|
|
| Got secrets? |
|
|
| Total Votes : 263 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 8:38 pm
Shiori Miko Valheita Shiori Miko Valheita Shiori Miko I love how the second I'm in a bad mood it feels like no one will talk to me.
There's just no balance. I don't want people to think I'm like gonna die 24/7 but when my disease is getting to me they think I'm fine.
I'm not really sure how to help, I don't have anything that comes and goes
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 8:42 pm
That one night Rayne Bloodstone •·.·´¯`·.·• ♪ ♫ ♬ ♫ ♪ •·.·´¯`·.·•´ Sub - xD No. I tried starting a trade and it told me I didn't have that gold amount. Night - So.. yer callin me a woman now? =p  ---------------------------------- Would you rather I call you a dude? •·.·´¯`·.·• ♪ ♫ ♬ ♫ ♪ •·.·´¯`·.·•´ I figured you were gonna call me a b***h xD You do anyhow! ;D ----------------------------------
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 9:24 pm
I stick around where I don't belong because there is simply no place where I do.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 11:16 pm
I am insanely jealous of my friends. They all have these awesome talents like they're awesome at drawing or photography or they're super smart and I have.. nothing I really hate that. I try to have a talent but I just fail. /:
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 11:19 pm
cow of the null I am insanely jealous of my friends. They all have these awesome talents like they're awesome at drawing or photography or they're super smart and I have.. nothing I really hate that. I try to have a talent but I just fail. /: Same boat, I'm not even that great of a writer. T~T
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 11:29 pm
cow of the null I am insanely jealous of my friends. They all have these awesome talents like they're awesome at drawing or photography or they're super smart and I have.. nothing I really hate that. I try to have a talent but I just fail. /:
You're a great friend slash spanish speaker!
You helped me with my psych project. =DKestin Sha I stick around where I don't belong because there is simply no place where I do.
You fit in here like Barbie fits in her dream house! scream Shiori Miko Valheita Shiori Miko I love how the second I'm in a bad mood it feels like no one will talk to me.
There's just no balance. I don't want people to think I'm like gonna die 24/7 but when my disease is getting to me they think I'm fine.
Are the people you're referring to sufficiently knowledgable about scleroderma?
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 12:11 am
I did a naughty thing tonight, but I don't feel guilty redface heart
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 12:32 am
@Val: I would totally talk to you. >.>
@Cow: You might now have any talent that is particularly visible, but you are insanely easy to speak to, which is like one of the awesome-est things a person can have.
EDIT: I'm cuddling my Monster Manuel right now.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 1:11 am
Little Miss Fortune I did a naughty thing tonight, but I don't feel guilty redface heart
(But srsly, that's so vague that it piques my curiosity. XD)cow of the null I am insanely jealous of my friends. They all have these awesome talents like they're awesome at drawing or photography or they're super smart and I have.. nothing I really hate that. I try to have a talent but I just fail. /:
I really can't do them justice by summarizing them. XD I'd have to talk about each one individually.
Anyway, from what people are saying, you're very easy to talk to. Making the people around you happy can be considered a talent, yes?That one night Pff the Wii is for girls! ...It's a system for more casual gamers. XD
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 1:33 am
Warning: not for the faint hearted
Lately, I haven't had the stomach to handle particular jokes. Stuff I used to joke about all the time, because humor was my way of handling those.. particular things. And humor was the ONLY way for me to deal with my rape and molestation. I really had no other way of dealing with it.
Yet now, if my family starts watching a movie/TV with.. that stuff in it, I start feeling sick to my stomach, or I react physically. And my mom has started watching a lot more stuff like that recently, since I told her it made me uncomfortable.
And any news stories, or things of that nature that I come across sicken me and upset me. I just can't handle it anymore.
I don't know what to do.. it's not like I can just avoid these things..
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 1:50 am
Little Miss Fortune I did a naughty thing tonight, but I don't feel guilty redface heart
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 2:03 am
Maris: ;3; I think I've only met one other person who went through... that... But it really did a number on her. She was six, and it was her brother. I think she's 15 now, but she's still morbidly depressed and suicidal. I'm glad that you seem to be handling it better than her, but I'm still very worried. ;3; If I may ask, who did it and when did it happen?
