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 Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 8:51 am
The cat followed her, pausing a moment when he saw her wince. He leaned over, checking hte stitches, just to be sure... then moved to lay alongside her, curling up slightly. The plumed tail twitched idly, falling to drape over Aranea's stomach as his head rested near hers. "Are you alright?" he asked hesitantly... he'd been an idiot for making her stay up t his long. She should be resting.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 8:56 am
She nodded, looking at him, and into his eyes;
'Very much so - you cant tell?' an elbow propped her up, her upper hand reached out and traced the line of his jaw, whilst her lower ran through his tail, her fingers disappearing in the long hairs.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 9:02 am
The purr returned, Feles' eyes slipping closed as he tilted his head with the touch. Petting... was there really anything better? The very tip of his tail patted against her hip lightly as the cat stretched out a bit more. "I think I can tell," he whispered, lips barely moving with the sound.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 9:10 am
'I love it when you purr,' the words slipped out before she could stop them. Definately - definately! no laudanum ever again. It made her tongue loose and she blurted things out that she was sure she wouldnt normally say.
'I mean I..' well she wasnt going to explain away the fact that the word 'love' had been said. How glad she was that she hadnt said that other phrase. That wasnt going to happen.
'Err...when I'm rested I'll take a trip and see our 'guest,' she said. Torture - that was a safe subject.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 9:27 am
As if he'd never even noticed the slip, Feles nodded and let his hands knead softly. "I want to know why they were here... has anyone checked on the girl?"
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 9:35 am
She laid back, the pillows supporting her so that she could look at him easily.
'I believe so. The girl has gone. The male managed to grab her whilst we captured the female.' she gripped the bed-spread with her nails, scoring small slits in the material. She reached out, hugging Feles with one arm, leaning in to plant a kiss on his cheek, her breath warm on his skin.
'I think I will sleep..' her eyes felt heavy, and her side was throbbing a little.
'I want to be full of energy for the 'guest'.' she lay back into the pillows.
'Will you stay? I..wont mind if you do,' her eyes closed, lashes curling against her cheek, before opening her lids again and looking at him.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 9:58 am
Smiling softly, he nodded, leaning in to nuzzle against her hair gently. "I'll stay," he said, moving to settle alongside her. One arm draped carefully over her middle, Feles making certain that he avoided her injury. So the girl was gone... the girl he'd made himself look a FOOL for in order to catch. He was not happy about this in the slightest, and was now very much looking forward to be present when the girl was taken to task.
After all... someone would need to record everything for posterity.
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2005 8:31 am
3rd March 2004
Aranea's eyes opened slowly, the crimson colour dulled by remnants of sleep. She blinked, reaching up with a hand to rubbed her eyes, and she slowly sat up. She looked over and down on the bed next to her; it was still occupied by Feles' sleeping form. He looked so....helpless right now. She began to reach over, meaning to touch his shoulder but thought better of it, deciding to let him sleep on. She shivered a little, sliding from the bed. The silken dress looked good but didnt keep the body warm, and before she did anything she went over to her wardrobe, pulling out a heavy red velvet cloak. Draping it on her shoulders, she secured the clasps, beginning to feel warm again. Feles was still sleeping, a glance at her bed confirmed this. Moving to her writing table, she sat, pulling quill, ink and journal towards herself. Ink on quill, book open to next blank page, she brushed the feathered end against her cheek before writing;
3.03.05
Laudanum clouds the mind, the senses. Loosens the tongue. What other explanation is there for how I have acted these past few hours?
Feles came as requested, to stitch my wound only I thought. I would get patched up, and then go see our 'guest'. Things didnt transpire as I had planned. The laudanum I took to dull the pain - well it dulled one thing. My senses. The pain as he stitched me. Well I certainly felt every p***k of the needle and every pull of the thread. Now? Now it is okay, but the stitches pull if I move a certain way.
Anyway, during the fight that fool male Sun Court Fey tore the side of my dress as he tore my skin. My blood had dried onto the material and I cant wear it until I repair it. A recklessness came over me - I stripped right in front of Feles! And I had been embarrassed so much when he asked me to remove my dress so that he could attend my wound. I can only surmise that the laudanum had not fully taken hold of my reason at that point.
