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 Posted: Wed Jul 13, 2005 10:24 am
Sorry so long in responding, been moving into my mom's & stuffs all crazy-like.
He passed away from a pulmonary embolism when Theron was 8 days old. That's a blood clot to the lung. I know most people don't know medical lingo. Autopsy showed it was actually a "saddle" pulmonary embolism; which means there were two clots & they got both major arteries to the lungs at once. Completely unnoticable ahead of time with current medical knowledge & too quick to do anything about it.
He didn't really play on gaia much. Just let me make an account for him & helped me pick its look. I've added a few things to his avatar since then, but never changed the base in any way. *sighs* I miss him as much today as the day he died. That's probably why I'm so crazy & torn about this move... I wouldn't have to if he was still here & it's like giving up, even though I know there's no coming back. At least not like it was.
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2005 10:22 pm
yup. *checks* I'm still here.
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2005 2:51 pm
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2005 10:24 pm
Thanks. I dwell on it alot, but I suppose that's normal. I've got Theron to keep me going afterall. I think I've kinda delved into Gaia more since. Well, after that summerlong hiatus last year. A strange sort of hiding from reality since even as my avatar character I'm pretty much the same with the same problems. So the escapism of RP isn't as escape-y but it works for me. *shrugs* I try not to use my logic on that too often. It doesn't mix well.
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2005 8:10 pm
ALthough sometimes it would be nice to say I'm getting over it that would be a lie. I can say that I am learning how to deal with it better though.
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Posted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 9:56 pm
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Posted: Mon Jul 18, 2005 8:10 am
I can only imagine what it feels like...I've never lost someone that close to me.
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Posted: Mon Jul 18, 2005 6:33 pm
I hope you never do. At lest not til much later in life, since of course people can't live forever. It's not fun.
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Posted: Mon Jul 18, 2005 7:39 pm
Trelweny I hope you never do. At lest not til much later in life, since of course people can't live forever. It's not fun. I can't imagine it is. My greatest fear is losing my siblings, because they mean everything to me...
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Posted: Tue Jul 19, 2005 5:50 pm
I've not been as close to my brothers lately as I used to be, but I would miss them loads if they were gone. As it is right now I see my one brother's wife more than I see him. But that's what happens when he both works & goes to school full time.
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2005 9:38 am
I still live with my family while I go to school. *Clings to them*
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2005 1:25 pm
We're moving back in with my mom & baby brother. @_@ Of course he's 21 now...
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2005 10:14 am
Just letting you know I may not be in here for a while. Check journal for a slightly more detailed account.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2005 2:25 pm
I bet he doesn't appreciate being called a baby brother, either. ;D I'm the second oldest, so that sort of thing isn't a problem for me.
Oh, and good luck with your move. Don't worry, I don't mind waiting.
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Posted: Thu Aug 25, 2005 8:11 pm
Okies, I'm pretty much back now. *dances* Still oads to move & arrange & go through & stuff, but at least I have internet in my mom's basement now.
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