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 Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 4:34 am
I take back what I said now.
I just read all of these stories again. gonk
I had to do my best not to cry. It must have been my mood at the time that I hadn't felt sorry.
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 4:17 pm
requietum ac adamo amor I take back what I said now. I just read all of these stories again. gonk I had to do my best not to cry. It must have been my mood at the time that I hadn't felt sorry. Yeah, a lot of these stories have brought me close to crying too. sad I have never been raped or abused, but it makes me to see what some people have had to go through in their young lives.
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 4:36 am
Nikolita requietum ac adamo amor I take back what I said now. I just read all of these stories again. gonk I had to do my best not to cry. It must have been my mood at the time that I hadn't felt sorry. Yeah, a lot of these stories have brought me close to crying too. sad I have never been raped or abused, but it makes me to see what some people have had to go through in their young lives. For me its not so much of the act, but the feelings. On the offenders side you have lust, hatred, cruelty, malice, sadist, and any other negitive emotion you can think of. And on the recivers side you have almost every negetive emotion you can think of. Lets just say I have a very vivid emagenation, and I have had some very disturbing dreams after reading these stories. e.e
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 5:13 am
wow ur all so nice here. its hard to find peolpe that just want to help and be nice to u now a days. i think this is a great idea.
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 10:28 am
starcrosslover wow ur all so nice here. its hard to find peolpe that just want to help and be nice to u now a days. i think this is a great idea. Glad you like the guild. smile
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 5:15 am
I think this happened around February...but I still get really bad flashbacks from it. What happened, is that I was skiing at Saddleback (Maine), and I thought it'd be fun to go and get my old skis from when I was 10 (I'm 14 now, and 13 when this happened) from my ski condo. There's another kid who owns a condo across the street from ours, and he had a crush on me. I like a kid named Devin in the ski group, so I didn't really pay much attention to this kids obsession with me (seriously, he'd keep threatning "If you don't do this, I'll rape you!" and it started to annoy me. He's kind of a geek, though, so I didn't expect him to do anything. However,...when I was going back to the condo from Race Training...I looked behind me, and he was RIGHT there following me. Luckily, I can ski faster than he can, so I sped up. Of course, he kept on my tail, because he know's where my condo is. I was kind of scared by the time I took my skis off, that I threw them into the snow, and ran inside forgetting to lock the door. I ran upstairs and tried to hide, but Alex and I had been friends since what, 5th grade?(Im a freshman now.) So he found me, knocked me into the wall, pushed me onto a bed, and started making out with me. I was so upset, I wanted Devin to be my first official kiss, but Alex comes along and forces me into it! Well then,...he took off his shirt, and grabbed my hand. I'm tough and all, but my body was frozen in fear! I didn't know what to do! Then, when he reached his hands into my pants,slowly (luckily he didnt touch anything)...I noticed my ski poles that I forgot to let go of when I was running....I grabbed one with my free hand. and wacked him as hard as I could with it. Then my parents came home, and saw me walk out of my room crying, and Alex with his shirt off and an erection. I tried to lie about nothing happening, but my mom knew something was up...Alex moved to Texas recently, and I still keep in contact with him. We're friends again....but it still haunts me.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 2:13 pm
youre still friends? didnt yo like talk it over? thats disturbing
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 4:03 pm
My step-father is majorly abusive...and i dont mean in the "im going to kick your a**" kind of way...
it really all started after my grandparents on my moms side died...he changed soo much...he started calling me fat and calling me and my mom bitches when he thought neither one of us was listening...hed sit there and call me a lesbian and stupid...said was never going to be happy and its been going on for atleast 5 years now and it isnt getting any better...
when i was little my parents would use a belt on my a** but not enough to make it really hurt or leave marks just so it would stun me and teach me not to do it again... the last time i remember ever getting hit with the belt was when i was about 10 or 11...i forget what i did but when my dad hit me with the belt he left a welt on the inside of my leg in which my mom flipped out off him about...which i think is why he resorted to emotional and verbal abuse...
about 3 years ago was when i think i really started to notice it...he cheated on my mom because he felt he was getting laid enough...the night my mom found out about the affair she was crying in our basement family room and he came up and told me he was going to get her a pack of ciggys (she had quit for a couples years) and right before he left he claimed it was partly my fault it happened...i never really understood that...
one time on there way to somewhere they were fighting in the car and he backhanded her while she was driving...another time while me and my friends were out on the front porch they were inside fighting and he threw something at her then threatened to hit her...
lately since my mom has been in the hospital he acts like hes king of the world and can order me around like his servent...im supose to be bed rested because im a high risk pregnancy but ive stopped that to help out my mom...he tells everyone im lazy and i dont do anything when im actually the person who does everything...
hes got it so badly imbedded in my head that if i dont do enough then i dont diserve anything that day...like one day last week my boyfriend had to force me to eat, i hadnt eaten all day because we really didnt have anything to eat in the house and what we did have left to eat i made for my step-dad to eat....