I burned...my skin burned for him. And this feeling is so foreign to me. Once dressed - it was a strange time. He was trusting and tender with me. And I. I told him more then I might have. And I know I would have said more. I strove to overcome this...feeling. His head in my lap, my hands - fingers running through his hair. When we moved to my bed. How I wanted to kiss him properly. But I darent. It was better to think, to speak of torture. Which - against the right people is a sublime subject. But I avoid talking with him about what I wish. And I feel once more the weak one.
There is lust - power, pain, pleasure.
And there is something else. Are we meant to feel it? I dare not even say it. And I am scared that I want to.
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2005 9:04 am
Aranea mentally went over the list of 'tools' she would need for their guest. Her steps had taken her the wrong way...she was in the living quarters and almost to her room. Well...she pushed open her door, Feles was no longer on her bed. She hadnt expected him to still be there, but he was obviously on her mind more then she admitted - for her to be driven here by her subconscious like that. She left again, her bare foot brushing something just outside her door that she hadnt noticed on her way in. Sayuri had been here; had completed the task Aranea had sent her on, a smile broke on her face. Not because her Kithain had done something for her, but because she knew what was in the package. She scooped it up, feeling the weight, and listening to the gentle scraping of metal. Taking the velvet wrapped items into her room, she put the package on her bed, uncovering what was within.
'Perfect,' she breathed, turning the dagger over in her hands;
She tested the wicked looking tip on a finger, smiling as a spot of blood welled from her skin. She sucked her finger, a coppery taste filling her mouth. It abated after a moment, and she slipped the dagger into the sheath it came with. The sheath had straps, and it would easily fit around her thigh. Pulling up the hem of her dress, she secured the straps, adjusting it so it felt comfortable, before dropping her dress again. She would not be caught by a Sun Court Fey unarmed again. The second item; it wasnt for her and she wrapped it back up, swiftly leaving her room again to drop it off before going to her lab.
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 9:49 am
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 2:32 pm
Aranea placed the torn remnants of the dress she had been wearing during her change in her materials bin. She could possible break it down into threads again. For now she was more interested in how she looked. She crossed her chamber, going over to the full length mirror and just stared. She seemed to her eyes to be a little taller. She was certainly alot curvier, not fat, but merely more voluptuous. Which was a good thing to be, she grinned at her reflection. What she was wearing was still a little disconcerting in its briefness but she would get used to it. Especially if how she looked meant that Feles clung to her lap like that. A wicked smile curved her lips, she was going to enjoy using this new body. But right now, she noted, she needed to bathe in the lake. Dirt from the dungeon floor clung to her skin, and in her hair. She grabbed a robe, and left her room heading for the outside and the water.
Her path finally had her standing by the lake. It was night time now, and she held up all four arms as if in worship of the baleful moon whose milky rays were shining down on her. She swiftly stripped down, leaving her clothes and the robe in a pile at the waters edge. Walking into the water, the coldness took her breath away a little, but she rubbed her skin vigorously and was soon clean. She dipped her head under the water, running her fingers through the tangles and flicked her head back out, spraying around her in droplets. She squeezed the excess water from her hair and walked back onto dry land, picking up her robe and wrapping it tightly around herself. Covered up again, she walked back into the Castellum, up to her chambers and shut the door firmly behind her, going over to her desk and pulling out her diary.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2005 4:32 pm
14.03.05
And so once more I go through the painful process of my body growing and changing. I wonder; now that I am an adult is this it? Do I have to strive to be anymore then who I am? Or do I simply be the best that I can be in this state.
I know one thing; I'll always fight for my Court - to destroy the Sun Court so that we might rule over this land as it rightly should be.
There is something else that I will throw my all into. My heart. I imagine that any member of the Sun Court would probably call us wicked, heartless creatures. They are just not ready to accept that passion and doing what is 'wrong' in their eyes actually gets results quicker then their soft approach.
They are wrong. My heart rules my actions alot these past days, weeks even. I finally acknowledge what it is that I feel for Feles. There is a great deal of lust there as well, but I feel for him beyond what his body and mine might do together. The question remains; should I tell him of my feelings?
