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 Posted: Sun Sep 09, 2007 11:00 pm
Being the first to ask him that. He slowly thinks about it, then nods. "I do.. but i dont know for what... Im meant to serve.. so i thought about just tossing myself into slavery... ive asked raven to talk to crow.. but then i would have to serve him.. as well... I served shadow as long as she was here.. though i believe she left.. something between her and angel... i presume.. I dont know. . after i served the throne.. i no longer have a purpose.."
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Posted: Sun Sep 09, 2007 11:11 pm
"What possibly could you have done that you feel could merit punishment? Before you had said that you have done good and bad in the past. If you try your best to do your best, be your best, be good to others .. even if you do something that was not your best or was your best of your worst .. why?" she asked softly, again hoping to help him feel better, to see logic in this. The more she spoke .. the more she realized the advice she was giving him was that which she did not follow. Shifting her eyes some, she tried not to let her doubt in herself show as she continued trying to help him.
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Posted: Sun Sep 09, 2007 11:26 pm
He nodded. Standing there he did not say anything. "slowly he reached for his blind fold and removed it. His eyes Glowing a vibrant blue even shut. He looked away from ziven. Then stopped and looked towards her. His eyes still shut. He looked up to her eye level. Eyes Still shut. "I would like to show you something. Though.. I will only show you if you wish, There are risks to seeing it. You need to look deep within yourself.. and ask yourself.. if you are ready.. for what you might see.. then ask yourself.. if and or how.. it might effect you... your thoughts of myself.. your thoughts of you.. And you must be wise.. to Actually want to see.. well more like witness.. the sights.. which you may see.. As well as be strong.. to withstand those same sights.. As long as you want.. you believe in a higher power.. your strong.. but most of all as long as you trust me.. i can show you, things many would kill to see.."
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Posted: Sun Sep 09, 2007 11:32 pm
She listened to everything he had to say, thinking of his words, wondering what he truly meant. Slowly she nodded her head slightly. "I .. hold doubt in my heart for myself. I can be strong yet I am weak. I believe in a higher power yet I do not in the same way as many others. I know not what to say to you."
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Posted: Sun Sep 09, 2007 11:45 pm
He sighed heavily. He wished he could have shown her. He would have shown her what eats at him everday. He would have shown her what no one has ever lived through. He wanted to show her his past. She was wise though. She has to be sure she wants to see what he would have shown her, or else, the gravestone and her would have shared the same fate. "Dont worry about it.. I dont think ill ever find some one who is willing to take the chance.. Its worth, i know not, maybe a lesson? maybe enlightenment.. i dont know.. it has been some time since i last looked to the past myself.. im far too afraid to go alone.." He says as he looks down slowly fixing his blindfold in his hands as he begins to put it back on.
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 12:00 am
Despite his words, she still felt upset with herself for not being strong enough to say yes to him. Lowering her gaze slightly, she gave a small nod. "My apologies. Perhaps someday, if you were ever to ask again, I would answer differently." she said softly, feeling truly apologetic. She knew the empty feeling of having a desire, a feeling that could never be filled. She did not go on presently though, thinking that she had nothing to offer. "If there is anything I may do to help you, please let me know."
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 12:03 am
Show me then.* Ali rose up from behind one of the gravestones and simply watched the two of them, he had been at the graves of his family back at the castle and afterwards decided to simply see who lay buried at the public burial grounds of RDS. This had also caused him to eavesdrop. Walking towards them, he stopped a mere few feet away and folded his arms in front of his chest.*
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 12:06 am
Turning, she nodded her head to Ali, one of the few people who could positively sneak up on her. "Greetings." she said softly before taking a step back, allowing the two males the opportunity to talk.
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 12:15 am
"I cannot.. I do not believe you are mentally stable enough to handle it. Nor do i believe that you truly believe in a higher power.. If you stand before my eyes falsely then you will be unmade.. me having no say in it, the angellic eyes judge you.. and i do not wish to take the risk with you.. not to mention.. we are not close enough.. "buds" for me to show you the deepest rooted secrets of my existence.." he says as he too crosses is arms across his chest. He stands in the giant hole where his grave was.
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 12:21 am
*Ali snickered a bit by his remark, not mentally stable?. Now that was a new one on the list. Even so Ali simply took a few more steps forward the edge of the open grave and watched him, waiting.*There is a reason why I hold the title as the "Holy Unholy" boy and I'm very stable mentally, don't assume otherwise.
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 12:35 am
"Mental capability or not... its still my history.. and i do wise to not show to others.. whom may use it against me.." He looks to the ground. "sorry.. thats a no go on your quest to see my past.."
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 12:47 am
Then stop your whining about not finding anyone that would be willing to take a chance, it's irritating to hear when you don't do it once somebody actually does take a chance..* Ali smirked somewhat before he simply turned towards Ziven and gave her a nod, a act of greeting. Afterwards Ali simply wandered off, leaving the two of them alone again.*
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 12:56 am
He shakes his head as ali walks off. He mumbles to himself under his breath. "fool". Even Yawgmoth was afraid of his eyes. And Ali Thinks he could handle it. He laughs to himself slightly.
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 10:32 pm
She nodded again as Ali wandered off. Soon she returned her attention to Ryan, a small smile on her lips. "Are you well?" she asked softly. Tilting her head a bit, she wondered what was on his mind now.
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 11:11 pm
"I believe i am well.. though i dont know for sure.." He says with a laugh. He never really knew much about him, which was funny cause neither did many others. he smiled abit and nodded. "Ziv.. would you mind if I escorted you to, some where less.. i dont know.. any where but here really.."
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