He bitchs about how he has to go see my mom or he doesnt wanna hear her crying and whinning because shes in the hospital...i would cry too if i had an a*****e like him, who thought bowling and going out was more important, for a husband...
last week was the worst ive seen it in awhile...theres a bunch of crap his friend dropped off for him to sell at the flea markets and he put it right in a walk way area between the living room and dinning room...he tripped over it and got angry...when he gets angry the dog starts to attack him...well the dog started attacking (he a yorkie and really no threat)and my dad started hitting my dog in the face with the plug in the back of the stereo...i started yelling for him not to do that because its not the dogs fault the s**t was there...and he screamed at me that if i didnt like it to get the ******** out so i told him fine i would be gone in the morning...well he continued to get angry at the crap he tripped over so the dog kept attacking...he grabbed my dog by his neck and started out into the kitchen with him under his arm...the dog yelped when he grabbed him so i followed him into the kitchen trying to take the dog away...he started rummaging through the silverware drawer saying he was going to teach the dog a lesson...and i started screaming for him to give me the dog and the only way he was hurting my dog was over my dead body...then he looked at my stomach and told me to back off or he was going to punch me...i told him to do it but leave the dog go...he didnt do anything except throw the dog in his cage and flip out on me about how i do nothing, im a slut and a whore and how he hopes that i dont get my room ready for the baby so it will die and it will be all my fault...
My boyfriend wants to get engaged and get married and he was going to ask for my parents permission to do so...he told my parents from that he use to live with and she told my step-dad about my boyfriends idea...my step-dad commented that he was going to leave it up to my mom to give the permission and if it happens hes going to leave her because of it...i swear sometimes hes only here to make my life a living hell
im 9 months pregnant and the emotional abuse is stressing me out...i cry everytime my boyfriend leaves to go to his moms (she lives an hour away) because i dont want to be here alone with my step-dad...its gotten to the point where im scared to move out because he might do something to my mom...or he'll call CPS and take the baby away...
i dont know what to do and i cant keep living here with him but i have no other place to go
*notice* when i say dad i mean my step-dad...hes the only dad i know since my real dad never knew about me and ive never met him
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 4:58 pm
did you tell your mom to leave him? call the cops, threats like that is really bad, he cant threaten the life of your unborn baby. You have every right to leave. and your mom has the right to leave too.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 5:24 pm
Glowing in the darknesS did you tell your mom to leave him? call the cops, threats like that is really bad, he cant threaten the life of your unborn baby. You have every right to leave. and your mom has the right to leave too.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 6:17 pm
You should tell the cops. That, and your mother should stand up to your father and leave him. Maybe you two could go into the Witness Protection program. Or if your mom leaves him, maybe you two could live together, and maybe your boyfriend could come too. Then your mom could watch the baby while you and your boyfriend work, or vice versa.
But if you and your boyfriend are 18 or older, I don't see why they'd take the baby away. You're not the messed up one, your dad is. neutral
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Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2005 1:23 pm
last year, my sophomore year when I was 15, i was raped by my ex, Cheung who was 17, a senior. He's in jail now, thank God. But as a result, I gave birth to a healthy baby girl named Tusita, 8 months ago.  Here's Tusita in the outfit my little sister, Jia(Jah) picked out for her.  My mother and Tusita. Taken at Sears (2 weeks ago) if your wondering why I didn't get an abortion, its because I'm strongly against abortion
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Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2005 11:43 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 30, 2005 11:32 am
I've been through alotta s**t in my life, but I'm not sure if I could call it abuse. neutral
I'll think about posting it later.
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Posted: Tue Oct 04, 2005 6:56 pm
about 3 or 4 years ago, when I was 6 or 7, I walked into my brother's room to watch televison.(it was after my bedtime, and my mom couldn't hear us watching cartoons at night from downstairs.) when I walked in he said I could watchi tv for thirty minutes and after that I'd have to do something for him. well, we ended up watching a movie. After the thiry minutes passed, he said' suck my d**k, or no more tv" so I did. This went on for months, then he actually raped me. Those went on until I was 8. I've told a few close friends about it, but no one else
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