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Posted: Sat Mar 26, 2005 7:01 am
Love is..Quote: Sayuri_Nitta Aranea stood outside Feles' chamber door. She had knocked twice in quick succession, then went and sat down across the corridor, leaning against the stone wall and closing her eyes. If he was asleep it might take him a while to answer; but he had said he would here. She tugged on the material on her chest, twitching it where it had moved, making herself a little less indecent again. Her eyes lazily opened again and she looked at the closed door. Waiting. Youkochylde Feles was awake... and sitting at the desk on the far side of the room. An old oil lamp illuminated the area, and the blank page in front of him. He'd wanted to make a diary entry... or do something to get his thoughts organised from the riot they were at the moment. Aranea had grown.. Lupinus had grown. While she seemed to be interested in him still, that was that nagging doubt at the back of his mind that made him wonder if he'd be good enough for her now. Looking down at his slender limbs and form, he had to wonder... it wasn't like he was a match for Lupinus physically. That was when the knock came, and he pricked up both ears to look towards the door. "Coming," he whispered, getting to his feet and brushing down the front of his tunic to be a bit more presentable. The pants were still draped over the chair at one side of the room... it wasn't like he needed them anyway. Pulling open the door, he glanced around, then his eyes came to rest on Aranea. Smiling, his doubts seemed to slip away as he welcomed her. "Come in," he said softly, motioning her inside. Sayuri_Nitta She stood in one graceful movement, flicking back her still-damp hair; she had bathed in the lake before coming to see him, and had lightly scented her skin with a jasmine extract (a night bloomer like themselves). She walked into his chamber, looking around in the gloom and then turned to him, waiting for him to shut the door. Youkochylde Closing the door, Feles looked to her, tail twitching behind him almost nervously. "I apologize for the darkness... I can't take the light." He motioned to the windows that were covered in heavy drapery, only hints of the daylight peeking through here and there. He moved to the desk then, lifting a small cup to his lips and sipping from it as he tried to calm his nerves. It was a lovely brew, one that Youko had brought to him from Gaia. It made him calmer, and tended to either send him off on a cleaning or writing tangent... or made him want to nap. "I'm glad you came," he said, smiling to her, a bit shyly. Sayuri_Nitta 'Did you think I wouldnt?' she asked, a brow arching and slight amused smile on her face. She padded over to him, lightly brushed the hair that threatened to fall across his face and then peered on his desk.
'Writing about me?' she teased, one hand touching his shoulder and she looked at him.
'I dont mind the dark,' she said softly.
'When one cannot see as well...well one has to feel their way around.' Youkochylde "Not writing anything at the moment," he said, shivering faintly as the purr started to rumble from his throat. It tended to give his voice a hoarse tone to it, but he continued regardless. "My mind is too busy to concentrate." Turning to face her, he wound his arms around her, nuzzling her hair gently. "You look beautiful," he whispered, lips barely moving as he spoke. Sayuri_Nitta She was pleased that he had initiated the embrace; despite how long she had known him for now, she still felt that he might shy away from her if she 'rushed' at him or something. She stroked his back, and let the fingers of one hand tangle into his hair.
'Busy huh? And what are you busy thinking of my Feles?' she smiled at his compliment, and at the purring from within him. Youkochylde 'Her' Feles... The cat smiled then, letting his eyes slip closed. "Thinking of you." And wondering if you're still interested. Of course she was still interested... she was HERE wasn't she? His grasp tightened for a moment then, his arms holding her to him tightly as his tail whipped around his hips and curled over hers. Sayuri_Nitta 'Oh really?' she asked. Well this was going easier then she hoped. If he was thinking of her; well maybe what she had to tell him wouldnt make him run a mile! She smiled at the brush of his tail on her skin.
'Thinking what about me?' she inquired, reaching up and stroking his ears a little. Youkochylde Feles' ears fell slightly as he looked to her, the worry coming back. "Wondering... if you'll still be interested. I mean, you're an adult now... and I'm still like this." He looked down at himself then, barelyable to hide the scowl. He was scrawny... and gangly... and she was just perfect. Sayuri_Nitta She tilted his head back up, cupping his chin gently in a hand. She seemed to regard him thoughtfully, running a finger of her free hand down his cheek.
'Interested...you could say that,' she breathed softly. This was her moment;
'I ...' she started to say, then shut her eyes. No..yes - this was weak! Or would it make her stronger. She opened them again and looked at him.