I don't know if my advice would be effective in your case, and I probably wouldn't recommend it, but when something bothers me that much, I tend to inadvertently dwell on it until I become numb to it. I've seen a lot of deaths in my family, so it doesn't really affect me that much. (Well, except when it involves kitties... But even then, I felt better after about a week.)
These feelings you're getting could be signs of empathy. That's good, because it means that you're a good person. If not (if they're the result of you reliving your experience), then try thinking of it this way... You had to endure something like that, and you came out of it on equal (or higher) footing compared to others... Either that means you're a naturally strong person, or it made you strong. And if you can endure that, then you can shrug off a few jokes and TV programs about it, right? I dunno about you, but that would only convince me to live my life with further determination.
Although your mom's behavior is questionable... From the way you phrased it, it sounded like she started to watch those programs specifically because they make you uncomfortable.
Sorry if this all sounds cheesy or pitying. On the contrary, learning that you had such an experience only makes you worthy of reverence.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 2:20 am
Foam-Dome Maris: ;3; I think I've only met one other person who went through... that... But it really did a number on her. She was six, and it was her brother. I think she's 15 now, but she's still morbidly depressed and suicidal. I'm glad that you seem to be handling it better than her, but I'm still very worried. ;3; If I may ask, who did it and when did it happen?
I was raped on two seperate occasions by two seperate people, when I was 11 and 14.Foam-Doam I don't know if my advice would be effective in your case, and I probably wouldn't recommend it, but when something bothers me that much, I tend to inadvertently dwell on it until I become numb to it. I've seen a lot of deaths in my family, so it doesn't really affect me that much. (Well, except when it involves kitties... But even then, I felt better after about a week.) Foam-Doam These feelings you're getting could be signs of empathy. That's good, because it means that you're a good person. If not (if they're the result of you reliving your experience), then try thinking of it this way... You had to endure something like that, and you came out of it on equal (or higher) footing compared to others... Either that means you're a naturally strong person, or it made you strong. And if you can endure that, then you can shrug off a few jokes and TV programs about it, right? I dunno about you, but that would only convince me to live my life with further determination. Foam-Doam Although your mom's behavior is questionable... From the way you phrased it, it sounded like she started to watch those programs specifically because they make you uncomfortable.
Sorry if this all sounds cheesy or pitying. On the contrary, learning that you had such an experience only makes you worthy of reverence.
And this is actually the first time someone hasn't sounded pitying towards it.
I can't stand being pitied over it. >< I just want to be treated like everyone else. I don't want to be treated like glass.. yes, it might bother me now, but it doesn't mean I should be treated differently than anyone else.
And thanks.. getting this out helped xD
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 2:55 am
Two separate people? Do shitty people just gravitate towards you or something? D:
I've had it backfire on me too, but I dunno. No matter how horrid it's been for me, I've always managed to overcome it. And I can guarantee that you're a much stronger person than I am, so I know that you'll eventually be able to brush it aside, like water beading on your windshield.
Ah, so it IS empathy! In a way, it's a good thing that you feel what you do.
I haven't known you for very long, so I can't tell you what you should do or how you should cope, but I have faith in ya. I believe that, in the end, you'll make the right decision and find a solution.
Hm. Your mother needs to realize that strong-arm tactics and browbeating are ineffective in a situation like this. In fact, they're often counterproductive.
I can't say I pity you. I feel bad for you, yes, but I don't see you as a helpless victim because of what happened. XD
And no problem. :3 I'm glad ya feel better. People tell me I'm a good listener, so I'm always there if you need to vent or summin'. XD I doubt that I'd be the first person you go to, but the option's always there. o3o
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 8:41 am
CleoSombra Kestin Sha I stick around where I don't belong because there is simply no place where I do.
You fit in here like Barbie fits in her dream house! scream Well, the sentence implies inclusion of every place I hang out, so yes, here as well. Besides, aren't dollhouses always way too small for the dolls? xp
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
