna leave you but it's because I love you that I can't allow harm to befall you because of my stupid life!" He was thankful for the rain because it might hide the pain well. Ryan didn't feel he was doing a good job at holding strong and did the best he could to keep his eyes as dry as he could for as long as he could. "I don't wanna leave you, I don't wanna be forced into selling drugs and I don't wanna be blackmailed by a mobster into doing his dirty work anymore! That's why I'm leaving you... not because I want to but because I have to." His grip then weakens and her wrist is loosened in his grasp as he explains more. "I thought this was going to be easy on us both because I thought you didn't like me anymore, and I thought you were keeping your distance because you hated me. I felt like I wasn't what you wanted anymore and that's why I would leave dollar bills laying around the place for you to find. I thought maybe you'd be a little happier with me helping you but I don't think you ever picked up any of the bills I would sneak into places you'd find them. Like in the fridge for example." He chuckled slightly. "I can't believe how silly and in love I am until now. I mean, hiding dollars in fridges? Who does that?" His hands then let go of her as he sighs and holds a face of stern conviction; Convinced that his way is the only way to salvation. "I can't be with you no matter how much I want to be, so long as this mobster controls the life of a hostage who happens to be an old friend of ours. That's why I'm gonna kill the mobster with this," Ryan lifts his shirt enough to show the gun that was tucked in the waistband of his pants, "And I'm forcibly gonna free both my friend and myself... That's why I can't be with you. Danger is in my destiny, and only after I've deleted with this can I be with you safe and sound." With the truth of everything now out he wasn't sure if Skye would want him back after finding out he is a drug dealer and that he'll soon be a murderer again, but even so he was willing to fight for his freedom and his liberty to be by Skye without fear. But what would she think or say about this all now?
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