'Feles..' she began again. Youkochylde Whimpering softly, Feles started to pull away. Hand shaking, he reached for the teacup again. "I... I understand if you don't want to be here." Sayuri_Nitta 'No!' she exclaimed. He hadnt realised what she meant...not that she had said enough to be understood. She grabbed the hand he was reaching out with and held it to her chest, clasping it with another hand.
'You're going to make me say it arent you? The words I've wrestled with for days.' he must feel under his fingers how much her heart was racing. Youkochylde "I don't know what you mean," he whispered, shaking his head faintly. "I just know that I'm afraid of losing you now, because there are others that have so much more than I do." Biting at his lower lip, he sighed softly. Sayuri_Nitta She would have to say it;
'Feles I'm not going anywhere! I'm here with you right now.' she said.
'You...you captured me.' she pulled him to her, putting her face close to his so their foreheads almost touched.
'And...I love you,' she whispered. Youkochylde Feles froze, pale eyes going wide as he watched her for just a moment. It was almost as if he were shocked out of what few senses he had left. Finally, he moved, hands resting on her shoulders to hold her and pull her closer. He leaned in then, letting his eyes slip closed as he brought his lips to cover hers in a soft, almost hesitant kiss. Sayuri_Nitta Aranea wrapped all four arms around him, kissing him back, and just losing herself in his embrace. It didnt seem to have weakened her; admitting to him how she felt - this moment made her felt more powerful then she had ever felt. She let out a soft, pleasurable sigh, breaking the kiss and looking at Feles;
'I told you I was interested,' she teased a little, brushing her nose tip against his. Youkochylde A wry smile crossed his face as he nestled into her hold. Four arms... That got his mind racing again. Snickering to himself, he let his head rest against her shoulder, nuzzling her hair. "I'm glad you're here," he said, his body turning from side to side slightly as he spoke. "I guess I was worried about nothing, hmmm...?" Sayuri_Nitta She kissed his forehead, letting a hand rest on the small of his back, another on his waist, whilst still hugging him to her.
'I'm glad your glad I'm here,' she laughed a little.
'I do wonder though - what were you worried about?' she asked. Youkochylde Feles ducked his head forward a bit, now a little embarrassed that he would even think it. "I'm still a kid, really... compared to you. And I saw Lupinus change as well." He paused then, one hand moving to his own tail in a nervous gesture. "I thought that maybe you wouldn't want me around until I grow again." Sayuri_Nitta 'You really thought that?' she let him go, brushing fingers against his cheek and walked over to sit on the edge of his bed;
'Why? I dont think I've even considered Lupinus that way. He is easy on the eyes to be sure but I've never given any indication that I look at him that way..have I?' she asked, looking at Feles. Youkochylde "No," he murmured, moving to sit beside her with his tail wrapped around himself tightly. He didn't look at her just then, instead keeping his gaze downward. "I didn't say it was a rational thought... just that it had crossed my mind." Sayuri_Nitta She put an arm around his shoulders, and rested her head on the shoulder nearest her. She leaned in to kiss the side of his neck;
'My Feles' she repeated, wrapping another arm around him.
'I do not bestow my affections lightly. Not my true ones at any rate.' her wings fluttered a little then settled again.
'What I feel for you...its not a predatory thing. I dont want to flirt..I just want - to be.' she sighed. Words were not enough in this case. Feles had made her truly feel. She didnt want to twist him to her will. She wanted him to know her as she was. Youkochylde Smiling softly, Feles lay back on the bed, drawing her to rest alongside him. The cat wound himself around her then, letting her head rest against his shoulder still as his tail draped over her hip. "Then be..." he whispered softly, claws stroking lightly through her hair. "For as long as you like." Sayuri_Nitta 'Feles,' she began as she let him pull her down. She shivered at the pleasant tugging through her hair.
'This is dangerous,' she whispered.
'Where is this leading to my love?' she moved, propping up on one elbow, stroking the side of his face. Youkochylde "Dangerous?" He looked confused. Hadn't she just said that she wanted to be with him? At least in some way. Pushing himself up as well, Feles pricked his ears forward and looked to her. "I'm not certain where it's leading... I'm concerned with now, not then." Sayuri_Nitta 'You dont get it do you?' she laughed a little.
