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He cirled up grabing on to one of her pillows holding it to his chest and resting his head on it. He shortly after went to sleep. With his tail wraping around his right leg out fo haped and not wanting anyone to pull on it in the middle of the night.

Fox tossed and terned in Crow's bed he was dreaming of his past like always. Soft mones and wipers came from him as the toucher started washing over him once again. He did not wake up even tow he wanted to, but his power started to leak from him as the strugel in his head keped going.

Ana rolls over and brushes a hand against Fox's face saying a few elven words for peaceful sleep hoping it will bring him some she can sense the bad dream going through his head. She places a kisses on his head then sits up on the bed looking at Crow she smiles then stands she walks slowly to her and sits down on the floor beside her crossing her legs and leaning her head against her lovers head. She whispers a few soft words. Forgive me please, I love you and I am so very sorry. She keeps her eyes down as crimsem tears falls down her face.

Fox awoke from his slumber as he was touched by his mother. He moved as he hird the words being passed between both of his mothers. He sat up looking over at them. His legs crossed on the bed as he was siting on the same pillow that he was curled up with as he was asleep. His tail rested on the bed hanging off to one side just taping agents the ground. He said nothing just waited for Ana to say her resin for not being around. He had felt abandoned recently from her but he was still her son, so he did not like to see her sad. Though this is what she gets for being a bride of Crow. This was a seen that had mixed feelings to Fox. Though he knew that Ana was nothing more the a Pet to Crow at this time becousue of her disrespectful actions, but at the same time his mother. This was a spot he had been in before, he just hoped that the outcome would be better then that last time it was like this. Hoping this would not get in the way of his wedding gift to the two of them. He waited as his clawed hands clicked together out of boredom and nerviness .

Ana crisiom tears falls down her face as she looks up at her lover. There is no excuse for me abanding those I love most in my life. I...I just could not see what I was doing. I need to tell you all that has happened, I never did tell you why I had left to begin with. And why I have been so...blind ....

Ana hears Fox taping the ground and motions him over he should hear what has happened in her life too. Perhaps they both will understand why she has been living in a cloud of darkness lately why she has been in such a solitude state of mind. She closes her eyes and starts to speak.

Ana tells how a messenger was sent to find her from her little sister her mother had fallen ill and was asking for her. Ana fled at once to see her but when she reached the village she was turned away from her father once again. She waited for her sister under the willows for days. When she arrived it was to bring the news there mother had passed and there father had went not soon after with grief. She handed Ana a golden glass filled with elven wine so they could toast there parents passing. Ana tells how she took a long swallow and at once fell to her knees with a great fire burning away her lips her mouth her insides she sees the look of horror on her sisters face the utter shock, she struggles to her feet in a blind rage grabbing her sister she sinks what is left of her fangs into her neck draining her blood until she is dead, images flashes through her mind, her father saying it was best if they brought Ana home lock her up where she could harm non her sister pleading to let her go to live her own life her mother saying it was for the best. Her father saying that if she did not send word she would be band also her child taken from her. Ana sees her father pouring the glass her sister asking how long the drug would keep her asleep her father grin saying long enough. She holds her dead sisters body in her arm what had she done what had she done her sister did not mean to kill her she was only doing what she needed to do she felt her sisters heart as it stopped beating the pleading for forgiveness. Ana in blind rage carries her sisters body to fathers feet and drops it there. She wants to kill him but leaves him with his grief over his daughters death and the thought he was the cause of it. In time she will kill them both.

All of this comes out in a rush when she is done Ana wipes the tears from her eyes. She looks up at Crow over to Fox back to Crow.

I killed my sister...I abandoned both of you, when I should of turned to you told you before now what had happened. Forgive me please forgive me I have been a fool..

" Ana." Fox said then stopping hims self for a moment an gather his touts." I mean mother, I would forgive you every time you know that. You are my mother. " He said not moving over to her when he called he was comfy on her bed and was not going to move not right now at lest. " You should have known this but it is not I who is the hard one to get forgiveness from that is mother Crow's job. " He was talking rather low and soft. Not rely looking at her for he still felt bad about her not being around. His heart was Shattered from her abandonment, but he would heal after some time. It was weird ever since Ana had left Yawgmoth had been nicer to him. Almost like he was talking up the slack who know realy. It could jsut be his mind swaying like it always did when he was in stress like this .

Ana's heart feels like it is going to break when she hears Fox call her Ana, what has she done, what did she do. If she lost him if she lost Crow she would break she would want to die. They were her everything. She takes a slow big deep breath before she speaks again her voice cracks and weaves and is feel with emotion. You both are my life my everything with out you both in it I am nothing, with out you there is no sense in me living in me going on with out you I have nothing nothing at all, I never want to be apart from eather of you again from this moment on I devote my life to both of you. The thought of loosing them was the worst thing she has ever faced even her killing her sister did not compare to the pain she was feeling inside knowing she was about to loose them.

Ana nods her head as she looks up at her dark queen she.