'When I'm here...especially here right now on this bed.' she felt colour rise in her cheeks.
'I remember...when you grew. I have this perfect image of your body in my mind.' she grinned, a lustful look in her eyes.
'And it makes me want to do ... more then I think we are at a point to do.' Youkochylde The flush started then, beginning at the curve of Feles' neck and moving up over his cheeks. "I..." he began, smiling impishly. "I think maybe we should just see how things go." After he spoke, he leaned in, catching Aranea in another kiss. This one wasn't as tentative as the first, but it was almost as if he were committing to memory every aspect of it. Sayuri_Nitta 'You are probably right,' she began to say, stopping as he kissed her. A tender, lingering kiss that sent little tingles all the way down her spine. When they broke apart she kissed his nosetip, stroking his cheek with her hand. She lay back onto the bed again...feeling very happy - and she wasnt even poisoning anything! Youkochylde Feles moved to lay beside her, one hand resting on her stomach as he toyed with her hair still. The only sound he made was a soft purr of contentment, his eyes slitting open and closed in a slow rhythm. The soft velvet of the bedcover felt good against his skin, and it was with a happy smile that the cat watched Aranea. Sayuri_Nitta 'If I didnt have something to do..' she sighed, turning over on the bed and looking at him. She reached out and touched his mouth with two fingers, carefully tracing round the soft skin of his lips.
'I could stay here for a very long time,' she winked, grinning. Youkochylde Smiling, Feles flicked out his tongue, the rasped tip brushing against the edge of her fingers. "Then you should go... because the sooner you get done with your duties, the sooner you can come back." The feline was practically basking in the attention, and obviously was loathe to have her leave... however, he knew that it must be done. Sayuri_Nitta She nodded, a grin on her face and an amused look;
'Oh so very wise,' she purred, moving her hand away and kissing him - hard and fast before retreating off the bed. She gave him one last lingering look as she slipped out of his doorway and headed back down to the dungeons.
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Posted: Mon Mar 28, 2005 8:14 am
22.03.05
I had to come back here and scribble out a diary entry...before I went down to the dungeon. I had to write this down so that I would have a way to remember this day, even long after the memory of the moment faded.
After I left the dungeon, and after bathing the dirt of that place from myself, I made my way to Feles's chamber. He seemed nervy, and it soon became apparent why. He actually thought that because Lupinus had grown as I did that I would not like him anymore! I soon convinced him otherwise; I finally told him those three little words that I'd been longing to say. We kissed properly several times - I can still taste him. Right now I am the happiest I have ever been without actually having to poison or torture something.
What happens now? I dont know. But I know that I have love - and I am loved. And all this despite my 'differences' in appearance to the other Fey.
And now I have to be away from the one I hold dear - to interrogate that Sun Fey. But I do that with joy also - a different kind of joy. The knowledge that we hold something of theirs is most satisfying...but it is strange. All this time and not a hint of a rescue mission. It is interesting...and something I can use to injure her with.
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Posted: Mon Mar 28, 2005 8:16 am
Aranea had barely closed her diary when there was a knock at the door;
'Feles you couldnt wait huh?' she started to say as she opened her door. She scowled deeply at the sight of her Kithain.
'Feles?' asked Sayuri, not reacting to the death-look Aranea had thrown her as she had become used to her behaviour.
'None of your business,' the spider-fey snapped, pulling her Kithain inside her room.
'You are here for a reason I suppose? I told you that I would not entertain social visits from you,' she reminded.
'The items you wanted made were finished. Thats what I've brought.'
'Bought time,' Aranea muttered.
'You humans are incredibly slow at manufacturing anything. I was to give the gift to someone days ago,' she muttered, taking the parcel from Sayuri.
'You can go now,' she said, waving her Kithain away disdainfully and opening the package. The objects glinted in the candle light as they tumbled onto her bed and she held them up. One piece was for her;
and she slipped it onto a finger of her upper right hand. The other was for Feles and she turned it around. It was well made, she grudgingly admitted. Good job really - she didnt want to have to leave these lands merely to poison some jeweller. She wrapped it up again and left her chamber. She would drop it off and then down to the dungeons.
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